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Overview
Bonjour!Welcome to fels` world.This will be all about her, be it bad or good things, life is full of ups and downs isnt it? There will be random posts too occasionally. What about her? nah, figure it out for yourself.peace.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
YES I GOT FLU! I was like..dandy happy fine in the morning, but then after recess a i started to sneeze and sneeze non-stop! i could hardly breathe. does that mean i got high nose pressure? cos the "mucus" deposit in the walls of the blood vessels to my nose is SO MUCH that it decrease the lumen size, and thus i could harly breathe..? oh my! is mucus = fats!? i can die of suffocation! eeek...sheesh...im talking crap.so people around me, im very sorry, esp VERONICA who seats next to me! poor girl! im sorry...its damn gross! even i felt the grossness! haha i feel real bad! sheesh! sorry ronner! oh well, but i couldnt help it. i wont be able to breathe if i didnt do so. hah and then i went home and sleeeep!XD I LOVE MY BED! i feel better now though...(: so fels can go to sch tmrw and laugh at TEACHERS! HAHAHA! sheesh no cs, no animes, no movies, no skating and no life after today. exam preparation shit. WHY isit called examination by the way?! i feel like killing the person who invent the word "examination" right now. Wednesday, August 29, 2007
JAYNI the WONG had her birthday on the 28th of aug!!!oh my, real sorry for the late post cos well, chem ca today and i was super tired.. blessed fifteen birthday jayni! you`re FIFTEEN!! FIFTEEN! be a colourful girl!XD Chem CA was hard..not SO hard but hard. hmm...5 more weeks to final year exam! grrr *stressed* dance today was..not bad! HAH! me and germaine are indeed make a good couple!XDXDXD and oh my, fels is dancing?! MAMBO?! WHOOHOO! how cool is that..aha but im a total noob! so...yeah. (i know SOMEONE wanna learn it *LAUGH OUt LOUD*) aha went to holland vee today after art sketching. and zoomgg! guess who i saw?! RAYMOND SYE! and ROAr he`s form ACS INT?! OMG! i dont even know?! wow fels! and and and he is like....my best childhood friend! and we met in SINGAPORE?! WHA! i tell you....sheeesh... sometimes, weird things just appeared....and when they do, you feel like fainting...! roar...anyway, nice to meet you again my friend! HAHA! and hell yeah i can ask him for my art survey! DEFINATELY! God`s on MY SIDE! MUACHAHAHAHAHAH!*high high* Kyle and jerome`s tennis rackets are SEXY! very nice! i like. oh..and i still wonder who you are... sheesh and DIANNAh`s birthday party is coming up! *EXCITED* next destination...*drum rollls*--- SENTOSA!tadaaaa.... Monday, August 27, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINNY DARLING! blessed sixteen birthday!XDschool was fine. good grade for bio XD way to go fels! hehe bad grade for chem! hehehe lol. chem remidial was not bad!(: nice nice! haha ate sweets NON STOP! im gonna get obese soon. ;P *EEEEk* FELS BROKE HER SUPER THICK DRUMSTICK! and FELS BROKE HER SKATE!!! i tried to do 360 flip but FAILED, and the damn skate cracked...oh man... i needa new skate...i needa new games...i need psp, i need freedom, i need holidays....i need food, i need to jam, i need double pedals..LOTSA LOTSA LOOTSA THINGS! *SCREAM* sheeeeeshh..... Sunday, August 26, 2007
sheesh. today was somehow good, somehow bad.indo-mie for breakfast XDXDXD HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE TUTU FAITh CHENG CRASHERINA! wooo long long name1 (: blessed sixteen birthday..oh man..old old old...tsk tsk tsk tsk... and then met jayni and danyeow to "chill out". ehm... its kinda boring...i spoilt everything. sorry about that. cos im real annoyed. sometimes you cant overcome your emotions that you would find it helpful to spit it to someone you trust. so, now you find it mean when im being OPEN and giving a " dont give a shit" kinda attitude?! hah, when im too nice, you think im TOO nice. when im not being nice, you think im SO MEAN! sheesh. well, these few days, i didnt feel bad at all scolding people, insulting them..and all...maybe its part of growing up? hell no if you`re gonna take advantage of my "kindness". i think thats stupid too...at least i started to say NO to most things nowadays... but im not gonna let em bother me and change me into someone im not, which is suck. yes, im pissed at A FEW people right now. sheesh, talking to me when they need something and give the cold shoulder when they dont need anything?! now i know why people dislike being with ya`ll i`ve tried to accept ya`ll for who you all are but it turns out that ya`ll take it for granted go to hell... Saturday, August 25, 2007
