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Bonjour!Welcome to fels` world.This will be all about her, be it bad or good things, life is full of ups and downs isnt it? There will be random posts too occasionally. What about her? nah, figure it out for yourself.peace.

Shush!


Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I`ve tried so hard to hold back my tears and face everybody with a smile once i walked out of the ICU.
But i just couldnt help it.
Looking at her, so still and silent and helpless,asleep
truly reminds me of dear laura.
Its unbelievable that its actually becoming automatic to me to make/eat sushi on 8th feb every year.its her favourite food.Bet she misses making weird faces with me when we eat new kind of sushi with ultimate weird taste.

I`ve prayed to God all these days that i wont experience such worry anymore, that in singapore, i`ll have a new life, new friends and a happy ending. The pain of losing someone youre so close to, its great, unimaginable and unspeakable. I never want to experience such pain ever again.

To all bloggers out there who bitch about friends in posts, think again.
Cherish your frienship while you can.Or it will be too late and you`ll never live in peace ever again. Your mind will be filled with "if only"s... and wishing that you can turn back time.

I`ll visit shannen again tomorrow, but i`ll be stronger. The only way to spur her on to recover and live again, is to remain calm and smile, praying for her all day.
Though the doctor is kinda irritated with the no. of people coming.how nice.
Well, there is only one shannen in this world and she is the shannen that enter my life.

God bless Felicia.