HA school was DARN boring today, to be frank, am referring to the lessons. HEHEHE! i dont know,somehow, my mood hasnt switch to studying mood yet. i mean its like, GIVE US A BREAK MAN! 6 weeks not enough! aha, but its like..either we suffer now, or suffer next year. sheesh.

band was not so bad. HAHA! wooo jayni`s bass, awesome la! jam like shit during band today! AAh and our JUNIORS ARE IMPROVING LIKE..hell alot!XDXDXD powerfulpowerful! HAHAH! anyway, me, jayni, beverly and melissa form the COOL religion today! HAHAHAAH! *coooooooollll* LOL!! darn funny1 HAHA! and then we talked about ghost stories and real life stuff and HANNIBAL RISING! works everytime! cos that movie is DARN nice! best! AAARH! gaspard ulliel is LOVE!XD

OH yes, mrs Nicholas sent beverly, jayni and me to the macs stop at braddell! WOW! soooo nice if her! really thanks her a million billion trillion times!(: HAHAH! i feel soooo bad cos she had to move all her baby chairs to the backseat and stuff like that..yeah! really nice of her! ROCKS man!XD
i walked home with beverly today, thru braddell view! HAHA! sheesh. neighbours!XD she is sooo confused on what subject to take next year, either physics or bio. poor girl! haha but aiya, smarty pants! anything is possible and managable, right?!(:

WHAAA! i made a new friend in the lift today! a girl, live in PENTHOUSE! POWER! FINALLY! i can ONE day, visit her nice home! its PENTHOUSE SHIT! huuu...for interior ideas too! HEHE! finally, my dream comes true..HEHEHE! LOL!LOL! okok off to dinner!XD

me and fred have decided that we`re gonna be the ROADIES just for MCFLY!XD

hmmm band was...not bad!(: yeh, what can i say, seriously. maybe just a good luck for the auditions!

and then last lesson with MS pat.i really miss holland village many many! shall bring genn who love red beans there!(: HEHEHE!

i should be in jayni`s church now, but my mom. hmm...what can i do. and yeah, its true, she`s here for me, and so i should be there for her too right?! thats the only sensible thing to do. HAHA! see, im such a nice girl. hell yes!

i went to novena with momma then, and we ate this NAN XIANG chicken rice1 cheap and NICEE!!(((: power sia!!!! and yeah, we saw this poor man, lost his fingers, arm, leg...and all, so poor thing. so i took sometime to reflects. have i been really thankful for what i have? hmm..i guess not. what a life he has. gota face every stare that people gave, bad or good.and every part of him will just..fall apart anytime, this sickness. i feel really sorry for him...and yet, he still gave a smile when i helped him cross the road. duh..but, at this state, a smile flashed, really amazing. sometimes i wonder those who wanna be skinny, pretty, and all that stuff...arent they proud of what god has given them.sheeesh fels, you`re no better anyway.

ahhaha, art was coool! my manequein is DONEE! very HOT one! HAHA! *egoness alert fels* if i can take picture...too bad i cant. so, no sample shots ppl! sorry! ;P hhaha

man, im sooo crazy over paramore now. shit. AAAH mc fly! we`re the strong girls!! *quoted from freda* HAHAHAHAH!

AAH! scholl was quite...FUN today..cos SURPRISINGLY, there`s ROLLER BLADING session! whaaa sooo unexpected! its like..the weirdest, but FUN post exam activities. all big big thanks to MELISSA HENG!!(: she taught me how to skate...and yeh, i did it. i rmbered what jayni and fred had taught me last time-ice skating.HAHAH! funneh! its really weird...ppl think ice skating is harder, but i think otherwise! weird huh?! and its soooo SURPRISING for a skateboarder for not being able to roller blade?helloww, skateboard has FOUR wheels...:P i`ve got reasons! HAHAHA!