A-math lesson was FUN today! surprisingly FUN! im fully awake throughout the whole lesson. thats like... miracle! and then chill out with germaine, peiying and hui geok at town! WHAA!SUPER FUN! HAHAHA!! and we ate yoshi! sadly, no students meal!*KRIES* and yeah...hui geok never stop talking about ahem ahem..cough cough! *kidding la!(: and then met up with ken, danyeow, rufus and gerald to buy jayni`s stuff...GENN CHEATED ME! She didnt even tell me until i asked...*fels is damn sad!* haha kidding...its allright! (: and yes, of course, people STARE! ij girl hanging out at TOPMAN with guys?! ha, so fully expected! Is Ij girl really THAT PRETTY that you like to stare at us?! DOH! if i can change people`s mind... cant we hang out with friend comfortably as you people do? tsk... tsk tskkk.... and then JAYNI`s bday celebration! XD it was simple and great, accompanied with undefined- love from all of us. WE LOVE JAYNI! blessed advanced birthday. she looks happy. thats good!(: and she wore BLACK AND WHITE again..expected..haha! LOLNESS! hmm...preparation was not bad... and hah! until now, i cant stop laughing whenever i see keyboard..as in computer keyboards...and even when i`m eating...if i remember this vid, i just cant stop laughing like shit..all thanks to KEN! hahahahaha lol all credits for this video to "Agen0". (: Sunday, August 19, 2007
ZOMG! PROMENADE WAS..... BRAVO!im gonna write in YELLOW today cos i just ate banana! okay stupid but yeah..boredom can kill. hmm...yesterday was real fun! i went to veronica`s house and stayed there till like..the promenade..and Valerie helped us to perm our hair...i looked DISGUSTING! veron looked SUPER HOT! im not sweet talking here, im stating the fact!XD yes i dont know y, my hair was just...ewww. haha and then we went to J8, with verons dad and mom and bro! oh and we met brandon and his friend too, lunch at food court. ahem and guess who i saw...ALVIN KHOO AND ELBON! WHAA! small small world! bishan anyway! hahahaha. yeah and yes! veron`s mom bought me a bracelet! i felt real bad but i really really appreciate it! i owe you, veron!XD THANKYOUS SOOO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! sorry to trouble you and your family on that DAY! HAHAHA!XD it was fun though! and i showed her the photoshop vid! haha damn cool! WE WERE EARLY for promenade! ahem! and yeah make up...the lady, who did the make up for me, abit..scary...but she`s pretty!haha her nails are super LONG and REDDDE! oh luckily the make up was not SOOO THICK! PHEW! i looked less scary than my imagination. hah! yeah and then i stayed back to watch the promenade. VERON LEFT ME! *KRIES! hahaha but its okay, maybe she`s tired! (: AND THE WHOLE THING WAS SUPERB! PRO LUH!! whaaa...fels shocked! and whoaa super la! speechless! and i passed by this group of girls and guys, and one of them was like.." IT WAS F****** AWESOME". then my heart went " WHEEE" HAHAHAH!! of cos! duh! CHIJ man! what do you expect?! we`re FAR FROm CHEAP and SLUTS! you can never imagine how gifted and EXPENSIVE and talented and high we are! dont think of us that lowly allright!(: and please DONT STARE at any CHIJ-ans.cos we`re just like any other human beings... well, thanks if you think we`re special!XD and thank yous agnes for the ride home!XD hehehe sorry to trouble you and your mom and your granny too allright!(: ok, off to geog PROJECT! ROAR! projects and homeworkSSS and TESTSSS really spoil my LIFE! oh and i still wondeing who you are. Friday, August 17, 2007
