rewind the time machine

deep breath

2008-12-20T17:12:00.003+08:00

OMG I SAW SHAN`s latest post!
i felt so relieved now.its like...she can type and go online again! now i just have to wait to talk to her.gosh i miss her.everytime i see purple or orange things, i remember her.
And last night i dreamt i talked to her in hospital and we were laughing.just the two of us.its so surprising isnt it.it like my first time in centuries, having a real dream.usually my dreams are just plain black.its like..i snore and then the next sec i heard my alarm.mhm.that bad!

And omg i just browsed thru veron`s blog.now`s her turn.oh well, i really think that after monica left, our section is going down down down unless they do something about their 'backstabbing' world war 3.never ends.
I thought it will be over.i hope it will, soon.

Veron, just chill.dont bother wasting your energy for this.rather use em to think about me and ME!.:D hehhehheh
so, screw the war and think of Felz.i dont know when i can be ego like this to you anymore.

oh life is beautiful now!
im starting to like crocs.call me weird.
i mean, its sooooo comfortable and its on sale.come on,and its waterproof.i mean, you dont have to worry about stinky shoes during rainy days...

I MISS SINGAPORE AND EVERYTHING IN IT!

BUBAH!

2008-12-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

so, im at dante coffee now.i feel like a nomad, walking from coffee shop to coffee shop to get free wifi and chat to my friends or blog.mhm.pretty cool.cos my dad apparently have not re-install new wireless programme in our house so yeah.since we`re goin away soon.

OMG I WON AN IPOD NANO!
but guess what, its grey.but afterall, its still FREE ;D

what the hell have i been doin this hol?
drums drums drums.i videoed lotsa weird ugly things so i`ll delete them.im more into pieano now!been figuring out bella`s lullaby on the piano, and finally got it.i really feel accomplished.

of course, ive been lazy! hahaha durh, world, its after Os, can it get any better than this!
mom still annoyingly (sorry) bothering me to study math.i know, the prefixes are diff, the system are diff, the subjects are diff, but you see, people need break! we need some love! or we`ll look exactly like a book.
sometimes i wish my parents can understand what im goin thru.its easier said than done dammit!

and i`ve been watching movies too!
wild child, sydney white, centre stage, the clique, mammamia, twilight, transporter 3...many zillion more.

so at this point of view, life is wonderful.

I MISS SHANNEN AND I THINK I MAY HAVE THE CHANCE TO SEE HER ON THE 27th! ;D
SHANNEN, WAIT FOR IT! COS IM EXCITED! REALLY EXCITED TO TALK TO YOU! Finally God heard my prayers....

Mersmerised

2008-12-06T09:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the best day of my 2008 life in spore.

Lets start from morning.

I watched wild child with Alvin.for FREE.it was good.the movie.i`ve learnt to use the B for 'BYOTCH" word from it.i`ve never use it ever...cos i dont call my girl friends that.(:
Well, i owe him $6.noted.

Then, injection.OOH SUPER FREAKING PAIN! to all people who hate injection too, this is some tips.
If the doctor takes the needle or the solution to be injected from a REFRIGERATOR, say NO and ask him to take the one outside, at rtp.because, colder solution will make it THOUSAND TIMES MORE PAINFUL...feels like it penetrates through your muscle.ouch! yeah.so choose warmer solution!less painful, realised.

Went to pool with
Jayni Simone Jadon Eugene Timmy Dwayne Ryan Keith Terrence after that.
Jayni said it was planned for me, so i was moved.really moved.
I dont know how to thank everyone enough.
well, i still suck at pool.Jadon tried to teach me.Super pro.im the lousiest, but who cares, im cool.(:

Then, DINNER WITH AWESOME CLASSMATES!:D
Crystal Janice Eleanor Kerlene HuiGeok Germaine
Yoshinoya!(:
They insisted on paying for me.ok.fine i shall shut up, i thought.haha
and they gave me this Felicia Book....SO TOUCHING! teared.but i didnt cry.see, im getting good at holding my stream of tears back.teehee good practice for wednesday HEHHEHHEH!
and then they came over me house and we camwhored there.LOTSA PEEKS coming up.

Like people is gonna read my blog,but still i have to do this!
So, all i can say to everybody is simply

'THANK YOU!'

RELIEVED

2008-11-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

WHATTHEHELL!
It turns out that Shannen is safe and sound in God`s hand all this while.I dont know why some people esp the juniors, made up lotsa bullshit stories.This is getting out of hand.This is really stressing her grandmother.Looks like these people have nothing better to do.

From now on, i wont believe any 'i heard from blah blah blah'.I`ll just simply ignore and pray for her. Shannen WONT repeat sec one.thats like. the most ridiculous said thing ever.
and Shannen`s operation WAS A SUCCESS! BIG SUCCESS!Praise the Lord.
And Shannen is not suffering from freaking amnesia.See how this things got exagerated?mostly by juniors.WOW! SUPER helping.making people worried sick.
SO lesson learnt: dont trust anyone, unless you receive a first hand account and talk to Shan`s grandmother yourself.

So i felt much lighter today.and hung with amanda after that. i was with simone too. and we met Eugene and his friend Melvin, basking @ Novena underpass.hanging out with amanda at her house was fun! i`ll like miss her many many.:(
and her mom was mom was so nice.Amanda kept on making fun of me bowing. yeah.:PHAHAH!
I`ll MISS YOU AMANDA!BON VOYAGE AND HAVE FUN @ SYDNEY!!!

walk hard

2008-11-28T10:33:00.002+08:00

life simpy sucks.at the moment.

disaster after disaster.all at once.and they`re all related with ME.
im not complaining.i just need to let it all out or i`ll never be in peace.

My mom used to teach me things that go:
The good will sit at the right hand of the Father and live happily ever after in heaven
while
The bad will be in hell.

sometimes i really wonder, why my friends?why my family?why not the bad guy, like terrorists for example, or maybe...i dont know criminals?thought people always pray for world peace.
Of all people, why those beautiful people that i know?

these questions haunt me every night.
i thought life in singapore will be a different one, a peaceful and happy one.
i know.reality bites.life is unfair.

okay so these are the suckiest things that happened so far.i dont know whats next.

1.I got informed by Zena yesterday that Shannen was sent to the emergency operation.and then, Jayni with worse one.She may not be able to make it alive.and if she does make it, she`ll have to repeat sec one.i got a shock of my life. thats the worse nightmare that can ever happen.

2.I got a call from indon,medan that my friend`s home, Lucas` and Erlyn`s, got hit by earthquake.They said it was a minor one, but her house was wiped out and only ashes and woods left.Til today, i still have no news of them.

3.I got sick yesterday.Some weird one.Vomitting liquids.and they`re like water.no taste, no colour, no smell.

4.I got to study to prepare myself for next year.im currently in a 'holiday' mood. No intention to study AT ALL.but parents still couldnt understand me.and kept on asking me study when im online.dude, you promised to let me PLAY ALL I WANT, TILL IM SATISFIED.see, these promises are fake.just to make me study hard for Os and feel excited for the post-times.WHATTHEHELL!
there`ll never be 'playing til i drop'. never happen.its too good to be true.

maybe my life is not the suckiest now.i know there are others who suffer, ten times hundred times worse than me.told ya earlier, i wasnt complaining.i just need to let it out in my damn blog.

heard of this saying,
dying is easier
alive is harder?

last few days of november

2008-11-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

I`ve tried so hard to hold back my tears and face everybody with a smile once i walked out of the ICU.
But i just couldnt help it.
Looking at her, so still and silent and helpless,asleep
truly reminds me of dear laura.
Its unbelievable that its actually becoming automatic to me to make/eat sushi on 8th feb every year.its her favourite food.Bet she misses making weird faces with me when we eat new kind of sushi with ultimate weird taste.

I`ve prayed to God all these days that i wont experience such worry anymore, that in singapore, i`ll have a new life, new friends and a happy ending. The pain of losing someone youre so close to, its great, unimaginable and unspeakable. I never want to experience such pain ever again.

To all bloggers out there who bitch about friends in posts, think again.
Cherish your frienship while you can.Or it will be too late and you`ll never live in peace ever again. Your mind will be filled with "if only"s... and wishing that you can turn back time.

I`ll visit shannen again tomorrow, but i`ll be stronger. The only way to spur her on to recover and live again, is to remain calm and smile, praying for her all day.
Though the doctor is kinda irritated with the no. of people coming.how nice.
Well, there is only one shannen in this world and she is the shannen that enter my life.

God bless Felicia.

prayer

2008-11-23T19:45:00.004+08:00

world lets pray with me.

Dear God,
an innocent, precious life is in danger
help her to overcome the pain she has to bear
please dont take her away
for she is still someone young with pure heart
and humble mind
Oh Lord, dont take another friend of mine away
this way, this cruel way
its painful to those around her
especially her family
please help her to recover
and let no complications occur so that
she is still as perfect as she was before
God, please watch over her
please save her from any critical danger
that may disadvantage her in any way in the future
Lord give her another chance
to live again
and may she be someone stronger
someone who will not runaway
someone who will continue having faith in You

We pray this through Christ our Lord
Amen.

IM BACK IN ACTION

2008-11-20T20:28:00.009+08:00

so O`s OVER! WOOOOOOO

i know its so late of me to say so..but too bad, i`ve been really busy lately.with fun.:D

so lemme start with the 'exciting' word called

P.R.O.M

what do you think about it?
not as good as i`ve expected, but fun.

hows the food?

heavenly.though i dont eat like they`re worth $80.i ate too little.:(

hows the after party?
simply a BLAST!

so whats the after party?

animal party.

HAHA! jayni shannen and simone stayed over.and for the first time in singapore i stayed up the WHOLE freaking night, playing animal party with them.its fun cos you see, we got to open up with each other.great memories.and we camwhores...durh...200 over pictures.craziness indeed :D

and the best thing is, WE SLEPT IN THE LIVING ROOM! powerness.

veronica came in the morning to collect her stuff, and we were still sleeping.shannen opened the door for her and i saw her jaw practically dropped.HAHA!hilarious reaction.

i went to ESCAPE THEME PARK!woooo

with jayni, simone, shannen, sam, freda, eugene and dwayne.

it was not as good as i`ve expected, but overally, i had fun.so i dont really care about the separate group part.i mean, when new people meet new people, you should know what happen right?

we make new friends.true.but there`ll be awkward silences and you tend to stick with the people you know cos you feel uncomfortable.you feel outcasted or left out sometimes.i tried.maybe not as hard as i should, cos im not in the mood to be HIGH or friendly these days.problems at home and future life in the states.whatever...

i think i should just be happy and carefree now that i only have 2 weeks left in singapore.

go fels go!

untitled

2008-11-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

so ive been mugging chem since morning.manage to finish 2 books of mcqs.
now i got the brain damage disease. oh great!

So i`ve been going to the gym.every morning.and doing more sit ups since i have nothing to worry about time to study anymore.
ABS here i go! hahha shane`s abs pop out in my head whenever i did sit ups.
i think i should do sports during break instead of going online.
since im not so tall, i have to exercise more to look taller.
mom said if i lose a few weights, i can look slightly taller.and nicer.

easy to say but hard to do.

thanks to O`s i`ve lost 3 kg.havent weigh myself these days cos im lazy.im not THAT obssessed with mine.

notes to cindy: i`ve tried.i`ve experienced.when you skip meals, you tend to snack. it may sounds light and little, but in fact, it has way more calories and carbo than rice.so advise to you, eat 3 meals a day properly.EXERCISING is the most logical, simple secret to a 'woohoo body'.

