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Bonjour!Welcome to fels` world.This will be all about her, be it bad or good things, life is full of ups and downs isnt it? There will be random posts too occasionally. What about her? nah, figure it out for yourself.peace.

Shush!
Friday, November 28, 2008
life simpy sucks.at the moment.

disaster after disaster.all at once.and they`re all related with ME.
im not complaining.i just need to let it all out or i`ll never be in peace.

My mom used to teach me things that go:
The good will sit at the right hand of the Father and live happily ever after in heaven
while
The bad will be in hell.

sometimes i really wonder, why my friends?why my family?why not the bad guy, like terrorists for example, or maybe...i dont know criminals?thought people always pray for world peace.
Of all people, why those beautiful people that i know?

these questions haunt me every night.
i thought life in singapore will be a different one, a peaceful and happy one.
i know.reality bites.life is unfair.

okay so these are the suckiest things that happened so far.i dont know whats next.

1.I got informed by Zena yesterday that Shannen was sent to the emergency operation.and then, Jayni with worse one.She may not be able to make it alive.and if she does make it, she`ll have to repeat sec one.i got a shock of my life. thats the worse nightmare that can ever happen.

2.I got a call from indon,medan that my friend`s home, Lucas` and Erlyn`s, got hit by earthquake.They said it was a minor one, but her house was wiped out and only ashes and woods left.Til today, i still have no news of them.

3.I got sick yesterday.Some weird one.Vomitting liquids.and they`re like water.no taste, no colour, no smell.

4.I got to study to prepare myself for next year.im currently in a 'holiday' mood. No intention to study AT ALL.but parents still couldnt understand me.and kept on asking me study when im online.dude, you promised to let me PLAY ALL I WANT, TILL IM SATISFIED.see, these promises are fake.just to make me study hard for Os and feel excited for the post-times.WHATTHEHELL!
there`ll never be 'playing til i drop'. never happen.its too good to be true.


maybe my life is not the suckiest now.i know there are others who suffer, ten times hundred times worse than me.told ya earlier, i wasnt complaining.i just need to let it out in my damn blog.


heard of this saying,
dying is easier
alive is harder?