AH! BIO SPA! sheesh, i didnt finish doing it! roar! i thought i can fail it, but Mr tang who marked the first ten, including ME ;D, he said that everybody will definately PASS! *relieved man*

CONNIE came today! +++ WITH FERERO ROCHER! POWER LA! (: really happy to see her again!XDXD loooong timeee...mymymy. and yeh, we chatted outside the bandroom, with mr chan and mr tang...haha for the first time, jr band was FUN!:P but yes! our junior is improving alott....reallyy proud of them.

hell yes, percussion, more like..1/3 percussion, were practising our section competition piece...HAHA! but aaarh, POOR veronica, she gotta go ESPLANADE all by herself, just to get scores...poor girl! but aah, we decided to play RAN KAN KAN for the comp!XD hahhaha...fun sia!

and readers, COME COME and JOIN US for AN XMAS concert, 1st dec at CHIJ TOA PAYOH SEC SCH HALL, tickets sold at $12. time has not been decided yet. :P really happy to have your support!XD (fyi, its a fund-raising concert!)

school was kinda boring today! i mean..its like..all the talks and everything..NO TEACHERS-thats the good part :P
we sort of "started" on differentiation today! wooo me and veron managed to get some of the ideas! reallly is something!XD hahaha

and then laughing and talking with hui geok and germaine and crystal..whaa...voice almost gone seeh! HAHHAHA!

and then yes, veron intro me this game...the NEW version of the game..about the random sentences thing1 HAHA! DARN FUNNY!!lOL!

band was..fine. just dont have the mood today. cos aaarhh...i dont know..i feel soooo..heavy? its like..the mud flood begin again in indon..and aaarh..every single day, people died..non-stop and the mud flows wider and wider. a chance for it to strike home is soooo BIG and it can happen anytime. aaarh...and my friends think that i`ve change a little these days. getting more..stern and sometimes...frustrated although most of the time i..laughed.haha okay, i really dont know cos i dont feel the change..i mean..i cant possibly judge myself. and i dont know, i just feel that its my TURN to fight for what i want instead of giving in to people all the time like some stupid, dumb ass. gullible?! sheesh
and hell no if ppl gonna take advantage of me all the time..that just sucks, dont you think so? and anyway..i dont want to be known as the "STUPID ASS" even though im anot the coolest person on earth! and i know some ppl are just...like..dont friend people that much cos they`re UNCOOL and i think its just childish! i think i shall organize an UNCOOL campaign with me friends and we probably can earn big bucks from that!
HAHA!.

aaah, whatever, life sucked that much huh...

HAPPY BELATED + BLESSED FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY SHALYN!

Band was okay...KINNY CAME!XDXDXD whaa miss her like many many. hmm..okay, me and chu ying gotta run with the sec ones. ITS OK! fit man!

and then i rushed to west coast for english. hmmm...it was fun!(: haha and then i went to work for the FIRST day. uhuh...delivered 8 tanks today and yet, i can feel the fatigues on my back and legs and hands and everwhere. uhuh..labour, what dyou expect! the tank was HUGE! okay, i made new friends today. cosmas and nicole. uhuh, both are SIXTEEN! youngest here...cosmas and me gotta carry the tanks to houses and flats...okay, fun and creepy. haha
and it was RAINING! sheeesh... how lucky.

cant go to jayni`s church!;_; have never been there for so long. sighs.
OH HELL YES I MISS HOLLAND VEE!

and then all of us labourers took a break in CLARKE QUAY! and yeh, my family came to fetch me! ;P haha and then i started to do my shots and all... fun fun fun. but i only get to take pics when its like..DARK at night...after work. now i cant even walk, shit. so $80 earned today! whooohooo $$$ and fels probably gained 5 kg of muscles..;P kidding.