OH NO! my new neighbour is a freakking TWIT! she blasts chinese songs every night.im going crazy!i was hoping for some funky new girl in town or people from korea or japan. turns out to be a family from china.God bless me.

knock knock

2008-11-10T11:15:00.005+08:00

i got my heels.
and costs below $30
but its super high and thin.for me.

I THINK IM TOO AMBITIOUS FOR A BEGINNER...

i`ve been practising with my neighbour to walk.it supposed to be SHANNEN but she stays far far away and i cant go out much now cos have to study for my last 2 papers.
Im glad i have a neighbour that is professional enough to teach me how to walk.

SHE IS SO FIERCE i tell you.
she`ll start smacking my ass when i didnt walk properly.
its hard alright, please understand.
its like you`re walking on a knife.gosh.

of course, expected, i fell a few times.A FEW TIMES is kinda good for a beginner (:
heh.but yeah, blue black all over my poor butt and hips.im glad theres no scars or blister on my legs.mhm.at least the blueblacks are hidden:D

Yes veron, i hope american schools wont be like the one portrayed in 'mean girls' too.im scared.what if i become one of them? HAHAHA scary!
i`ll stick to being asian geeks.i think its the savest and best.you dont get into back-stabbing wars and troubles.hate the B word.

I`ve studied bio.its quite fun.i mean, now that o`s are almost over, im thinking what to do next.plenty of time for me.but then again, it will be my last few days here so i gotta make the best out of them.hang with all my friends.yay.im bad at time management though.

oh well...ciao.

damn i just broke my friend`s new skate deck.i felt soooo bad.:/ rah! it costs $500! i dont know where to get that much money from.

FREEDOM!

2008-11-08T21:13:00.004+08:00

O`s has unofficially ended for me! MUAHAHAHAHAHA
im loving every single second of it.dude, it feels great.

anyway, since SOME PEOPLE think that my previous skin is BLINDING (i think its cool), i decided to be NICE and change.YAY.its blue.

and tsk, stop staring at the puny picture there.i know he`s hot.i understand.i wish i look like that.LOL

so i`ve been shopping.and yesterday was with jayni and freda.later shannen, jloh and damien came along.My legs were breaking, they became as soft as slug.i cant even walk properly.mhhm.
we started at far east all the way to robinson centre point,and end up with dinner at cine.WOW.from 2 pm to like 9 plus
IT WAS RIDICULOUSLY HORRIBLE, but with the people i went with, i was happy despite the pain i have to bear.
good news: i only managed to get a can of hair mousse.3cheers for me.

I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO WALK ON HEELS.DESPERATELY.come on man.or i`ll be the shortest in the ballroom.
GO FELS GO!

and i just recently viewed veronica`s blog. DUDE!
ANGELS AND DEMONS is coming soon in cinemas.mid of 2009.im SO watching.:D

life is so beautiful.

okay, 1 month and 2 days away to 'good bye singapore'.
nownow, this sucks.:(

BOO

2008-09-30T15:49:00.004+08:00

me back!
well, she decided to slip in the password in a little note into my bag.
So, i learn my lesson.
*DONT GIVE PERSONAL PARTICULARS to ANYONE.
yeah.i shall manage my own sites from now on. yeah.

facebook will be remade soon.(:

actually, these sites are kinda useless, cos you end up making friends with the same people.
hahha

okay so this new skin is too pink i understand. i feel pink now so...its not a sin to have a pink blog right?!
Its not like..the way primary school kids stereotype it,
PINK iS FOR BIMBOS cos they like them?
no way man. this is the 20th century.even males adore pink stuff now.
come on.guy in pink is gay?
well, not my dad.

this skin is just temporary.colour freak is cool.
for the sake of giving my dear blog a new look...after centuries..

chem chem chem chem chem...
biobiobiobiobio....
restless, dreamless days. cant wait to end em.

i shant countdown.it depresses people.msn nicks are enough to pull me down. dang. time flies like bullets i tell you.

MUG FELS! THIS MISERY IS ENDING SOON.:D

FELS ON HIATUS.

ciao.til 13th nov.

All the best, Os people.(:

loser

2008-07-22T09:27:00.018+08:00

hey folks.
how great! im sick.mt alvernia hosp saved my life.
i was vomitting water.the doc said its near to stomach flu and warned me to eat on time.
rah.i was totally awake yesterday til 4am, thanks to starbucks coffee.
i actually gulped it down, one whole big mug.bitter like shit.

tadaa i miss chem test today.
shit man.i hate to delay tests.

im bored.i shall update about last weekend.(:

Saturday,19 July
RGS band concert CADENZA was a blast, although i slept for awhile.
the percussion ensemble was damn good.(:
well done delise!

and then the sec four farewell party, BBQ.
SAYONARA BAND! :(
SAYONARA Mr TAN *cry*

shit i`ll miss you girls! i`ll definately join the alumni.
they gave us seniors a pair of adorable little shoes.thanks loads man!
and then they showed us funny video.damn touching.
the vidoe of the beijing competition too!
ZOMG what the hell am i thinking.i was bouncing like a ball throughout the whole competition.
and and fyi, i dont look like sumo.i think im cool.:D
(*being ego is good in this case)
and then all the graduating badge danced and sing, highschool musical.
can you believe it, fels can DANCE.hell yes.
of course,there was crying session.really bad.
i was tearing like mad.for the first time.
and then we went to have super at macs.

and then we took many retarded peektures.will be coming your way.

Sunday 20th July

THE GARDEN OF EDEN play was a success.
my group was involved in this play.and ronald got the lead role, which is God.you should totally see him in that funky robe.
970 people came.even the church was too damn small.HAHA
one comment: i look retarded.
i played the flower girl.and leah chose the clothes from mostly my sis` wardrobe.
she made me put on this white 'translucent' top, with this flowery skirt and black stockings.
can you imagine me now?

and she was my 'doller'.i was lucky.of all people, LEAH.she had lots lots lots of fun putting a super heavy make up on me.and she`ll pay for that.you`ll see. fels officially hates make up .maybe i`ll still wear eyeliner, but not THAT thick, not THAT "seen"able.

i realized that i atually have a label in church.
the 'teeshirt jean' girl.
this girl was like "omg.t-shirt jean girl on flower"
she said it loud and clear when i was just standing a few mm from her.
i know i know, i have been wearing tees and jeans to church lately.too bad, they`re comfortable.:P and as you know, skirt is not my thing.sunday was en exception cos im wearing it for God.i wore a skirt for veron`s fred`s and manda`s confi too.:) skirts make me feel like a woman.a grown up.and you have to watch the way you seat and all, not cool not fun man.cos i like to cross my legs.

Father Elliot was surprised to see me on skirt.
'so cute so cute' was the comment that damaged my ear that day.
and i saw the poster.ZOMG.i look retarded seriously.they pasted it everywhere.
Father Elliot dared me to post those pics, saying that i should be proud of what God has given me. fine.i`ll do it.but just ONE photo!
The photoshoot session was damn fun.i couldnt stop laughing cos of the ultra gay photographer. he likes my eye tails and teeth(thats why you see me wearing my biggest smile in most of the pics).weirdo.tsktsk.its hard to smile happy when you`re not inside.
RAAAAAH.

thanks to leah who refused to gimme make up remover, i erased my make up with water.i had a super hard time.damn painful and the make up just refused to go away.and i did it in the men`s. i realized after a man peed in his cubicle next to the sink.he stared at me and i stared at him back.and then i walked away.mr, i didnt see your thang, im not a perv so relax:P

and
I FORGOT TO BRING EXTRA CLOTHES
to change.cos i have a picnic after that.

mugging at serene with veron simone and jayni.
saw jadon nathan and javian.

and then BAND FIESTA @ botanic garden
Veronica Zena Simone Jayni Gary Adam and me.

its like..an outing/picnic/chilling out whatever it is..
we bought lots of food.thanks to me simone and zena.HAHA!
rumble was fine.not up to my expectation.:P

there was an awkward silence.veronica left early.
i`ve tried my best to continue talking though.
jayni and simone with their bimbo acent.
gary and adam with their 'wth' look.
its quite funny to watch them.

and then we asked this funny guy to help us take group photo.
and omg he`s funny! and i looked spastic in most pictures cos i couldnt help laughing.

dinner @ TANGLIN MALL, TASTY food court.surely tasty.
we kinda interact abit.abit.
simone and her baby...
and she owed me money.$$$ hahha

thank you so much jayni zena and simone for waiting for my bus.
but too bad, the bus broke down half way.
and i took the wrong bus.
and i overslept.
and i got lost.
i end up at the remote beach road.
and i walked all the way up and i saw hotel 81.
welcome to geylang!
'thats it fels, the end of your life', i thought.
i didnt see any passing bus or taxi or cars.just empty threatening trucks and workers and the sound of drills.freakky.
i tried to call jayni and zena and simone for help, but i cant get through them.
it just so happen that gary replied my msg.
he guided me til i found this bustop, where only 125 goes there.
but 125 doesnt operate on weekends.:(

and then kayla and max called me.
kayla kept on whining about me being a stupid ass, sleepy dork whatever funny names she called me.
max tried to track me with his new pda, which obviously didnt work.
gary sent me info on bus routes and all.

they sounded much more worried than my sister.yeah.
all she said was "take care man". unbelievable.

it was hot and i was sleepy.
so i sat on this pathway, watching the quiet night.no cats no cars nobody.just me.it freakked me out but what can i do, the more i walk the more i`ll get lost.

so in summary, i went to these places.
beach road, nicoll highway, geylang, kallang.

i saw GAY WORLD HOTEL and laughed my ass off. i met many cross dressers and one of them offered me a lift.i ran for my life.can you imagine, me and the weird clothes and the places that i went to?
lucky no one raped me.although i believe that im too ugly to be raped.

and then i saw kallang mrt.after sooo long.
Kayla called me to keep me awake, gary text me to keep me awake, max sang to keep me awake.
wow, thank you for showing that you people actually care for me.
and many thanks to three of you,for without you i wont be home.
fels was home at 12 midnight.
savely(:
Thank God.

i owe jadon haagendaz(if he gets 80)
i owe kayla and max a kiss (no lips no lips)
i owe gary an ice cream.

Monday 21st July

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!:D

so now, ready for the shots?!

simone

the twits.

percs '08

poor me.

PAPA TAN :D

Production photoS*hide*
the photo is scanned, so its kinda blurr.
[russell only sent my shots and not others, afraid that i might blog about them.you owe me group photos too.]

picnic @ botanic garden.

simone zena veronica jayni adam gary fels.
(clockwise) im the weirdest dressed one.

mel fel ron

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY/ HAPPY BE YOURSELF DAY!xD

ciao.

PS: fels, Leah here, i added some cute photos, hope you dont mind.(:
get your new password from me.lovelovelove.

oh gnaw

2008-07-10T20:38:00.007+08:00

6 more weeks fels!

goodness, time is surely flying fast.wth.
i`ve been mugging in the library lately.alone.nah, im not lonely.i think its better to study by yourself.but the bad thing is...if you fall asleep.mhhm.

i lost my phone charger.
of all things.because i fell asleep half way when i was studying last sunday.
venue:national library, last table.
too bad i was too tired.

i fell asleep in public places recently.its getting worse.i needa change this habit.sighs
recap:
>fell asleep in class.doh.
>fell asleep in the library
>fell asleep on the bus
>fell asleep @ coffee bean til the server woke me up
>fell asleep at mrt, end up @ changi airport
>fell asleep at the bus stop, fell backward.
and many more places many more times.

im fuming mad.pissed.
and goodness, i hate vectors to the core of my ass. dang.

today was just bad.
brain damage day.