YOOHOO!! FELS BACK YO! ORANGE FEEVEER!XDyes, i havent been blogging for a SHORt time. haha. and yes too, tomorrows PROMENADE! WHEEHEE*JUMP for JOY* this means that ITS GONNA be OVER SOON! HELL YEAH!XD this rocks! the BIG NEWS for the day...."FELS DID NOT GO To SCH TODAY!" POWER! HAHAH!! cos cos we`re allowed to skip sch on wed and thur...so, take the advantage man! :P and plus, ppl said sch was so slack and boring..beeh! so perfect timing fels!(: yes holland vee for tuition! SADLY, Ms Pat`s gonna move to WEST COAST?! KRIES!* one hour journey on the bus...and yeah, cant hang out with keisha and gang anymore! yes, can but SELDOM! EEEK! sad sad fels! nevermind... oh and photoshop is just so COOL! wow. suze showed all of us some tricks...like, changing eye colour, modifying blurr picture into an 8 megapixels photo shot, changing hair colours, and alter pepole`s body to make it looks WAY WAY WAY skinnier! its like..O.O OMG! even the rib bones can appear?! how could she! a real pro! Zhizing gonna love this topic! *hint hint* until now, im still wondering...the name the name the name....shit! im gonna figure it out ONE FINE DAY! after all, fels like mysteries!(: PS: Crey, HOW COULD YOU ALTER MY PHOTO UNTIL THAT EXTREME?! im shocked frustrated and scared and i think you`ve become a "dangerous" person. gasps* dont ever ever touch my photos ever again! CRAZY GIRL! ;P Monday, August 13, 2007
First day of school was not that bad... not as boring as i`ve expected BUT! still, i felt sleepy, howeverrr, THIS TIME, I DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS! yaaay! fels such a good student! HEHEEHEHEHE! okay rubbish...me and veronica are gonna join the sec ones to see the preview of promenade! and ZOMG! its 18th soon! means its GONNA BE OVERRR!! wheeheee...*evilness* oh and congrats veronicaXD and you know what.... I RODE THE NOKIA 156 BUS! okay, i know its a bit WOLS! in fact, VERY WOLS! but i dont care. fels enjoyed it cos its her FIRST TIME! seriously, its damn nice luh! its just that...there are only a few bells to stop and they`re quite far apart! rah! but it was nice!(: HHEHEHE!! going home with veronica was fun!XD yes, i needa study like now... im getting lazier and lazier...just not in the mood....motivation please... i just cant wait for the end of FYE! whaa then i can have GIGS, CS, OUTINGS, MOVIES....WHEEHEEEE! go for it! but before studying, people needa rest dont they?! ;P hehehheh off to nap! <3 Sunday, August 12, 2007
RAAAH!! SCH tomorrow! *puke*i miss my friends though! anyway..today was tiring...running here and there, jellyhearts and all for ruf ruf..happy birthday!(: My toe is still a pain in my ass! AND YEAH! MOVIE WITH JENNIFER TODAY!!XDXDXD HArry POTTER and the order of the phoenix!XD oh and yeah disturbia!XD hahahaha so fun! XD POPCORN IS NICE! OH! AND ZOMG! okay, its evilness but...sry cant help it! me and me sis sat on the bus in front of this...guy...sleeping with his mouth open...and his face`s just LOOKED RETARDED! HAHA! i just couldnt help laughing my heart out...baaaah! its like..everyone on the bus was looking at me, wondering why i laughed so much...haha so i pretended to show me sis my phone, hoping ppl to think that i received a funny msg and thus i laughed! okay lameness.... still laughing here...luckily im not THAT evil to take picture of it and POST it...whaa thats the ULTIMATE! *im such an angelic creature ;B* yesterday was just....crazy. Sheila wanted to buy undies so i followed her..to some undies boutique. okay, honestly, they`re cute but gross! ;P haha and she got herself a bikini-duh for hot people... and okay, dumbness...when i walked out of the store, i didnt realise that a g-string stuck, hanging on my hair...until the shopkeeper told me about it..;P *BUSTED* ukdsvhileigl;QAQQq!!!!!! LOSER LOSER LOSER! okok, sleep sleep ciaoooo!XD Thursday, August 9, 2007
HOMG! im gonna write in RED!! cos today`s a special day!(: *not national day hoh*!;Pi cant believe that i WENt for SINGFEST!! ROAR!!!!! all thanks to YEOW for making today possible!(: REALLY THANK YOU! i dont know what to say anymore....HAH! ;D *fels is super happy! BUT!! BUT!BUT!BUT!BUT! I MISSED AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i always dream of meeting them, seeing them FACE TO FACE! my dream`s almost come true today (thanks to yeow) BUT! i got the stupid DRAMA COMPETITION!!RAAAAH!! Y must it be today?! ;_; *fels feel like dying like..now* its like...WHAAAA!!ROAR! shit luh! but anyway... a7 doesnt worth ten bucks after all huh?! i want THE REV`s DRUMSTICK SHIT! i wanna see synyster gates?! WTH!! roaaaar.... thanks to shiq studio for spoiling my whole damn day. i moshed today though, and whaa it was SUPEr violent! mhmm and so i fell on the ground, three PPL ON TOP OF ME!!! and whaaa...i broke my toe nail! i just found it out at home, the whole converse shoe was like..red! whaa bleed so much! no wonder its pain!;P haha anyway, i managed to watch... the great spy experiment?, one buck short, crowned king, cobra starship...yeah....better than nothing!