band was kinda fun today.hahha we learnt techniques more than songs...yeah
me and kin have this good idea to improve your drums skills.find us from us personally, we dont publish our secret technique.

KFC lunch with the percs.actually, not all percs.lunch with veron, kin, heather and zena.but later on veron left and shannen came and zena left.

i chose to ignore and pretend that everything is normal.but somehow i cant today.i decided to move to bread talk cos somehow i feel OUT and uncomfortable with them.its like...they are sooooo close and then with me around,..silence.i can feel that my presence there was bothersome.so i decided to lepak at bread talk.yummy donuts!(:

it does suck waiting alone for your mom`s call at bread talk.its like...feeling so empty? i just seriously dont know whats going on with me.



dont say that i dont understand.my life is full of things that you can never imagine.they are not written in my face, but as you know me well enough, you`ll know all about them. sometimes i dont believe in close friends.its either they change or they die.or i change.but too bad i dont know cos i cant judge my own self.


GOOD NEWS TO ALL!
our new album- destructive noisepilots is out at Virgin music store.(only in US).
get it for US$10 before its too late.*you cant see my bloody fugly face there but you can see my name!(:

to think of it, this month, alot of new things huh.
and congratulations to slathe too!(:


if only i can turn back time.

this is some dumb yet funny survey that i want to share.mhmm this is boredom.


1.Are you a loner?
errr...nope?
2.Any close or best friend?
i dont believe in best friend.close friendS,yes.
3.Any close friend that found a new friend and is not so close to you now?
i think so.i cant read her mind.
4.If yes, feeling betrayed?
nope.its an encouragement to make alot more friend.
5.Do you think your friend accept you for who you are?
hmm..i guess?

6.Any boyfriend or husband?
hello, im sixteen and i enjoy a single life.
7.Ever french kissed?
yuck.
8.How does it feel?
dont know and dont wanna know. i think chocolate taste alot better.
9.Still a virgin?
you want me to kick your ass?
10.Is he fierce during the intercourse?
wtf.
11.Pain or enjoyable?
you should know since you`re a whore.
12.Any love bites?
i dont date a cannibal.
13.What flavour condoms?
gosh you`re ridiculously disgusting.

14.What will you do if a guy likes you?
slap him.
15.What will you do if a friend hate you?
hate her back?

gosh.seriously.this is the dumbest survey ever.

i shall get ready to strike tonight! ciao.

finally, finished the retouch of fred`s and kin`s shot.although only two of em, better than nothing.

man, today`s school was quite tiring.in fact, VERY TIRING. i kept on sleeping during classes these days.im so scrwed.gosh.
i know i need coffee but i just hate them. oh well, cant help it.

i think im just a bad bad chairperson.not trying to whine or to be modest here, but its just obvious.im so...disorganized and i get depressed very easily.
okay, this can go on forever, so i shall just stop here?...

i went to chinatown today to get medicene.i overslept on the bus, as usual...duh...and i met MAX, trying out some ladies` boots.seriously, your "good look" just fade away when you try to act gay! hahhaha too much.

band photo taking was not bad.we took surprisingly, fast to get ready. i bet i looked spastic again, maybe i am! hahha cos i was sweating due to hhf and running up top class for comm badge.i suck that much.


im over reacting.....
ok.


benji and me are going to apply for drumfest~ were practising very hard to be the best drummer in town!XD HAHAHHA!
i hope we`ll succeed!peace man!


okay, according to my friends,
i need a dress for mass.they`re sick of me wearing jeans and tees for mass.okay, i never know that what i wear bother them during mass.i never know you ppl actually noticed what i wear these days! HAHAHHA!

i just feel like a loser cos im sixteen and i dont know how to walk with high heels. HELL YES im a female.help me shannen.i`ll treat you some eggs!XD

hello world.

i know i`ve not been updating.well, kinda occupied these days.
with school shits, art projects and house work.man, im way too young to be a house"wife".duh, not yet a wife.dont think wrong.

jayni went over today for dinner.FUN!
thanks to her for the company, at least i socialize with ppl instead of daydreaming today while waiting for my sister.