Amath bio and emath test, all the way.no break.
sometimes i wonder if they teachers are unfeeling.

Art class was a blast.
we learnt the 'crack and brittle' effects.
pretty cool.just give me a ring if you want to see yourself as a terrifying monster or a terrorist that bombed himself.(:

BLESSED SWEET SIXTEEN FREDA!
i know its kinda late.(6/7/08)

BLESSED BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL AND HEATHER!
dearest percs.you girls are so shweet.i love the customized sticks especially.
GREAT! now i have 4 pairs of sticks.drummerhands surely is happy and satisfied.(:
so sweet of y0u to 'carv' my name on the sticks.its damn cool.
coolest sticks ever.i vow that i`ll never ever use that sticks.keep it as display (:

i just cant wait til that particular day, the last o`s paper.:D

my wish list:
~grad night i suppose?
~LAN
~photoshoot with yeow @ changi hospital
~photoshoot with simone
~OUTING WITH PERCS
~outing with bendemeerians (pool)
~concerts and concerts and concerts
(particularly CHIJ end of year concert)
~skateboarding with max and kayla
~gig @ homeclub & bnj
~movie marathon
~indon trip with JAYNI (:
~FOOD FEST 2008
(anyone can join!)
~FOOD HUNTING with mel and ron
~GTA4, cs, sims, dota and dota and dota
~heels tuition with shannen
~dessert making session with hui geok and pei ying
~tea party with art class
~get a dlsr camera plus lens and extension
zomgggg...so many things to do so much time!:D

i really really really cant wait! dammit! mamamia!

okok.here`s some pics form beijing.

i miss beijing already.:(

my dearest percussion section :D

graduating badge and Papa Tan (:

Beijing trip

2008-06-23T13:35:00.013+08:00

ZOMG time fly freakily fast!

BEIJING TRIP IS OVER! CRIES*

damn, i still want more.yes, MORE.

overall, it was just fun and sad at the same time, cos this will be my last time, LAST time playing with the band and being a member of this band.shit.im really sad.i will miss this band and the memories...oh man. but im strong enough to hold my tears back, so no worries.(:

and luckily, we got a super nice tour guide, our dear MR YAN/MR MONEY!:D

we love you man.and he loves percussion back too, cos we are cool ppl.heheheheh.

let me sum it up!wheehee

17th June

on the plane with jayni and monica, back seat. ij girls are well-known for being late, so bendemeer got the front seats.mhmm.YES,we`re on the same plane (:

surprisingly, its not as noisy as what i`ve expected.

omg i brushed my teeth 3 times cos the mouth rinsing is power.i watched step up 2.man, it was boring,i hate romance. i prefer mystery.

i did english on the plane.(: clap.

Mingriwuzhou is not bad you know.i like it.

jayni is my room mate.room 720.:D nice number fels!

the first thing we did: move the bed next to each other.man it was heavy.i was sweating like mad.in fact, its heavier than the biggest timpani.gee, we`re strong, jayni.

18th june

if im not wrong, we went to the temple of heaven.boring boring boring.

im not a history person.

we missed music clinic though, and the workshop was useless cos we came late.we met percussionists form many other schools.coolios.

Opening ceremony was just....BORING.

no offense, especially the china band that played.gosh.so stoned.i was sleeping.*oops*

yes, maybe even snoring.what a pig.at least Mr Samad and Gary didnt get to see it this time*pheww*.westwind concert.LOL.

19th june

forbidden city.SO LOOOOOOOOONG.my legs were breaking apart.damn, im getting old.hahha

we took jump shots and cart-wheel shots.probably, the bendemeerians think we`re a crazy bunch.sheeesh.

school exchange with riverside and bayi chinese.I officially admire Mr Komiyama.he`s cool.love his accent.

dont talk to me about dinners.

the soupS were just...URGH, gross.practically,they were a mixture of salt and water.some are diluted.so me and simone started this tradition, where we`ll make our own soup by mixing 'disgusting'leftovers and chilli and tea and watermelon juice.HAHAH!every dinner okay.some of the percs got very disgusted.at least its tasteful after that.we`re the number one CHEFS simone!:D

we went shopping at the pearl market.im not a shopping person, so i only got a pair of sneakers and shades.gosh, china ppl are scary indeed.they were so desperate and grabbed my money, bugging me once i stared or stepped into their shops.im scared.

20th June

GREAT WALL WAS SUPER FUN!

that coaster thingo was just fun.i love roller coaster afterall.Jayni got so freaked out at first.haha.

we gave the bendemeer percsnsts fruit plus sweets, strawberry flavour, cos jayni`s dog ate the kit kat.probably they think we`re cheap-skate, but we really put our hearts and soul, giving them sincerely.

LITTLE MAN REFUSED TO RECEIVE!:(

at least TIMPANI GUY was kind enough to take it.:D

chang ping sch peformance was just...ewww.the bells was so ringy, i cant even dampen it.RAAAAAH fels was fuming mad!

why dont they have extra xylo?!?!?!?!

night rehearsal was damn fun!:D

21st June

the DAY, ADJUDICATION.

timpani was damn nice.power.power.i like.

its just the tuning.hahha and i bravely moved the freaking gay chair away.timpanists arent supposed to sit down! not cool man, not cool.

the guest band from canada i think...,performed opheus! OMG! damn nice!shit.memories man.i played xylo.HAHAH! and the freaking backstagers stopped them from playing more cos it was already quite late.he just took the file and stand rudely.and the female hot conductor was furious.

for once, im ashamed to be a chinese.

everybody left when it was our turn to perform.

but surprisingly, bendemeer was the only school that stayed to support us.
our self-composed perc ensemble, IJ heartbeat was not bad.i just couldnt help myself laughing.Siti thinks it was cool.hahhaha THANKS MAN!:D

SWAY WAS THE BOMB, with bendemeerians swaying at the back.ohman, they`re a bunch of nice and awesome people.i LOVE them.they could just have left us, but they stayed.really touched.and the prrcussionists...:D thanks for swaying!:DDD

you all rock! it was really cool.

you`ll always be a gold or in fact, a platinum band in our hearts.

thank you Mr Samad, for dancing along too.:) *yes, i could see him so clearly!i`ve got pefect eyesight.if he could see me sleep clearly and LAUGH, so am i!shhh..

22nd June

WORKSHOP WITH Mr MILLS.

he`s super lenient, to give us 93 points for merry widow.:)

im quite surprised.

Olympic shop was quite boring.im not a shopaholic.i HATE shopping to the core.

so me and simone and veronica were playing truth or dare and pepsi cola.gee, it was fun!

and we took a group photo with the bendemeer percs.COOOL.but siti wasnt there, and my jnrs too!rah!

RQ gave me jing jing stickers and simone was damn jealous so she asked from adam.how childish, simone!:P

go marry jing jing man!

the TEA SHOP.i hate the tea.it was bitter.i like sweet ones!

lunch was shiok! with some gay and funny performances

we only had less than fifteen mins to pack up and chek out.the lifts were full and jayni and I, being so strong and heroic, went up the stairs to the 7th floor.we`re fit.:D

IJ BAND WON THE GOLD AWARD!

praise the lord!

scream your lungs out.zena was unwell, so me and simone sat at the extreme back with her, supper stuffy! no air con man!

and WE COULDNT WATCH BENDEMEER PERFORM...in fact, couldnt watch them throughout the trip.this is so unfair.

so we decided to just scream..actually, more like screech, for bendemeer.(:

a bunch with golden hearts, i so agree with Mr Tan.

Mr Samad is sooo friendly, i cant stand it.he treats us like his friends.

even clarise thought he was my uncle, cos she saw me doing the 'high-five' with him.hahahahaha i laughed my ass off.

we promised him to watch bendemeer`s yearly concert in return.i know, we`re sooooooo nice.(:

thank you thank you.

and we didnt even have the chance to take GROUP PHOTOS cos we have to catch the freaking plane!:(

*fello percs, lets take it some other time, yea?

23rd June

man, im in spore.NOOOO i want beijing.i just feel like rewinding the time.i dont wanna go to sch.

i feel sorry for bendemeer and the rest, for only having half a day to rest.sighs

mugmugmugmugmug will be my future.

i took alot of shots.
here`s some pictures.click to see the full size manz!

i`ll change my layout after o`s.

BIG WARM PERCUSSION FAMILY

HOLIDAY

2008-06-07T20:07:00.003+08:00

so much for holiday.

ah so many things to do.i cant even concentrate on mugging.sheeeesh

and gee, im just too lazy to do history.dang.

BUTBUTBUTBUT

IM EXCITED FOR BEIJING!
jayni, please dont fall sick!:/
dont pang seh me!

BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO MAX
gee, you`re old.he`s eighteen.
but he has an 80 years old man`s soul.
poor poor man.

photos will be up soon.i guess.

i just cant stop laughing at our hotel name.
mingriwuzhou.
ever heard of it? anyone?
hahhahha

funky hotel man, with billiards and kettles.
nehmind, im just gonna drown myself with sudoku.:D

fels is a genius.
(genius is NOT = to nerd, somehow, its cooler.)

heh.
Beijing tasks:GET THE DAMN GOLD!
photoshoot shannen
crazily hike the great wall.
pillow fight and jamming with jayni.:P
learn to be a sixteen years old lady.
speak chinese.:D(percs, need your help here)
steal the malay food if im sick with the chinese ones

so many things to do.i shall keep the rest as secret!:D

off to do geog.GRAH geog.
hategeoegtothecore.

invisible

2008-05-28T19:28:00.003+08:00

i believe in what i see, not what i hear.

i`ve always thought they mean it when they write "i love you" in letters or smses or msn... it feels so real that it touched me. i`ve always thought its true.but not today.in fact not after today onwards.

why is it that hard for you to just help me tune the damn timpani?
i know of course, only two of us will be playing it for the practices but that doesnt mean you cant help us?
in fact, it helps us and shows us how good your tuning is.who can you depend on after we step down? have you ever thought about it?

none even bother to open the cover.why do you hate my darling so much!

and i clearly put my file on the chair.i saw some of you putting files in piles.but mine? is mine invisible? or maybe I am invisible too? in practices? in school? in class? in every bloody place on earth?

i never meant to be so worked up about this "small confiscated file problem".
i just feel disappointed.i know it may not be intentional.
thats why im asking you to be aware next time and not to walk out the room once practice ends.we gotta pack up small things, sticks and instruments too hello?

and i have to pay fine $2. TWO.i can get a chicken rice.and worse,
im in debt. i owe shannen cash, owed other ppl cash...and now this. i`ll feel hurt once i spent $0.50. two bucks hurt me even more. call me cheapskate or poor or beggar whatever you wish.

peace and harmony and tranquility and happiness
will be best achieved if we can stop talking bad about a person once you realized you dislike her so much. why cant we be as loving as we used to be?

no one is perfect.dont judge others unless you think you`re good enough.