(thanks again YEOW!)(: art competition?! HMM not bad! the first two hours i was grumbling and babbling about singfest, complaining and all...surprisingly, they apologised! its allright ppl, im just being nuts!;P haha anyway, honestly, my binded chest was damn paain okay! it was such a torture! dont ever ask me to be a boy or having the boy role in any plays! cos its PAIN! and im a girrrl,...so i think ya`ll should`ve use a REAL BOY! HAHAH! but surprisingly, i looked like aboy...not that bad...haha ;P *EGO! yes picture will be up soon yea, patience is virtue. but but isit dangerous to upload pics? i mean, ppl on earth can just crop ur face and paste it to some....picture?body? raah! kk, shut up fels! HAHA! YES photo will be uploaded!(: dont bother about other class ppl! WE WILL WIN! CONFIDENCE! i know they were all damn good but we`re good too! thats y we`re in this studio right?! HAHAH! we`re all gonna be winners in the end anyway.!whats the big deal? its just LCD tivo! the fact that we`re HERE in this world, prove that we`re winners indeed(:.. so cheer up mates...(*aussie accenT) HAHAHAHA!! immitating bree and george was FUN! ;P LOL!LOL! and i made new friend today she`s PAULINE!(oops sorry if i spell it wrongly haha ) another A7 fans!XDXDXD YEAH MAN! she`s from america! WHOOHOO! oh, and also, grace intro a guy to me...and oh man i forgot his name! BAHAHAHAHA!!hello i`ve got monkey arms!;P and yeah, here i am, siting in front of the screen with a swollen hurting heart...AND TOE! ;_; but today was real good. tomorrow will be better! i`ll just dream about getting the rev`s sticks and hug him tight tight!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! ;P Monday, August 6, 2007
today was fine, went home with veronica!XD and then sleeep! but oh shit there`s chem test tmrw! lucky got no night rehearsal! but im gonna come for it tmrw, bonding with perc yo! HAHAH!!XDbtw btw,i`ve always wanted to post this! she`s HOT! *gasps*! enjoy. i know you like it, darryl! dont kiss the screen! personal hygene please!;P Sunday, August 5, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PEENKIFIED ZEBRA!gerald sim Drama rehearsal was just....fun but troublesome! My friends were forced to "doll me up", made me looked like some shitty ass bimbo...to put it simply, i looked disgusting! whaa srsly! i bet the judges gonna scream when they see me...save the trouble please?! and hellow, im ON STAGE! you expect people to see you wearing thick thick eyeliner and mascarra? whaaa....cannot make it luh! DAMN FAR! i even left my converse shoes on my class. *ehbvfqklhenc RYU!!!!!!~!!! * inhale.....exhale... and then i rushed like crazi to meet jayni in bishan, but well, turned out that im too early..haha stupidity! yeah then we went to national library and chill. and then food court...which she refered to as "a nice place to hang out at". HAHA! we bought ice lemon tea and she "stole" 6 straws! and the women kept on starring...at me, who faced her...whaa...too much! its like as if she got a "crushed on me"! EGONESS!!;P and we met SHANNEN!!XDXDXD she`s peenkeefied! evyrbody was! HAHAHAH!! LOL! and then yeah. yeow gerald and rufus came...and hell yeah, they like the JELLYHEARTS!HAHAH!NICE RIGHT?! i know i know! fels got GOOD TASTE!:XDXDXD hahahaha and oh man, GERALD is PEENKIFIED! ;P and fels is super angry cos SOMEONE cracked HER dearest BLEACH GAME! he claimed that HIS BROTHER cut it! screw you man! *crack knuckles!* roar... and you know what... FELS IS GOING TO SING FEST!!! SING FEST DAMMIT!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD Saturday, August 4, 2007