I NEED A POUCH- SCREEN PROTECTOR- AND MOD STUFF for my PSP! SHEEESH....and all thanks to FREDA, joel lawrence is the FIRST in my fav.photographer list! POWER SHOTS!XD

school was good today! science centre was...well okay, not bad. its just..the queueing in macs part that sucked. man, it was crowded! hahha...yeh, duh, i GOT my food!XD fries and flurry, best lunch man.

aha, job attachment was...okay...at first i thought its gonna be FUN! cos i chose commercial stuff..but then, they moved me to CIP! okay, kinda sad, but i dont have to do ANY CIP HOURS next year, which rocks many many! XD so fels is no longer sad about it, but yeah, i got a job in St theresa home...hopefully its FUN man!XD I shall introduce those oldies to THE WORLD OF ROCK! HAHAHAH!!man, cant imagine them singing along to my type of songs!:P hahhaha

Me and crystal and Germaine kept on laughing cos i dont know why, but everytime i stepped in to class, i rmbr that MOCCA GUY, "hey im selling my house..."LOL! and then i`ll laugh to meself. man, it seems soooo retarded! SHEEESH! i think i shall stop making fun of those people! lol! HAHAHAHAH!

ANYWAY, fels decided to TAKE THE CHALLENGE!!!XD ME gonna work as an oil tank deliverer for 14 DAYS ONLY! XD yeah man, try it! this is life! must get the taste of it in every situation! aha im gonna start next week. luckily im not gonna drive the car!XD i just have to carry the damn tank and send it to houses...which is kinda cool...HOUSES...hahahaha. $80 per day! weehee $$$ here i come!XD this is LABOUR man. FELS IS DOING LABOUR. how cool can that be. ok

talking about "situation", i watched ETF new vid! HAHAHAHAH! DARN funny! OHMG!!! ronnie! LOL!! max <3

XDXDXD YES! FOUND my wallet! i called SBS transit sevice and yeah, they found it, the wallet with a singfest ticket covernf my ez-link card1XDXDXD power man! PRAISE THE LORD!!! FREAKING HAPPY LA!!

yeah, i walked around clarke quay this evening...man, it was soooo beautiful. i wished i brought my camera! shit la! but whoaa...it was sooo coool, those bars and "innovative" modern restaurant! the price is reasonable too!XD so next time, i`ll bring my friends there! wheehee!XD

teeho! today`s band prac was good, not so bad! our junior is improving!XD
and yeah, talking to veron about the FUNNY COMMERCIALS! HAHA! laugh like crazy i tell you! funny funyy, okay, i shall prepare myself for tmrw`s result man! shit la...hols over...;O

Germaine and hui geok went to my house this morning. okay, we watched movies....gigollo wannabe, detective connan, my boss my hero...it was more like...oguri shun fandom! HAHA! funneh! but well, it was raining and so they could stay BIT longer..:p haha hopefully they enjoyed it man!

aha, after celebration, me and my fam went to city hall. it was cool. everything went well...and then HELL YEA,

FELS GOT HERSELF A NEW SLIM&LITE PSP!XDXDXD

i was just..happy, and then we ate the korean mixed rice! man, it was really HEAVENLY!

and guess what when we were about to go home?! I LOST MY WALLET!
DAMN I LOST MY WALLET! this is bullshit man!
My freakking wallet...my first time and it hit me hard..im losing my mind.
i am in desperate need of money, and taadaa this is what i got?! bullshit man.
My ez-link card, my singfest dearest ticket that i kept, my FAKE american express credit card, my ATM CARD that took centuries to be ready, FREE CASH CARD form hp printer, FREE MOVIE TICKET....$5 bucks worth of paper money, MY CCA COMM member badge, my precious coins...., jayni`s precious key chain, germaine`s locker key...SHIT SHIT SHIT!this is full fo shit yo! i feel really shitty now, but somehow, no shit is coming out! could my day get any worse...could i get any richer?

im desperate to find a job now. drums tutoring is NOT enough!
what i feel like doing right now, is to pay my parents back. they`ve provided me with pocket money all these while, and then i lost em all...the cost for renewing ez-link and atm card...its like..a lot..man, this is bullshit! and and i felt really bad for using my money to buy PSP! at least i used my $$$ to buy PSP! if not, i think im just gonna die... i feel so sucky and shitty now...
at first, was so excited and all about my new PSP...and now, im as dead as a corpse.

haha k im real bored, waiting for guests...*sighs.