bio ca was just...bleah today.i know, no word to describe.i think i just suck that much. i slack too much these days. self-awareness camp was awesome anyway! hahha im just gonna miss it more.

btw, mr tang`s car seat is damn comfortable.i managed to resist myself from sleeping.so give me CLAP.hahha


so we have three juniors now.we seriously gotta buck up. band is seriously boring these days. i just need to let it out. sometimes i feel that i dont even belong in the section.i guess im just a loser, or a geek whatever you called me, who studies everysingleday, no life, who doesnt use her phone in class cos she`s a good girl and who has a poor dressing sense for my age.aah but who cares right? i mean..i just need to let these out.cant i? freedom of speech.mmhm


we should have monthly black and white party. i think weekly will be too much, dont you think?


i did learn alot form sac.but i just needa let all these shits out right now.i have freakking geog homework and english essays due tmrw+ emath and amath.cant they teachers just give us a break? i think one minute to breathe is good enough.

ive done shannen`s, veron`s and mel`s photoshoot so far THIS WEEK!yayness!XD so its like...7 more to go.how convincing!:( mama.

anyways, shannen`s shot was amazing! gosh, we found this really cool spot, its like...(truck/warehouse) whatever it is called. and shannen looked more to emo rather than deep.guess she`s perfect to be one!(: hahhah natural shannen, natural. (unlike those wannabes who cmi...)

veron`s and mel`s photoshoot was awesome too! gosh i love bishan park, the lightings, the environment...fels love NATURE!wooo..but surprisingly, i hate ANTS!gosh. all of my models looked so pwetty pwetty with the magic of my make up skills...DOH! like...im soooo GOOD at it!(: *thank u thank u.

LOL! *ego. im just kidding.

i couldnt stop laughing when i applied make up to ppl these days. i really dont know why. not cos im laughing at my models.NEVER! they`re adorable, you cant even resist to not look at them with that sparkling shiny impressed eyes!:P (ooo my english`s getting better!)

anyways, today
LASELLE SIA open house. with kinny, veron and brandon.man, it was just fun.
and I MET CAROLINE HIAHAHAHA!XD omg..she`s .like..an art pro, so she`ll definately get in there, no doubt.

me?i dont think so.my art works are nothing compared to those ppl`s. i feel so inferior.laselle`s building is like..HEAVEN! darn godly nice! cant take it. funky, rare and coool...more like a shopping mall kind rather than a school. but man the open house was quite..dull..the atmospehere...i think cos we`re late.but WE GOT THE GOODIE BAGS! huuuush ;D

NAFA open house.
man, now im totally confused. cos its really nice too, you cant resist to imagine yourself being a part of it. everybody there was so enthu and they`re shouting and welcoming us sooo WARMLY that i sweat.lol.
yes yes duh, we got the goodie bags too.
and this guy walked us thru the campus, like a tour guide. and he has this foreign accent, like a jap yet like a vietnamese.whatever.he`s good man!

and totally, their photos are like..related with marketings and advertisements, just like what i want. and and their mac computers...like..me and kinny were drooling looking them, twitching our itchy fingers- imagining the feel when we touch them. *wooo overdramatic.LOL

confused.fels is going to the university of undecided.
whats on my mind:
acjc/vjc/ngee ann poly/ laselle/ nafa/ university of ohio state/ yale/princeton

tadaaa...which one peeps?

i saw lesbians today in the bus, they`re like standing sooo close to me, cos the bus` kinda crowded. no offence but seriously, they`re GROSS! touching and kissing and hugging so intimately...in front of such an INNOCENt little YOUNG girl like ME, with those on the rear looking weirdly and ewwwy at them.gosssh, i just cant take it.

not that i side my friends, but
gays are actually better than les. as in...on how they behave,,you know... i still love you, cosmas and ry.


chemistry bloody test on monday.man, mrs tay really LOVE to spoil our weekends.gossh!
i dont feel like studying.i dont feel like studying.


oh oh and do you know...
FELS IS IN SHAPE!!whoowhohohohohoho


round is a shape.

-FELS-
22 april 1992
sixteen
ijtp
food lover
skater
percussionist
cant survive without music
LOVES GASPARD ULLIEL