today was...wooo tiring but fun!luckily i didnt come late for band! phew fels. the problems at home just got more and more difficult to handle....sigh, but band cheered me up!(: Merry widow is DAMN nice la! i ran all the way to Hertfort road to collect my jellyhearts! whaaa 3 taxis sia! they dont effing know where the hell is that! well well, so much for singaporeans! baaaah! i spent effing $18 okay! for taxi fare alone! I CAN GET A CD OKAY! SCREW YOU!chill.... and GREAT! I forgot to bring my script AND danyeow`s stuff! i really really feel BAD! man...forgetful woman! sheesh. and then i ran all the way to cine to meet them up! they didnt watch simpsons in the end, cos tickets were selling fast! BAHAHA! good thing, you saved money ppl!xD so we went to chill at BK and walk around orchard road, buying present for ehm ehm. see, we`re so nice i know!;P they left and yeah, left with me alone, wondering around raffles, orchard and novena to find STRAWBERRY HELLO PANDAS! BAH! sooo difficult to find it! and yea, after 2 whole hours i found the store and buy lotsa PEENK stuff for ehm ehm!XD sadly, i couldnt go to church today! baah...drama rehearsal! its okay, there`s still next weeksss...ehehehe drama class was hilarious and crazii as usual! and i fell on my BUTT, trying to do 360 degrees flip on my skateboard! *false hope la fels* and yet they make it COMPULSORY for me to be able to do that! *practise make perfect huh?* OH! and the kissing scene for joy and mark! HOMG! HAHAHAHAHA!! have fun man! XDXDXD we will SURE WIN! HAHAHAHAH!!LOL!!LOL!! grossness! but are you sure the soft tape will work?! haha good luck man! oh...and whaa..i dont look like a boy at ALL! its like....far far far away from a boy. my voice! BLEAHS!... LOUIS to LOUISA!!hahahha louis "transformed" into a girl today! bHAHAHAH!!ZOMG! RETARDED PPL! just for LCD?! nice boobies tho! but its VERY FAKE! HAHAHAH!oMG!! too much too much! you made me laugh till my face turned damn red! and my tummy damn pain okay! HAHAH!!lOL!! CRAZZZIIII!! dinner with max keisha and gang was fun! wei nam kee!nice chicken!XDXDXD HAHAHA and FINALLY! i finished making roses!XD whaa hand pain sia! 5 roses! not bad heh...;P Friday, August 3, 2007
today was okay...school was fine cos its a FRIDAY!BUT! first thing in the morning, me and veron have to try on the leotard and leggings! they`re ULTIMATELY GROSS! no offense but yea, its like the first time after many many centuries that im gonna wear em again. the first first time i wore its....not ballet- I NEVER JOIN BALLET! NEVER- swimsuit!duh! i used to love swimming last time...but not so now...cos the costume is just GROSS! its so tight and maybe doesnt suit for people like me...i dont have the body u see, and i got nothing to show!(: so i usually wear shorts and tees to swim and now, IM FORCED TO WEAR LEOTARD?!!! AND LEGGINGS?! they`re so tight that STOCKINGS are more like it okay...and Mr armstrong wants me to order size S? but idc, im ordering size L! it will be such a miracle if they allow me to step down! i really really detest tight stuff! and now, i have to wear the ULTRA TIGHT! man...what is this la....luckyly, we`ll be covered with some cloths...so its not...so bad but its still IS VERY BAD cos u can feel the tightness...u know...uncomfortable..tsk tsk tsk. and make up?! HOMG! i bet im gonna look like some ghosts, ready to hunt the guest of honour! ADVICE NUMBER ONE: "run for your life" Ms PAt`s lesson was good today! tiger scratched me! *meow* cos i ate hello panda! BAHAHAHA! LOL!! cat cant eat panda. lol and then i went around holland villlage, wondering around and breathing in the FRESH air! release stress luh...haha then as usual, shouting my problems off at holland vee..theres this place on the 13th floor....very calm and peaceful, and you can see the beautiful sunset....its just real cool. probably people who heard me think im crazzi...i dont care.. AH YES! i got a new skateboard! (: and i needa practise! 8dont be a pig fels! BUCK UP* cos one of our play scenes requires me to slide of and twist and turn with my skateboard...tssk...im bad at jumping though.. what if i fall?!;P soccer match is coming soon too! we`re gonna win PPL! have faith!XD winners gonna get one month supply of red bull! GO FOR IT YO!!! and lastly, Just for our very dearest friend 'Adrian Setia Winosuedarjo', may you live with joyous smile up there and we all will never ever forget you. all those memories will be kept in our hearts. we will always remember you our special friends forever, the funny and caring man, the man who always dream to be a skinny, tall guy but never had the chance to see himself that way, the man who`s humble and the man who indulged me into sweet stuff... every sweet wrappers that i touch will remind me of you. thanks to you im gonna have diabetes soon! i love sweets like whoaa....haha! we`ll miss you. and please ignore about me willing to die, cos that will be the greatest sin i`ll ever make. and plus, there are many other food that i havent EVEN TRIED YET! so, fels cant leave the world in peace before she eats all the food in the world!XDDD yum yum. sometimes, a smile can heal evrything.;) Thursday, August 2, 2007