FACKO.

i was offering shannen for doing backstage for dance night.replacing me.
i thought it may cheer her up. being able to skip cat class(kidding), watch 27 dresses with kin and have a hell lotsa fun with veron and jayni. really too bad that she dont want to.haha but i just want you to know that i didnt mean to put the burden on you.really.i just want you to be happy since you look real sad today.i prefer my face to be pink anyway.at least it can hide my pimples. i look spastic with blue face.*cross arms.

i want to sleep.i want to do smtg i cant do for the last 5 weeks, i want movies, i want a little peace.

so little time, so much to do.
God please be with me...

twilighters

2008-05-25T20:22:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHTERS!
anyway, if you wanna check our new theme for L J post, here is the link. it will be filled with fandom posts and maybe...fanfic..if im free enough.max, trace and joe will help out.so it will be a shared blog.FELS,MAX,TRACY&JOE! since we four are lame porks who are sick and tired of studying, but are forced to.
the layout and stuff was done by max.

puripuriPURITTI

feel pretty and click on it manz!

i read the RIP percussion story made by shannen and nicole.it was hilarious.in fact, i need a bucket for my saliva that kept on flowing out as i laughed my hole in the ass off.(its more polite to say it this way, rather than asshole.)

gee, MT OLVL tomorrow.
are you freaking serious, OLVL! whoohoo.
and im online.and im blogging.and im reading fiction by juniors.WOW fels is the proest.

i just hope that tmrw`s paper will be manageable.

congrats to JAYNI, got accepted in the worship min! :D
and wow, im excited for beijing trip.our first night! (NOH dont think too much)
Samantha Low, get well soon.:(
May God be with you and your angel here, will continue to pray for you.

i wish i wish i wish i wish

GASPARD ULLIEL got to play edward cullen.

but oh well, robert pattinson takes it all....

ITS OK! gaspard fever forever!:D

we are going to make a gaspard bomb team soon anough.HAHAHAHAH!
i shall belajar MELAYU sekarang.selamat tinggal.

holla

2008-05-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

this is what i can think of right now.

when hatred conquers the world
theres not a thing to hold
that can remove the wall, so cold
stories that have been told
wont let the truth unfolds

let peace brings you back to your own self
one that stands tall
just like a book in a shelf
that will not and never fall
looking as happy as an elf

a lyric written by alicia and me.
hah how click man.as in, click to the situation that im in right now.
gee, i miss my band.but i think me being in the band, im just a burden, since we dont go to gigs or have a gig together.somehow i feel that this wont work.jamming through skype is just..impossible.although its the only solution other than jamming once a year.

and OMG! xinyi and zena, im so proud of both of you!you should know why!(:
way to go manzz!

one solved.one appear.when will this stop.like seriously.
half of me feels great that im steping down soon, but the other half...i feel reluctant to leave the band.

this just suck.

Ron and Cosmas.gimme mercy. i really dont know what to do.god bless both of you man.i want to have a bright future.but you must understand that i have a reason for saying this.like as if you dont know singapore man.both of you live here all your life now.you should know better.

anyway, im so excited for FIESTA!but dang, we have to wear school socks and sch shoes
but you know what, im gonna wear converse sneakers:D
who cares.

ok i think i shall sleep now, cos i have a mission to do tmrw at 630AM.i know.poor fels.:/

and makeover trish on sunday.gee, it will be ...quite fun.hehhe cos i hate dressing up.im more into photography.lol.

whats the link?
ok shit,im getting sleepy.:/

those who are excited for quiz, wait up for the next post.

results was okay.hopefully tmrw`s results will cheer me up :)
time for positive thinkin!:D

hello world, again

2008-05-12T21:06:00.007+08:00

i know stop nagging.i havent been blogging cos lets face it.

IM LAZY.muachahahahaha

life is full of shit currently, alot of pooof problems.
fried chicken and shits.

art was cool.we learnt how to fry photos.practically put the photos on pans and cook em with hot oils.and it gave nice effects.powerful.hahha.suze was awesome yesterday, showing us how to create the aura and shattered effects.funky stuff eh!:D

and then went to eat MACS again with max, ryo, russell and kayla.ahahha MACS again.im so becoming that 'super sized me' guy.shit.i gotta stop eating.this uncontrollable feeling.lol. and not to forget, WORLD, I BEAT RUSSELL ON ARM WRESTLING.hehhehh.bet you`re pissed after reading this.

TODAY.i did a super stupid and embarrassing act.dont laugh.
i actually jumped over mike`s fence and climbed over the wall up to his room to steal his GTA4.rah. and guess what, i saw his mom sweeping the damn floor, and the next thing, i found myself lying among the bushes.yes.they`re softy softy so i was not hurt.:) and his dad just laughed and passed me the freaking game.

AH! why it has to be rated m18.shit shit.i tried to buy but they asked for id.so this is what a game freak do when she couldnt help to not to play it.

i want to be as good as the rev and joey lawrence.sometimes, having an ambition is good.but not too much.

anyway, folks,

IJ FIESTA
16thMAY2008
10am-5pm
OUR SCH.(doh)
DIEhomeworkdie will bang the carnival @10am.

see you there, those who are UNFIT to go to sch.(:

The Hot birthday girl

2008-04-22T18:23:00.003+08:00

HEY WORLD!
i know i have not been updating my blog since like...centuries ago.ahaha
but ah, your visit here shhows your concern.:D

anyway, i blog today cos...

TODAY IS MY SOUR SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY!
whooohooo..gosh cant believe that fels is turning sixteen.
trust me , im not that weird.(:

haha thanks to all of you who wished me and all the pressies.:D
fels is super touched! and dont worry, of course fels will stay pretty, thats for sure.cos some of you wrote "stay pretty fels" in the cards.

its like..DUH! pretty hot sixteen fels!

nah, just joking.im such an angelic humble person.:)

RED HOT KETCHUP FELS!

oh well, mid years are coming.sheeeesht.and tomorrows my mt prelim paper.
see how sour my bday is right? but at least its better compared to those who has o`s the next day.i feel sorry for them.

anyway, since mid years are coming, fels will officially be on

HIATUS!

yes.byebye for weeks world, and we`ll meet again on the 10th of may...i guess.

and OH come for IJ FIESTA
and support DIE HOMEWORK DIE.
i know you love our band name.:D

fels signing offf.....

BYE!wish me luck for my exams.:D

Honours day

2008-03-01T18:18:00.003+08:00

HONOURS DAY

me kin and ron cant stop singing trolleywood.LOL

anyways, we tried to do the sharing on thursday.but it doesnt work.actually, it did.but some didnt really wanna share, so i cant force them too.i dont wanna be a busy body.

worse come to worse, shannen and monica have to bear with it for the next one year and two for shannen.i think this conflict will be over too, you know, growing up?
i just dont get the reason why people judge others when they cant even judge themselves.

dont get the wrong idea.its not that i dont gossip.i do.everybody do.sometimes you just need someone you can share your feelings with right?
but what goes around comes back around.it hurts feelings tho.gosh.i think i needa go for confession soon!:B (fels the angelic creature)

okay.im going to fast for 30 hours now.good luck to me huh? cos im the kind of person who cant resist herself from eating when she sees food.

SCREW FOOD for the next 30 hours fels! (oh man, im having inner conflict now!)

i feel really really grateful that the school will pay for my visa fees.oh man, i so need to do well in turn.gee, like i can....

SOMEONE is in love.ooooooooooooooo

hmm...i wonder who

anyway, congratulations to "darryl you gay mole" and sophie! hope it lasts forever.(:

max is jealous that darryl is taken.
so dont do something so silly.you still have us!(:

common man, we`re way sexier than HIM.ahemahemahem

ART classes are getting more and more enjoyable.

and im soooo gonna join the young photographer award.$$1000 for a photo?thats cool man.hahhaha support me!(:

thoughts of confusion?

2008-02-23T14:54:00.005+08:00

band was kinda fun today.hahha we learnt techniques more than songs...yeah
me and kin have this good idea to improve your drums skills.find us from us personally, we dont publish our secret technique.

KFC lunch with the percs.actually, not all percs.lunch with veron, kin, heather and zena.but later on veron left and shannen came and zena left.

i chose to ignore and pretend that everything is normal.but somehow i cant today.i decided to move to bread talk cos somehow i feel OUT and uncomfortable with them.its like...they are sooooo close and then with me around,..silence.i can feel that my presence there was bothersome.so i decided to lepak at bread talk.yummy donuts!(:

it does suck waiting alone for your mom`s call at bread talk.its like...feeling so empty? i just seriously dont know whats going on with me.

dont say that i dont understand.my life is full of things that you can never imagine.they are not written in my face, but as you know me well enough, you`ll know all about them. sometimes i dont believe in close friends.its either they change or they die.or i change.but too bad i dont know cos i cant judge my own self.

GOOD NEWS TO ALL!
our new album- destructive noisepilots is out at Virgin music store.(only in US).
get it for US$10 before its too late.*you cant see my bloody fugly face there but you can see my name!(:

to think of it, this month, alot of new things huh.
and congratulations to slathe too!(:

if only i can turn back time.

another survey

2008-02-22T15:36:00.003+08:00

this is some dumb yet funny survey that i want to share.mhmm this is boredom.

1.Are you a loner?
errr...nope?
2.Any close or best friend?
i dont believe in best friend.close friendS,yes.
3.Any close friend that found a new friend and is not so close to you now?
i think so.i cant read her mind.
4.If yes, feeling betrayed?
nope.its an encouragement to make alot more friend.
5.Do you think your friend accept you for who you are?
hmm..i guess?

6.Any boyfriend or husband?
hello, im sixteen and i enjoy a single life.
7.Ever french kissed?
yuck.
8.How does it feel?
dont know and dont wanna know. i think chocolate taste alot better.
9.Still a virgin?
you want me to kick your ass?
10.Is he fierce during the intercourse?
wtf.
11.Pain or enjoyable?
you should know since you`re a whore.
12.Any love bites?
i dont date a cannibal.
13.What flavour condoms?
gosh you`re ridiculously disgusting.

