i believe in what i see, not what i hear.


i`ve always thought they mean it when they write "i love you" in letters or smses or msn... it feels so real that it touched me. i`ve always thought its true.but not today.in fact not after today onwards.

why is it that hard for you to just help me tune the damn timpani?
i know of course, only two of us will be playing it for the practices but that doesnt mean you cant help us?
in fact, it helps us and shows us how good your tuning is.who can you depend on after we step down? have you ever thought about it?

none even bother to open the cover.why do you hate my darling so much!

and i clearly put my file on the chair.i saw some of you putting files in piles.but mine? is mine invisible? or maybe I am invisible too? in practices? in school? in class? in every bloody place on earth?

i never meant to be so worked up about this "small confiscated file problem".
i just feel disappointed.i know it may not be intentional.
thats why im asking you to be aware next time and not to walk out the room once practice ends.we gotta pack up small things, sticks and instruments too hello?

and i have to pay fine $2. TWO.i can get a chicken rice.and worse,
im in debt. i owe shannen cash, owed other ppl cash...and now this. i`ll feel hurt once i spent $0.50. two bucks hurt me even more. call me cheapskate or poor or beggar whatever you wish.

peace and harmony and tranquility and happiness
will be best achieved if we can stop talking bad about a person once you realized you dislike her so much. why cant we be as loving as we used to be?


no one is perfect.dont judge others unless you think you`re good enough.




FACKO.



i was offering shannen for doing backstage for dance night.replacing me.
i thought it may cheer her up. being able to skip cat class(kidding), watch 27 dresses with kin and have a hell lotsa fun with veron and jayni. really too bad that she dont want to.haha but i just want you to know that i didnt mean to put the burden on you.really.i just want you to be happy since you look real sad today.i prefer my face to be pink anyway.at least it can hide my pimples. i look spastic with blue face.*cross arms.



i want to sleep.i want to do smtg i cant do for the last 5 weeks, i want movies, i want a little peace.

so little time, so much to do.
God please be with me...

TWILIGHTERS!
anyway, if you wanna check our new theme for L J post, here is the link. it will be filled with fandom posts and maybe...fanfic..if im free enough.max, trace and joe will help out.so it will be a shared blog.FELS,MAX,TRACY&JOE! since we four are lame porks who are sick and tired of studying, but are forced to.
the layout and stuff was done by max.

puripuriPURITTI

feel pretty and click on it manz!

i read the RIP percussion story made by shannen and nicole.it was hilarious.in fact, i need a bucket for my saliva that kept on flowing out as i laughed my hole in the ass off.(its more polite to say it this way, rather than asshole.)

gee, MT OLVL tomorrow.
are you freaking serious, OLVL! whoohoo.
and im online.and im blogging.and im reading fiction by juniors.WOW fels is the proest.

i just hope that tmrw`s paper will be manageable.


congrats to JAYNI, got accepted in the worship min! :D
and wow, im excited for beijing trip.our first night! (NOH dont think too much)
Samantha Low, get well soon.:(
May God be with you and your angel here, will continue to pray for you.

i wish i wish i wish i wish

GASPARD ULLIEL got to play edward cullen.

but oh well, robert pattinson takes it all....

ITS OK! gaspard fever forever!:D

we are going to make a gaspard bomb team soon anough.HAHAHAHAH!
i shall belajar MELAYU sekarang.selamat tinggal.

this is what i can think of right now.

when hatred conquers the world
theres not a thing to hold
that can remove the wall, so cold
stories that have been told
wont let the truth unfolds

let peace brings you back to your own self
one that stands tall
just like a book in a shelf
that will not and never fall
looking as happy as an elf

a lyric written by alicia and me.
hah how click man.as in, click to the situation that im in right now.
gee, i miss my band.but i think me being in the band, im just a burden, since we dont go to gigs or have a gig together.somehow i feel that this wont work.jamming through skype is just..impossible.although its the only solution other than jamming once a year.

and OMG! xinyi and zena, im so proud of both of you!you should know why!(:
way to go manzz!


one solved.one appear.when will this stop.like seriously.
half of me feels great that im steping down soon, but the other half...i feel reluctant to leave the band.

this just suck.


Ron and Cosmas.gimme mercy. i really dont know what to do.god bless both of you man.i want to have a bright future.but you must understand that i have a reason for saying this.like as if you dont know singapore man.both of you live here all your life now.you should know better.


anyway, im so excited for FIESTA!but dang, we have to wear school socks and sch shoes
but you know what, im gonna wear converse sneakers:D
who cares.


ok i think i shall sleep now, cos i have a mission to do tmrw at 630AM.i know.poor fels.:/

and makeover trish on sunday.gee, it will be ...quite fun.hehhe cos i hate dressing up.im more into photography.lol.

whats the link?
ok shit,im getting sleepy.:/


those who are excited for quiz, wait up for the next post.

results was okay.hopefully tmrw`s results will cheer me up :)
time for positive thinkin!:D

i know stop nagging.i havent been blogging cos lets face it.

IM LAZY.muachahahahaha

life is full of shit currently, alot of pooof problems.
fried chicken and shits.


art was cool.we learnt how to fry photos.practically put the photos on pans and cook em with hot oils.and it gave nice effects.powerful.hahha.suze was awesome yesterday, showing us how to create the aura and shattered effects.funky stuff eh!:D

and then went to eat MACS again with max, ryo, russell and kayla.ahahha MACS again.im so becoming that 'super sized me' guy.shit.i gotta stop eating.this uncontrollable feeling.lol. and not to forget, WORLD, I BEAT RUSSELL ON ARM WRESTLING.hehhehh.bet you`re pissed after reading this.


TODAY.i did a super stupid and embarrassing act.dont laugh.
i actually jumped over mike`s fence and climbed over the wall up to his room to steal his GTA4.rah. and guess what, i saw his mom sweeping the damn floor, and the next thing, i found myself lying among the bushes.yes.they`re softy softy so i was not hurt.:) and his dad just laughed and passed me the freaking game.

AH! why it has to be rated m18.shit shit.i tried to buy but they asked for id.so this is what a game freak do when she couldnt help to not to play it.

i want to be as good as the rev and joey lawrence.sometimes, having an ambition is good.but not too much.


anyway, folks,

IJ FIESTA
16thMAY2008
10am-5pm
OUR SCH.(doh)
DIEhomeworkdie will bang the carnival @10am.

see you there, those who are UNFIT to go to sch.(:

-FELS-
22 april 1992
sixteen
ijtp
food lover
skater
percussionist
cant survive without music
LOVES GASPARD ULLIEL