PARAMORE NEW VID!XD LOVE IT!
man, i love her.many credits to fueled by ramen




gee,this ad, i think its retarded XD hahhahha
man, i love this soo much that i actually bother to search it on youtube..;P




*random*this one, a bit the gross..hahhahha




all credits to youtube for making my day..sheesh.

today was good. kinny freda and jayni cam over in the morning for photoshoot. hmm...freda looks pretty!XD sorry fred, thanks a lot for the help! really really appreciate it! XD oh yeh, thanks to you AGAIN, my work is done! ready! i`ll credit you! promise!(: aha and kinny looked like a celeb! power!(: haha nice scarf! jayni is just BLACK as usual! only this time, cooler, cos my pants HAHAHAH!kidding* then we went jamming, and we saw Mr Armstrong on our way. XD cool cool.

Jamming was okay...not that bad! XD yeah, we wasted lots lots of time. we really need SONGLIST next time! i mean....seriously! if not, everybody willl be like.." NEXT SONG? ANYTHING..." ha! so yeah, but nevermind! at least we get to eat kfc cos the rendang stall closed!;( aha but we know teh place already. all thanks to holas!(: oh btw, power bass!XD

After exams, many many ppl ask me to play cs, but somehow...i told them to play next week! cos cos cos im a NOOB like...REAL NOOB right now! i needa practise really! practise like SHIT! Grrrr...i didnt touch the game for like.....5 weeks? and suddnely my SPECIAL eyes just...gone.;/ sheesh. how cool. i tried to play the ims, and i got giddy already, cant imagine cs man! and i needa practise my shooting, cos when you get giddy,you cant shoot, you`ll die die die... whats this man! i need my "power" back. haha.

My photography skills is improving...hmm(: hehe i wanna be those photographer in charge of gigs! xD then i can meet those bands FACE TO FACE! hahaha how wonderful can that be *thinking...wondering*

okay, chatting time. haha...;P

FELS IS NOT A NERD ANYMORE!!!XD

Yes! this feeling!! is just....G.R.E.A.T!!! XDXDXD
i feel so happy so high that i can fly!!! wheeehehheeee
wow! for the past five weeks, i`ve been through hell! and now im like..FREE!! wow!! speechless! (: HAHAHA!! yes veron, I CAN SMEEL IT! FREEDOM!!XD

oh well, the papers are hard but who cares! have fun while i can! i miss my dvd player, my movies, my mp3, my deary bed and sleep, my CS!!!, my skate, my drumstick, my camera, my art canvas, my everything!! HAHAHA! ;D

i cant wait to attend art class today! soon!(: YAY! i miss my friends!! and yeah, all of my friends cos i didnt talk to them much for the past...4 to 5 weeks?! i really needa plan man! this is seriously gonna be fun!

alright! here is how it goes so far:
TOMORROW: company momma walk2( im sucha good girl)
FRIDAY: RENDANG DAY! jamming! XDXDXD man, i miss my drummys.
SATURDAY: skate! oh yeah skate!
SUNDAY: trying to sneak into cinemas ( RESIDENT EVIL: EXTINCTION yo!)

thats for the week....hahaah probably im gonna spend the rest of my time, playing CS, i needa train seriously! cos im real noob-ass right now! i didnt touch CS for the last 5 weeks and it sucks! i gotta be ready for the MASS CS DAY too! HAHAHA! excited excited!

my WISH LIST:
1. RESIDENT EVIL EXTINCTION
2. CS
3. skating
4. jamming
5. tee`s for a new life ahead
6. photography
7. i needa find models to carry photoshot session! grr
for those who`re interested--- the theme is " AFFAIR"
so i need it to be RED and BLACK and white kinda picture...whatever
8. I NEED ICE CREAM!
9. update blogs and webs
10. deviant art photos
11. shit i needa pee!

haha...byebye

-FELS-
22 april 1992
sixteen
ijtp
food lover
skater
percussionist
cant survive without music
LOVES GASPARD ULLIEL