14.What will you do if a guy likes you?
slap him.
15.What will you do if a friend hate you?
hate her back?

gosh.seriously.this is the dumbest survey ever.

i shall get ready to strike tonight! ciao.

showdown

2008-02-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

finally, finished the retouch of fred`s and kin`s shot.although only two of em, better than nothing.

man, today`s school was quite tiring.in fact, VERY TIRING. i kept on sleeping during classes these days.im so scrwed.gosh.
i know i need coffee but i just hate them. oh well, cant help it.

i think im just a bad bad chairperson.not trying to whine or to be modest here, but its just obvious.im so...disorganized and i get depressed very easily.
okay, this can go on forever, so i shall just stop here?...

i went to chinatown today to get medicene.i overslept on the bus, as usual...duh...and i met MAX, trying out some ladies` boots.seriously, your "good look" just fade away when you try to act gay! hahhaha too much.

band photo taking was not bad.we took surprisingly, fast to get ready. i bet i looked spastic again, maybe i am! hahha cos i was sweating due to hhf and running up top class for comm badge.i suck that much.

im over reacting.....
ok.

benji and me are going to apply for drumfest~ were practising very hard to be the best drummer in town!XD HAHAHHA!
i hope we`ll succeed!peace man!

okay, according to my friends,
i need a dress for mass.they`re sick of me wearing jeans and tees for mass.okay, i never know that what i wear bother them during mass.i never know you ppl actually noticed what i wear these days! HAHAHHA!

i just feel like a loser cos im sixteen and i dont know how to walk with high heels. HELL YES im a female.help me shannen.i`ll treat you some eggs!XD

hello world again

2008-02-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello world.

i know i`ve not been updating.well, kinda occupied these days.
with school shits, art projects and house work.man, im way too young to be a house"wife".duh, not yet a wife.dont think wrong.

jayni went over today for dinner.FUN!
thanks to her for the company, at least i socialize with ppl instead of daydreaming today while waiting for my sister.

bio ca was just...bleah today.i know, no word to describe.i think i just suck that much. i slack too much these days. self-awareness camp was awesome anyway! hahha im just gonna miss it more.

btw, mr tang`s car seat is damn comfortable.i managed to resist myself from sleeping.so give me CLAP.hahha

so we have three juniors now.we seriously gotta buck up. band is seriously boring these days. i just need to let it out. sometimes i feel that i dont even belong in the section.i guess im just a loser, or a geek whatever you called me, who studies everysingleday, no life, who doesnt use her phone in class cos she`s a good girl and who has a poor dressing sense for my age.aah but who cares right? i mean..i just need to let these out.cant i? freedom of speech.mmhm

we should have monthly black and white party. i think weekly will be too much, dont you think?

i did learn alot form sac.but i just needa let all these shits out right now.i have freakking geog homework and english essays due tmrw+ emath and amath.cant they teachers just give us a break? i think one minute to breathe is good enough.

worked up

2008-02-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

ive done shannen`s, veron`s and mel`s photoshoot so far THIS WEEK!yayness!XD so its like...7 more to go.how convincing!:( mama.

anyways, shannen`s shot was amazing! gosh, we found this really cool spot, its like...(truck/warehouse) whatever it is called. and shannen looked more to emo rather than deep.guess she`s perfect to be one!(: hahhah natural shannen, natural. (unlike those wannabes who cmi...)

veron`s and mel`s photoshoot was awesome too! gosh i love bishan park, the lightings, the environment...fels love NATURE!wooo..but surprisingly, i hate ANTS!gosh. all of my models looked so pwetty pwetty with the magic of my make up skills...DOH! like...im soooo GOOD at it!(: *thank u thank u.

LOL! *ego. im just kidding.

i couldnt stop laughing when i applied make up to ppl these days. i really dont know why. not cos im laughing at my models.NEVER! they`re adorable, you cant even resist to not look at them with that sparkling shiny impressed eyes!:P (ooo my english`s getting better!)

anyways, today
LASELLE SIA open house. with kinny, veron and brandon.man, it was just fun.
and I MET CAROLINE HIAHAHAHA!XD omg..she`s .like..an art pro, so she`ll definately get in there, no doubt.

me?i dont think so.my art works are nothing compared to those ppl`s. i feel so inferior.laselle`s building is like..HEAVEN! darn godly nice! cant take it. funky, rare and coool...more like a shopping mall kind rather than a school. but man the open house was quite..dull..the atmospehere...i think cos we`re late.but WE GOT THE GOODIE BAGS! huuuush ;D

NAFA open house.
man, now im totally confused. cos its really nice too, you cant resist to imagine yourself being a part of it. everybody there was so enthu and they`re shouting and welcoming us sooo WARMLY that i sweat.lol.
yes yes duh, we got the goodie bags too.
and this guy walked us thru the campus, like a tour guide. and he has this foreign accent, like a jap yet like a vietnamese.whatever.he`s good man!

and totally, their photos are like..related with marketings and advertisements, just like what i want. and and their mac computers...like..me and kinny were drooling looking them, twitching our itchy fingers- imagining the feel when we touch them. *wooo overdramatic.LOL

confused.fels is going to the university of undecided.
whats on my mind:
acjc/vjc/ngee ann poly/ laselle/ nafa/ university of ohio state/ yale/princeton

tadaaa...which one peeps?

i saw lesbians today in the bus, they`re like standing sooo close to me, cos the bus` kinda crowded. no offence but seriously, they`re GROSS! touching and kissing and hugging so intimately...in front of such an INNOCENt little YOUNG girl like ME, with those on the rear looking weirdly and ewwwy at them.gosssh, i just cant take it.

not that i side my friends, but
gays are actually better than les. as in...on how they behave,,you know... i still love you, cosmas and ry.

chemistry bloody test on monday.man, mrs tay really LOVE to spoil our weekends.gossh!
i dont feel like studying.i dont feel like studying.

oh oh and do you know...
FELS IS IN SHAPE!!whoowhohohohohoho

round is a shape.

NYAAA

2008-01-29T19:21:00.000+08:00

boo.

aaaaah.

school was HEAVY today. 2 periods of am, 2 priods of GEOG, 2 periods of ss, 2 periods of history. im dying.honestly.

accompanied with cca and art project.wooo, fels` head is burstin anytime soon. so mikell and me decided to cheat for our project.we`re gonna use 7.2 megapix.cameras for the photoshoot. cos seriously, NO TIME! but not to worry, cos we`re trying 2 pictures with the low mega-pix cams. so, its all about integrity.we`re good people.

shannen`s photoshoot tmrw... excited yet confused. i think natural lightings are nice and less "burning" so it will be fine.

band today was fun. veronica monica me. and guess what...

WE HAVE 0 JUNIORS! bad thing, YET GOOD! cos we have alooot of members already and they wont have anything to play if there`re too many percs.

oh yes, perc t-shirt.raaaah...nvm, at least we have arty farty ppl in our section!:D

duh, im looking forward for self-awareness camp!whoohooo and chinese new year! DOH! MONEYMONEYMONEY!!$$$$$$

im bored.

NONG NONG LATER

2008-01-22T18:41:00.000+08:00

i know i know.its been a loooong time.
kinda busy these days you know.

okay, here`s for my models (: - in case they`re too lazy to scroll down?haha
the themes.
1.deep
2.outrageous
3.sophisticated
4.glow
5.intelligence
6.bravery

choose ONE! okay!(:HEHEHE

BLESSED SWEET SIXTEEN BDAY LENICE on the 20th of jan!
man it was a hell lotsa fun!(: thanks for inviting yeah!

the percs busked today in front of the general office. yes we screwed up.timpani was sooo out of tune but who cares?! and we earned quite alot..thanks to Mrs Lee and teachers!(: hehehe

school today was not as bad as yesterday.i was like...TOTALLY SLEEPING, closing my eyes, blacked out during chemistry yesterday.its damn funny! and the best thing is that mrs tay didnt even notice!

*thats why, back seat is the best spot for my kind of student.

SO HERE~s MY MODEL! *DENGDENGDENGDONG...drum rolls whatever ,,,*

kristin-desmond-freda-kinny-veronica-shannen-danyeow-derek-shalyn-lenice.

(the ones in pink- DONE! the ones in red-not yet)

the more the bettr. maximum 15 models.but oh well, 10is more than enough!(:
im more than happy!
i must get my A seeeh!!! gossh.must beat max this time.hoho max, you`re GOING DOWN!booohoo.

anyways, this year is like..hell.welcome to hell.maybe for jc, welcome to *somewhere lower than hell..ah whatever!call me whiny and complainy..* (is there such a word?complainy?sheeesh.

i just hate the way people think fo us, ij girls.
have you heard of a this qns" why should you be nice to others when others dont be nice to you?" mhmm..think it over man.

and its RUDE TO STARE- psssh..only stupid people dont know. just mind your own business and stop thinking that way.i bet you`re gonna wear the belt lowly too if you were us, looking at today`s kinda human.BUT ohwell, high belt is the new trend in case you dont know...you want us to wear it high, and so dont call us NERDS or whatsoever you want to name us.

piss off!

im a pirate

2008-01-14T21:45:00.001+08:00

IM A PIRATE! cant help it.
too bad im too poor.HEH.

WTF!!!!! i left my file somewhere and somehow i cant remember!all my hard-earned work and project work and lotsa shits. i hope i left it in the bandroom.gosh. *feel sooo HOT now* (as in anger kinda hot, not that sleaky kinda hot...ah whatever..)
my head can just blow up anytime soon right now.

geog project.
history test.
geog test.
art prep work by next week.
class stuff.

can life get any worse.

i shall not complain.this is just secondary work.i think i`ll suffer more once i stepped out of sec.sch. ah whatever. call me pessimist, i dont really care.

THANKS TO DESMOND, KINNY and DANYEOW for willing to be my model.
three more to go! wooooo....
really really appreciate it.

fyi, the themes are: (models may choose)
*deep
*outrageous
*sophisticated
*glow
*intelligence
*bravery

fuuuuh.many people chose outrageous.sheesh.funny.i think being intelligent is the easiest, cos everybody does look intelligent.

"can someone kick my ass to make it smaller?"
why dont you say,

can someone kick my ass to make it square?
ASSES ARE ROUND!they`re suppose to be ROUND! you want a FLAT, small butt, then pray for a square one.doh!

and fyi, im in shape.ROUND IS A SHAPE right?

chill, im just stating simple and reliable facts.

ok.dinner.perfect.

hello long time

2008-01-11T17:06:00.001+08:00

GASPARD ULLIEL IS LOVE!
darn hot.graaah.

hello evereybodey. yeah, i was soooo busy these days that i dont even have a second for my blog.anyways....this week was tough.
THIRTY NINE MORE WEEKS TO O`s! can life get any tougher than this.

oh my shit.

school was fine today.chem test was horrible.ah who cares.
BEIJING trip.

i dont know if i should go. i dont think my parents want me to.
$1218
ex for me.no edusave.freak.
to think otherwise, the experience will be great.

im sooo in confusion.BOOHOO

alot more to pay.

i managed to find left hand keys for transylvania by mcfly! YAY! shall play that for musical platform.HEHEHE!

JUMPER! HOMGGG!! a must to watch.valentine`s day everybody! reserve one for me.*hgraghorucu;aaa@$!@^*%!!!

max thieriot.hayden christensen.annasophiaRobb, rachel bilson.
how sweet.

anywas, ART! dieee! i`ve only found three people so far. and i need eight.anyone?

its free photoshoot.please contact me if you`re interested.

the theme is "outrageous".so you can do whatever outrages thing there is.

i hate it when they give one word theme like this.sheeesh.

being soo stubborn and stupid.we jam again at rockstar cos max has the membership card.fokayyy...and this time we were charged only $35,but it was still ex.oh well, recording sessions spend alot of money hoh.boooohooo

everybody love paramore now.

for chrissie, no one is a bimbo.they`re just being themselves.they`re just being a girl.so you should chill and drink your cocktail whatever it is.

ZzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

baaah

2008-01-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

okay, why i didnt update my blog these days?! cos im freakking lazy and of course, lazy to upload the rest of the pics! i mean its like....it took YEARS to upload pics and only can upload five at a time. gee, i have 459 more to go. i think its just not possible...

anyway,
2/01/08 first day of school and

BLESSED SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY VERONICA!XD

gosh she`s sixteen siaaaa....and and its TWOOHOHEIGHT! for goodness sake, time flies real fast.zooooom....

anyway, today i went to the police station with veronica, companying her to report her lost ic. poor girl.

anyway, our band decided to move on and obviously, we think of a few band names...one of them= diehomeworkdie. i know! funny!XD hahahah fredodido! LOL!

yesterday, me freda and kinny held a band meeting, i know its damn sudden. jayni couldnt make it.:/ but anyway, we didnt talk about the BAND most of the time though. we chat and eat more. hahahaha oh well...

anyway, MAX`s manequinne is damn pretty hoo!!!! obviously an A! guess mine?! hahaha

C-

"its okay fels."*patpat -quoted from max
"suze may not like it but we like it"- quoted jael
"i want to marry yours"- quited darryl.
"gee, that seducive eyes of your mannes"- quoted kayla.

