gee. its been like..."YEARS"! I`ve not been updating my blog! hehe IM LAZY!
anyway, holidays...hmmmwhat can i say? so far so good! its just that...im stuckl at HOME most of the time..OR BAND! hmmm.
this week was a tiring one!well, quite frustrating to go around with friends whom you`re not close to. THAT close to.more like..Xbestfriend. okay i shall not say the name. or should i? oh i dont think i have to.
betrayed?
maybe not the correct word.
ermm..more like...INSULTED?
maybe.
loser,ugly, unglam, stupid,whiny,dumb,timid,gullible,filthy,disgusting,fat,short creature.its basic genetics.cant help it.
i heard em all.that day.well, disappointed yet amazed. followed by continuous laughter that made it even worse.hurt?what can that do? makes me happier? makes me A LOSER?well, congratulations. you`ve insulted my parents too. basic genetics? what the hell. and thanks to someone, for sharing one of my bad parts? but you`ve shared it at the wrong time? so i apologise for the reaction?
so lets add "untrustworthy" to that statement up there. PERFECT! all those = FELS! yeah man! way to go! whoohoo!
change?live on?belive in god? OH come on! life will just get suckier.so, end it before its too late.
thats the reply when i told them how i feel.
how helpful!how touching!