fugly day fugly life fugly times. for one moment, i thought that i`d love to die to run away. but for another, i think...it will be cool if i just stay and face it. but its just...horrible. im tired of all this stuff....yes, school is one small thing, my life is another. hmm..my friends used to tell me that these are challenges to face in life. jayni told me that its part of God`s plan. challenges? plans? im just wondering... why all the plans are just...so frustrating and long. what does it got to do with my friends? i thought his plans are all about me, not about others...like...taking my friends away does not only affect me, but their families too. seriously, what does he want me to be? isit because of me? or what...why he has to make me feel so small...My home was just...chaotic. gramps fighting like little kids and its bothering me. i dont feel like studying either. i dont know what to do cos if i asked them to stop fighting or smtg, they`ll just...swore back at me. so whatever....and yeah, i decided not to go home after A-math tutoring with camelia, i planned to join jayni and shannen and monica in the promenade rehearsal, thinking that i can study better and have fun...you know...bond with them. but oh too bad, i just dont feel like being high and being a joker at that moment cos of the news last night. really bothering me... and yeah, the crash cymbals dropped and idk why, i just whined about it being bent. i bet she feel like slapping me or smtg....but i know she`s irritated. and yeah..paying fine...of course, but that will mean that its all my fault and i`ll live with guilt and heavy hearts. I`ll pay for it no matter what. fuck fels just spoilt the whole damn day....cos before i came and "spoilt it", three of them were just laughing and being happy, made me realize how good the feelings are to show a sincere smile with happy hearts. but then, cos of me, those smile just gone..and thats y i left early. so, today was not the "happy fels"day after all.... last night was just...the ultimate. i was told that my ex-classmate in indon was killed due to the mud-flood in surabaya. reya called at 1 plus am to tell me about it. another left. so three people, entered my life and left me just like that. i cant sleep the rest of the morning and i just dont have the mood to go to school.... and its just really hurting upon knowing that people are taking advantage of me. i cherished them soo much, happy to know that these people feel my "existence"... but it turns out that they used me...just like a tool, when they`re being ignored, they`ll come to me and being so close to me, as if we are GREAT FRIENDS! just because i never have a crush, doesnt mean that i dont have feelings towards evrybody. its real hurting to know... so if im useless, they`ll just gonna throw me away... if i can be more unfeeling...fuck fuck fuck emotions. im sorry but i cant resist for not using the word and...i dont know who to turn to right now, where is GOD when disaster struck? wheres my sister who usually doesnt give a shit about my life? where are my parents who supposed to accompany me and provide me with things i need? i just dont want to bother my friends... cos i know they are tired enough with school issues and their OWN life.... and i dont know what else is he gonna take away from me. my friends? my families? my money? my life? and my friends..they are good people...why you have to take them away form this world? and why cant i just live simply...happily . all i can do is to lock myself up and feeling helpless...i still believe that He will be there for me, but where is He now? i shall just die of happiness... |