HAHAHAH! lols. come one people, do i look like i care if i got the freakking C-?! its good isnt it?! better than D.:P
our next very own project is the studio photo shoot quality pictures thingy...
its like..the studio atmosphere must exist and the lightings must be good enough. only the curve and light blurr tool are allowed when we photoshop it. so...booohooo i need models.

thanks to shannen, i need to find like...6 more. but who?!
come on! i dont have that PHOTOGRAPHER LOOK! and people that i asked probably look down on me...i mean some of those who laugh and scoff when i asked. sheeeeshh who bloody cares!

icha is willing to participate too. so at leats i need like...5 more! male?! but its hard to edit male photoshoots. but oh well, i`ll try. cos i transformed a guy into a girl before and i dont want that to ever happen again! *hide*

anyway, gotta bounce. i owe 850 more sit-ups and 60 push ups.
come on man, shane`s body! whoohooo.<3

SNEAK PEEKS

2008-01-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

in the middle of a reunion.
got bored and frustrated.
so here`s some shots, as promised.

(from the latest to the oldest, downwards)

LOS ANGELES
universal`s studio

uncle guido, MOI, aunt annie, sista, momma,
matthew and ryan.

JAPAN- tokyo

in front of keio plaza hotel.

omg tamaki hiroki back there!:D

Narita international airport.

yogogi, takashimaya times square.

momma

keio plaza lobby.

its 4 degrees C outside!

what a tree...

sister`s bored.sheeeesh.

i got obsessed when i found a
free internetwork.

gee, my nails looked GROSS!

im 150000 feet away from the ground.
Tokyo Tower.

krispy kreme`s just beside us.

japan, harajuku.:P (funkiest place ever)

yeh man!! gaspard ulliel LOVE lisa!XD

that blue bag was such a burden mom!

The uber big temple.

we look alike?! are you freakking serious?!

INDON, hometown.

awww...momo its sooooo adorable.*patpat

SINGAPOH, changi.

really sweet! all of you, to bother to send me off!

sincerely, THANKYOUS!XD loves.

FAITH HOPE and LOVE concert.

the beautiful people.(:

clifford, me, cyn and icha! thanks for the support!XD

cool section. +st marg`s perc= COOLEST section!

HEY SARAH!

seriously, the congga must be happy cos he`s in every pics we took.

the horse whip died on that day.RIP!

SECTION OUTING.

and of course, thank you veronica for letting me know about this "add image" button.

to think that im blind..haha.

there will be more pics up. the uploading process took years i tell you.

so folks, to be continued....(:

nights!

BACK HOME

2007-12-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

YOOHOOO! im back.yes me back.
soo tired. 21 hours on air. 7 hours form new york to frankfurt germany, and then continue to spore for like...14 hours. SINGAPORE AIRLINES rocks!

and and belated christmas everybodey!
this may be like..the longest post, including pictures.:P

so to sum up...
JAPAN trip was a blast.
sometimes i feel that i belong there..you know..cos they bow and stuff like that. oh well, bowing is my bad habit...i really dont know why...
anyway

Los angeles (matt and ry`s home)
MATT`s team won the second place. i know its sad but they fought hard. (:

and then from there we went on to err...
san diego for sight seeing.
beautiful city! we also went to st monica, the venice beach and MUSCLE BEACH! hah, wait till you see the pics!
and move on to

chicago.
oh well...the temp is -5 degrees.
i know its COOOOOLD! even colder than japan.
so we stayed at sheraton hotel.
NICE
we at macs for breakfast though. i know.WASTED.

and then we spent the night at that hotel and move to another hotel.
i forgot the name. stm. my bad.

yes and we went to daniel`s school, the merchant highschool uni or smtg. quite nice.but its like cooold. in milwaukee. cool name huh.

and then we went to the city of chicago. pretty nice. oh oh and we went to highland park too, you know, where kevin clark lives. that DRUMMER!XDXDXD from sor.hahahaha random!

and then we ate KRISPY KREME! this time yes WE ATE IT!XD

ahahah okay random.

and guess who i saw!

BENJI! he`s supposed to be going for tour with the band to spore and jam with freda and jayni and kinny! GOSH! i was liike...O.O!
oh well, they didnt go to spore in the end cos seth got grounded. suck la!

anyway...so from chicago, we move to

colombus ohio.
NICE! not so cold. but COLD.( okay, doesnt make sense)
hahaha and we went to dad`s old school

UNIVERSITY OF OHIO STATE!

buckeyes...yeah! the sch is daaaarn big...like..whoaa! hahaha and its nice. i like the area...but i still love spore more..idk why...friends?!HAHA!

i hate to be the new girl.

and seriously, ohio is for lovers. ( haha lol that song.)

so we moved on to

new york.but once we reached ny, we went straight to boston first.
REALLY COLD! like the coldest!
temperature= -15 degrees.

im freeezing.

but i have to be thankful.

for THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE,
i didint sweat every second, every step....AMAZING RIGHT!!!
instead, smoke kept on coming out from my mouth when i talked. pretty cool huh!

hahahaha and well, we went to HARVARD UNIVERSITY!
one word to describe
FREAKY. i mean, once you see the building, you`ll straight away know that only SPECIAL people can have the opportunity to study there...you know.

and so we went back to new york again...
and we rent this SEXY ORANGE car..whoohoo(paramore)
its a dodge btw! hahaha
and we stayed at hilton.( gasps! paris hilton`s)
service? not bad.(:
bed= super heavenly

hahahaha

and here i am now, in SINGAPOH!!! sweating again.
of course, there are other things that`s much better than sweats.

my house is FULLY LOADED now.
two uncles, two aunts, two siblings, and grandma, plus four of us.
WHOOHOO! tonight`s gonna be awesome!

OH YES! almost forgot

*drum rolls

GIG IN LA

the bands:
dawn to town
critic dramatiques
radioactive
bitches for lunch
paper clips
color purple
the assholes
jenno amigos
warriors

(the highlighted ones are the good ones!)

the whole damn concert was KICKASS!
almost all of em sounded like recordings...
i know the names dont sound convincing but seriously, they`re GOOD!
they`re local bands, yeah...and oh man, the crowd was crazy.

and theres this band, critic dramatiques.( what a name)
i think they`re french. the people doesnt look bandish.(you know what i mean)
and they`re what the crowd called LOSER. which i think they`re so not!

the vocalist is a girl...okay, i shall just say, she`s huge.BUT SO WHAT?!

when they got up on stage, they took QUITE long to tune and stuff like that...
and the crowd got very impatient and started to mock. its really hurting and sad.

this guy was like
" ey look here aight, we`re not paying for trash bands. you guys have wasted f***ing 30 mins of my F***ing time.just get out of the stage losers.we aint wanna watch a pig grumbble..."
(that line was like the worst...i dont really rmbr the rest)

and yes, everybody started making fun of them, esp the vocalist! poor girl!but then she screamed SHUT UPP dman loud. evrybody was like..O.O okkkaaaayyy..hahaha.

and when she started to sing, everybody was like...
WHOOW! this pig can sing! HAHAHAH!

lesson learned: its really bad to look down on people!
i think she has an amazing powerful voice. they played breathe today by flyleaf.i tell you, she sounded just like her. i thought she was lip singing....oh wells.HAHAHA!

and and and and
the assholes,GUESS WHO`s THE DRUMMER!!!!
louis patrick! i was like...O.O! OMGOOODNESS!!!
and then we just hang out at denny`s diner.

wooo, food in USA= HEAVEN! the size is DAAAMN BIG!
you ordered something SMALL, but it came out HUGE! get it?!
hahahhahhaa...

and my dad was wondering if im interested in moving there for further studies.
i dont feel like going for now....i still love spore. i dont want to lose my friends.but then again, we will all go to different path someday, maybe keeping in touch is the best way to you know...still be friends?! and i HATE TO BE THE NEW GIRL AGAIN...seriously...gimme a break!

okayokay,pictures will be next!XD

half-journey

2007-12-11T11:25:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHANNEN!

im sorry for the late wishes.i was dying, looking for computers, free internet and all that.but somehow i couldnt find it. i bought ten dollars worth of phone card and tried to call, but failed to reach her. DAMN! how lucky.

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SAM TOO! man, im screwed.:/
anyway, this may be quite long.but since i`ve found one now, i shall spit out all that i have at the moment.

JAPAN
I HEART JAPAN!
i want to go back there again! man it was soooo cool.
the temp was like ten degrees C. fine, i shall admit.

cooooooooooold.
but i love it.unlike spore`s weather that makes me sweat every second every time i walk out of the house.irritating.

stayed at keio plaza hotel for like.. 4 days.okay, it was luxurious.(:

first day at shinjuku was a BLAST!
the best food in japan? YAKINIKU DON! gosh it was heavenly.
its freakking ex in spore.but its the CHEAPEST in japan!how satisfying!:D
and sushi....and sashimi...and ice cream.

MANDARIN ORANGE! HOMG! damn nice siaaa*random

and the people are soooo sophisticated there.the way they dress, walk, evrything.
almost every girl that i saw, PREEEETTY!XD boots and heels and stilletoes are common.shannen`s gonna love it!heh.
andandandand almost all the people there, be it guys or girls, THEY LOOK LIKE FREDA! sorry fred but ahahahah most of them look like you! maybe its just me that miss you too much.
but most of them wear make up.obvious.but it looks soft and suit them. they`re really smart at these things you know...

and that soap and cosmetic brand SHISEIDO, freakking cheap! i mean, i can buy for my art stuff, but i didnt.i love money.

the only thing i hate form japan is....I CANT TALK! they think im a jap, so they started talking to me and i was like..???? sheeesh.

and the mrt station was like..O.O!
singapore has four lines. japan has freakking 29 LINES! i was like...O.O ohmygoodness.

anyway, the next day we went to harajuku, where all the cool people hang out.
okay, we found the JOHNNY SHOP! RAAAAAAH! i bought stuff for germaine and hui geok!HEHEHE!XD power man.MISE lost.i tell you, and gazette goodies were freakking cheap.they`re art and photo album and stuff. peace.

well, its true. the people= funky and weird.
their hair was mostly rebonded.common. and coloured BROWN!
a lot of school girls and boys went there too. RAAAAh i LOVE THEIR UNIFORMS! not the super mini skirt ones. im not a perv. but most of them stare at their phones all the time. hellow, it can cause cancer cos of the radiation thingy.k, shut up.i think they just dont care.

the STRAWBERRY CREPES is damn nice shit!

and then the last day we went to shibuya and yoyogi.
where couples hang out.funneh.haha

and guess what i saw!

KRISPY KREAM DONUTS!

its very unimaginable.my obsession with it! i want to buy it soooo badly.but the queue was like freakking loooooooooong.like...loooooooong. and its coooooooold and me sis hate to waste time.
wastedwastedwasted.but nvm, US should have alot.
seriously, i`ve never seen a queue that LONG before.sheeesh.japanese.

okay, i received the mail from max and kayla.guess what they sent me.BOOOOTS! i was like..WTF! they actually BUY for me?!

rich kids.

thank you so much for giving me 78 seconds of heart attack.i was kidding. (: loves man.

so we left for LA at about like....8 pm?! yeah. it was on the 30th oct.

its so cooool that once we reached LA, it was still the 30th. okay, random.the international date line thing i guess.sheeesh.

LOS ANGELES

stayed at matt and ryan`s house! YAY!XD at their house RIGHT NOW, where internet exists.its like...8 pm now and it should be 11 am in spore!XD

first thing that happens to me. JETLAG!
sucksucksuck.

okay, so we went to universal studio.again.NICE!

we rode:
the mummy ride, jurassic park ride, house of horrors, studio tour, waterworld, animal thingy.

okay, the coolest, the mummy ride.fascinating.

the scariest? HOUSE OF HORRORS! you cant do nothing but walking through the haunted house. worse than van helsing.definately. i went inside, ALONE! ack.
it was super scary.the most scary thing i`ve ever overcome. i was screaming but no voice came out. so its like as if im opening my mouth wide like an idiot. but the feeling when its over, relief!

waterworld was awesome.
studio tour was sooo cool, they brought you to the places where transformers, bruce allmighty, desperate housewives, heroes shoot the films.freakking cool.
and alot more films actually.i just cant remember.stm.

yes, i went to hot topic shop! SOOO COOOL but ex.freakking ex.so i cant buy for kinny and fred.cos they asked me to help them buy from there.sale`s over.im too late.:/

okay, i shall get ready for matt`s soccer match now!
ciaociaociao!XD excited! photos will be uploaded when im back, including the band camp, airport, section outing photos!XD

sorry for waiting! *beg for forgiveness.
oh man, i miss my friends like shit.:/
its been 8 days without them.;_;

and crap shit i missed the pool party at shannen`s.

JAPAN OH JAPAN!

2007-12-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

great.
im lonely.
im stuck at the airport right now, waiting for the plane.

JAPAN HERE I COME!
whooohooo.

okay, so this is what max and kayla and friends gave me before i left for holiday.
mmhm.

first freaking day
code: workaholic.
type: high legged boots, skirt, LEGGINGS, waist length coat, shades, and scarf.
comment from fels: NO WAY! boots?! you kidding me?!~

second freaking day
code: goth
type: black and white, no other colours allowed. +++eyeliner, lots and lots of wristband.tatooes
comment from fels: RIGHTEOUS!

third freakking day
code: jumbler slumber (idk wth is this)
type: chunk it up alltogether.(okkayyyy)
long sleeve shirt+denim jacket+RED converse shoes+shades+funky hairstyle.
comment from fels: SPEECHLESS! im gonna look like a retard.

i dont know why they use the word "freaking" alot.limited vocab?

so you see, they`re like mommies and im their barbie doll.sheeesh
they expect me to take pics and semd it to them.i can just say that my camera got crushed or smtg..:P

and the last msg from darrell: you`re gonna be the woman of woman for the next three days.
okaaaaay, i dont even know what is he trying to say.WOMAN of WOMAN?! not sensible.

MONSTER HUNTER is AWESOME SHIT! raaaaah
random.

mhhm, me sis` GOOD friend is going to japan too and she`s gonna STAY In THE SAME HOTEL as us. i was like...WTH! FREAKKING LUCKY!
i wish that happens to me.:/

its okay fels, concentrate on photos!cameras!dslrs!and friend`s "help me buy" things.

updateupdateupdate

2007-12-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

sorry i have not been updating my blog. like as if you care.hahaha
anyway, life`s been great these days! im at indon now.stuck at my parents` office,so here i am, blogging.

okay, CONCERT WAS JUST,...KICKASS like what eli said! haha so many people brought their dslr cams with tripod with telescope thingy...whatever man! hahaha like...i had to stand still among the timpani and looked like some loner, and yes, so unfair! those cams just made me jealous! hahaha okay, i was kidding.
mhmm..FELS DANCED! okay, to be more specific, monica, shannen and fels DANCED! jayni too but she didnt do the hand actions and all. sheeeesh i felt STUPID! hahaha but who cares. to win the damn swensens voucher! but PRAISE THE LORD, we didnt win.suck huh?! at least we had a lot of fun. i wish the concert would be longer.

anyway, thank you all for coming and for enjoying it!XD really touchedde.

i feel like eating ratatouille now! sheeesh.randomrandom.

yes veronica, sorry that you have to wait for like...centuries for me to upload all the photos! i shall upload very SOON!XDXD i dont have my cam right now, so i cant do it now. hahaha :P

okok, i shall go to gym now.,boredom huh! heh,SHANE`s abs! whoooooooohooo!

section outing

2007-11-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

BOOYA!
okay, section outing yesterday was FUN!XD
ICE SKATING
hmm...very fun.but the blister and pain part? NO!. doh.
and the cashier assholes claimed EXTRA four freaking bucks for being 2 mins late to sign out! i was like...WTF is their bloody problem! and they speak chinese which obviously not all of us understand.sheeesh.and xin yi was the only one who didnt need to pay cos her dad talked to one of them.mhhm scared huh?! aawww...S.O.B man!
shall stop.ok

funny things happened on the mrt! haha monica, crystal, kiaying, zena and me! HAHAHAH! me and monica UNINTENTIONALLY looked up to the advertisement board. okay, we saw something very gross. and gross.yes.condom on a banana. okay, i was like..WTH!! so i started telling the young ones to look down, but somehow they just dont get it. sheeesh so innocent huh! haha then i started laughing alone on my way to centrepoint.WTH! i have to act with my phone, pretending that i was laughing cos of funny msgs. okay LAME fels! haha

today was rather tiring! full dress rehearsal in the hall. sheeesh, they on the air cond late! so whats the point man! we played well! :D i hope people who came for our concert will think defferently of CONCERT BAND.cos we rock! HAHA!
my stockings tore, my heels came out, blister! PERFECT!

ha.ok, off to packing up now!

BAND CAMP

2007-11-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

the SINGAPOREAN PIE band camp.

overall, my comment about band camp is.FUN.peace yo!

1st DAY
okay, i shall admit that i was feeling very confused and worried and gave people that "stern"look. sorry cos my mind was troubled.well, i was told about my EX kindergarten being washed away by the hot mud flood in indon. I tried to reach my friends there but i couldnt. so you know, when that happens, all the worst that could happen to them stir inside my mind.i really didnt know what to do...feeling heavy, exhausted with the auditions, i finally gave in. the first person i shared my feelings with.veronica.well, slightly better!(: and i forgot to bring my rosary! sheesh! okay.i decided not to be that way throughout the whole camp cos that would just make my life worse during the camp right? heehee.

GAMES time...the TRUST game, everybody was blindfolded and to hold each other`s shoulder and i lead the frontman! so FUN to "bully"them! HAHAHAH! i ordered them to hop like a kangooroo, squad down like a toad, bang the walls and all that. F.U.N! :D

2nd DAY
NIGHT ACTIVITY was ultimate.I found myself getting along well with the comm. hahah! beatrice, Alyssa and me were assigned to stay and wait for the people on the forth level, my classroom. no fan or lights were allowed to be switched on and yes. SCARY for us but unfortunately, not for the members. we had BRAVE members sia! HAHAH! it seemed scary at first but once you went inside, its like... you wont feel scared anymore. haha and then super and we watched the PRINCE OF EGYPT! whaaa, its sooo nice, but too bad, i fell asleep in the middle of the show. too tired.and i think i shall not be enjoying myself too much when my friends out there are suffering, dont you think so?

3rd DAY
sound check in the hall. okay, tiring. evrybody looked frustrated and tired and all that. i think the weather plays a part on this too! grrr.hot like shit.DEFORESTATION i tell you!

anyway, here`s some COOL SHOTS taken!(:

TAGGED

2007-11-21T20:12:00.000+08:00

I`ve been tagged!

thanks to veronica, i post TWICE today!LOL!
1.do the following wihthout complains
2.choose 5people to do this quiz after you've done yours
3.tag the chosen one.
4.start your post with "I've been tagged.

Favourites.Colours: any colours
Food: spaghetties
Movie: Hannibal Rising
Sport: sit- ups
Day: Fridays
Season: winter.im too hot already!
Ice Cream: strawberry
Current Mood: phsycic
Clothes: jeans and tees
Time: free times
Surroundings: cool and windy + friends
Annoyances: when my body starts to "excrete" sweat

Firsts.
Bestfriend:Joshua
crush:never.
Movie:home alone
Music: sesame street

Lasts:
Drink: beer.gross.
Car ride: terrorist`s
Crush: MAYBE victor.
Phone call: Vanya
CD Played: britney spears
Gone out with friends: freda, kinny, jayni, max, darryl and kathleen.
Broken a law: driving
Been Arrested: NO?
Been on TV: primary 4.(kolintang)
Kissed someone you don't know: whatthehell.
5 things that I'm good at:
1. percussion
2. Games!(cs)
3. skateboarding
4. eating
5. photography? :P

People to tag.
1.freda
2.amanda
3.alyssa
4.shannen
5.jayni

HAHA! veronica! LOL!LOL!XD

imperfection

2007-11-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

GASPARD ULLIEL is LOVE!XD
audition IS OVERR! whoohoo! and its BAND CAMP tmrw.

comm outing today. haha damn funny! we were browsing through cake recipe books and wer`e like..drooling over the pictures. hahaha just funneh!

hm..band camp will be fun.hopefully.but my section needa BOND! prease.SURPRISINGLY, i heard from veronica that our juniors went to macs TOGETHER after the audiotions! i was like..WOW inside! good step taken to BOND!XD now what we need to do is that, we need to be closer and yeah, will do our best not to break our friendship in ANY WAY! i think band camp arrives at the RIGHT TIME! the right time for my section to bond.and i think my section should be more understanding.make life easier for veronica.bonica jiejie:D haha.i mean its like..she`s already stressed over the concert, and now she still has to takecare of her section, being against someone and all that. RAH! all this MUST END! sheeesh.

they`re all gone.she didnt had the chance to bring home chickens or say good bye.left nothing but rubbles and bones.

we are broken

2007-11-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

gee. its been like..."YEARS"! I`ve not been updating my blog! hehe IM LAZY!
anyway, holidays...hmmmwhat can i say? so far so good! its just that...im stuckl at HOME most of the time..OR BAND! hmmm.

this week was a tiring one!well, quite frustrating to go around with friends whom you`re not close to. THAT close to.more like..Xbestfriend. okay i shall not say the name. or should i? oh i dont think i have to.
betrayed?
maybe not the correct word.
ermm..more like...INSULTED?
maybe.

loser,ugly, unglam, stupid,whiny,dumb,timid,gullible,filthy,disgusting,
fat,short creature.its basic genetics.cant help it.

i heard em all.that day.well, disappointed yet amazed. followed by continuous laughter that made it even worse.
hurt?
what can that do? makes me happier? makes me A LOSER?
well, congratulations. you`ve insulted my parents too. basic genetics? what the hell.
and thanks to someone, for sharing one of my bad parts? but you`ve shared it at the wrong time? so i apologise for the reaction?
so lets add "untrustworthy" to that statement up there. PERFECT! all those = FELS! yeah man! way to go! whoohoo!

change?live on?belive in god? OH come on! life will just get suckier.so, end it before its too late.

thats the reply when i told them how i feel.

how helpful!how touching!

im S.I.C.K

2007-11-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

BOO! yesyes i know i know. i didnt update my blog, so am doing it NOW! RAAAH! Cant help it. IM LAZY!!

hmmm lets start with last saturday.
SEC ONES RECITAL & SECTION COMPETITION!
WHAAA! Our juniors did very very well! NO WRONG NOTES SIAA! hahaha we`re really realy proud of them and and yes, REALLy GOODIE JOB PEEPS!
* congrats to crystal+xinyi+kiaying+zena+heather+simone*
and and and and and

PERCUSSION IS THE SECOND RUNNER-UP!
its not bad at all okaaaay! we didnt even think we`re gonna win. really, percussion still remains in the top three!XDXDXD ddduh, cos of fels...OF COURSE!(: *shining stars appear* egoegoegoego sheeesh just kidding, in case you take it seriously. SO overalls, SAT WAS GOOD!

SUNDAY
Mass with iccha clifford and me mom and sis. real fun. HAHA! then we all ate BIMBIMBAP! that that that freakking nice korean mixed rice!:P:P YUMMYYUMMY! and and we took lotsa pics *of buildings, fyi- to upload to my deviant art account. it would be wonderful if you visit and leave a comment!XD hehehe cos fels has decided that she wanna be A ROADIE with freda and A professional photographer! XD yaaay. i know i can do it. yeah man!

deviant art

MONDAY
Band practice was not bad. we played merry widow and run thru the whole song list for the concert. okay, since monica still dont know how to play drums for holiday treat yet, i decided to help her. and WHAA! it was a total MESS! i kept on laughing cos the SONG is just...funny. its slow and AHAHAH! i dont know, i guess im crazy at that moment. i always laugh when we play that SONG! grrr...yeah, so i screwed up like shit, i bet the sec ones think im a LOSER but ah who cares!(:

and TODAY!(:
i went to take photos for US visa, whaaa seriously, cant the world make our life easier?! US VISA and JAPAN VISA, want a different size of photos and each size of photos cost me freakking 6 bucks! cant they JUST accept all size of photos?! sheeeesh. okay relax. and today, probably shannen and jayni- gonna have lotsa fun during LP concert. aaah its damn ex and of course, SOMEONE didnt manage to get the FREE TICKETS for us.... dream on man! nvm, many gigs are waiting for me ahead!(:
*believe it or not, i`ve finished my MATHS homework!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! left the essays..;_; sucksucksuckssss*

and and yeah, i managed to do 980 sit-ups today!*happyhappyhappy* oh well, shane is my inspiration!XD STAY FIT siaaaa!(: hehehe i shall cover up the 20 NOW! soo, ciao!(:

some shots are available in IJPERCS blog if SOMEONE has already posted em!
:P

IJPERCS

farewell to my dear oldfriends

2007-11-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF WORK!! whaaa im gonna miss them like..shit! seriously, the first day was really boring, but somehow, as days passed by, the love grew stronger you see...HAHAHAH! IM GONNA MISS MY BESTFRIEND, MARY LOW!XDXD

last day of work was just...really really...sad cos we`re like...parting. well, lucky for me, its just across my house so...easy for me to visit!XD LOL!
and and and MARYLOW sang a new song today! the papaya song and the lalalala song. HAHAHAH! she is the cutest!XD and duh, we took tons and tons of pics, memories....XD hahaha and i showed my tricks to this uncle. and he learnt it fast! WOOOO! ghahahah fun fun. and then yes, MARY LOW peed while waiting for dinner. i was like...* where did that water came from?!* its underneath her wheelchair. OHMY! its her pee i realised!:P SO CUTE!! i kept on asking her if she wanna go to the peepee chair, but she said " NO, tak nak tak nak, ade hantuu" LOL! she and her NEVERENDING story about the tiger in toa payoh LOL!!!XD im gonna miss that story seriously! XD

so here`s some shots that we took today!(:

ahahaha more on www.felsies.deviantart.com

dear dear mary low

2007-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

MARY LOW IS DARN CUTE!XD
i made a new friend siaaaa!(: hahaha how cool is that. maybe im patient enough for this job.haha we all made new friends today, with uncle john, uncle paul and whoever they are, im bad at names you see, so haha. we played bowling game, chess, darts, and balls...YEAY! and mary low sang a new song today! JINGLE BELLS!! HAHA! sooo cute.

somehow, today felt much better than yesterday...

coolsnap by genngenn

peaceful happy times.

missionaries of charities

2007-11-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF WORK TODAY!! well, it was..kinda boring, meaningful, fun, funny, restless....mixed feelings huh?! the oldies are CUTE! lol. ahha and i made a new friend today with this granny, named Mary Lau or smtg..yeah. whaaa she is so CUTE! sheesh cant take it anymore. she speaks malay! HOW COOL CAN THAT BE! her favourite topic is about the tigers in TOA PAYOH! :O *i Am from toa payoh!* yeh...and she started to sing the nursery rhyme and clap her hands...SO CUTE luh! HAHAHAH! and yeah, she told me not to leave her cos im her BESTFRIEND! woooo..
not as bad as i think after all.!XD
HA, our break is from 11.30 til 2! we went to novena to eat.hehehe

Last Friday, Patricia, my cousin just arrived in sp0re. yeah, and she brought me to her school..which is..NANYANG! and the boarding school. whaa freaking big and new and NICE!
AH YES! I MET my childhood friend FELISA in nan yang! omg...we`re like..."RAAAAH!!!ITS YOU!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!" lol. mad mad mad!
haha and then the next day, clifford arrived. haha but his sch is in acs independent! WHAAA! POWER LA! building like,...ULTRA NICE! sheesh..okok, i still love IJ!XD

fels is ready for the next food hunting XD.

hallhallhalloween

2007-11-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

here i go again. have not been updating my blog for like...three days i think...well, am too preoccupied to type. Im LAZY! hmm

WEDNESDAY, 31st oct.
HALLOWEEN PARTEY at shannen`s house! WHAA! it was real coool and HOMG! fels was surprised that she actually bothered to buy special cups and decorated the house as freaky as possible. hmm.amazing huh!! it was sooo nice! XD love the FAKE spiders. LOL! anyway, her lizards are COOL but somehow, am just..couldnt be bothered to touch it. maybe scared? even i dont know. haha but i touched the skin! i was like...HEEEEE!! sooo nice luh! even nicer than those reptile chairs!XDXD softy, dry and comfortable!(: hehehe
anyway, we watched lotsa funny videos on youtube + scary ones!XD haha and yeah we watched this movie called SLITHER. grossness. lucky we didnt watch the reaping. its like..even more scarier than that! LOL! and you know what, slither is freakking M18. wooo fels is EIGHTEEN!XD LOL! *i dreamt about slugs last night and i got a nightmare, so i called my parents and got sick.:/, AMAZINGLY!

THURDAY, 1st nov
I sort of..."ponned" school. well, i`ve got my reasons. first of all, i was not feeling well, secondly, well...IM LAZY! ha.couldnt do anything about it ayye!
BUT guess what! FELS had finished her A-math homework and my interior design project!XD power room! go for the OPEN HOUSE yo!XD
and of course, outing with kayla to funan, looking around for PSP accesorries!XDXD my new best friend, my new life!(: *refering to psp*

and anyway...GOOD NEWS!!
"band concert ticket price is no longer $12 but TEN DOLLARS!XD "

and TODAY! HAHA!
aaaargh...well, school was cool today but somehow im not in the mood of...listening in class, so i slept.:/ yeh..haha and then copy veronica`s work! man...hopeless soul huh. ah, shall go to sleep now, or maybe....MODIFY pics for deviant!XD

anyways...cool shots.

hey percs, i`ll send it to you personally okay! i dont wanna post. im very shyshy...;D hehe sheeesh

braddells!

2007-10-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

HA school was DARN boring today, to be frank, am referring to the lessons. HEHEHE! i dont know,somehow, my mood hasnt switch to studying mood yet. i mean its like, GIVE US A BREAK MAN! 6 weeks not enough! aha, but its like..either we suffer now, or suffer next year. sheesh.

band was not so bad. HAHA! wooo jayni`s bass, awesome la! jam like shit during band today! AAh and our JUNIORS ARE IMPROVING LIKE..hell alot!XDXDXD powerfulpowerful! HAHAH! anyway, me, jayni, beverly and melissa form the COOL religion today! HAHAHAAH! *coooooooollll* LOL!! darn funny1 HAHA! and then we talked about ghost stories and real life stuff and HANNIBAL RISING! works everytime! cos that movie is DARN nice! best! AAARH! gaspard ulliel is LOVE!XD

OH yes, mrs Nicholas sent beverly, jayni and me to the macs stop at braddell! WOW! soooo nice if her! really thanks her a million billion trillion times!(: HAHAH! i feel soooo bad cos she had to move all her baby chairs to the backseat and stuff like that..yeah! really nice of her! ROCKS man!XD
i walked home with beverly today, thru braddell view! HAHA! sheesh. neighbours!XD she is sooo confused on what subject to take next year, either physics or bio. poor girl! haha but aiya, smarty pants! anything is possible and managable, right?!(:

WHAAA! i made a new friend in the lift today! a girl, live in PENTHOUSE! POWER! FINALLY! i can ONE day, visit her nice home! its PENTHOUSE SHIT! huuu...for interior ideas too! HEHE! finally, my dream comes true..HEHEHE! LOL!LOL! okok off to dinner!XD

iROADIES

2007-10-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

me and fred have decided that we`re gonna be the ROADIES just for MCFLY!XD

hmmm band was...not bad!(: yeh, what can i say, seriously. maybe just a good luck for the auditions!

and then last lesson with MS pat.i really miss holland village many many! shall bring genn who love red beans there!(: HEHEHE!

i should be in jayni`s church now, but my mom. hmm...what can i do. and yeah, its true, she`s here for me, and so i should be there for her too right?! thats the only sensible thing to do. HAHA! see, im such a nice girl. hell yes!

i went to novena with momma then, and we ate this NAN XIANG chicken rice1 cheap and NICEE!!(((: power sia!!!! and yeah, we saw this poor man, lost his fingers, arm, leg...and all, so poor thing. so i took sometime to reflects. have i been really thankful for what i have? hmm..i guess not. what a life he has. gota face every stare that people gave, bad or good.and every part of him will just..fall apart anytime, this sickness. i feel really sorry for him...and yet, he still gave a smile when i helped him cross the road. duh..but, at this state, a smile flashed, really amazing. sometimes i wonder those who wanna be skinny, pretty, and all that stuff...arent they proud of what god has given them.sheeesh fels, you`re no better anyway.

ahhaha, art was coool! my manequein is DONEE! very HOT one! HAHA! *egoness alert fels* if i can take picture...too bad i cant. so, no sample shots ppl! sorry! ;P hhaha

man, im sooo crazy over paramore now. shit. AAAH mc fly! we`re the strong girls!! *quoted from freda* HAHAHAHAH!

roller blading day

2007-10-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

AAH! scholl was quite...FUN today..cos SURPRISINGLY, there`s ROLLER BLADING session! whaaa sooo unexpected! its like..the weirdest, but FUN post exam activities. all big big thanks to MELISSA HENG!!(: she taught me how to skate...and yeh, i did it. i rmbered what jayni and fred had taught me last time-ice skating.HAHAH! funneh! its really weird...ppl think ice skating is harder, but i think otherwise! weird huh?! and its soooo SURPRISING for a skateboarder for not being able to roller blade?helloww, skateboard has FOUR wheels...:P i`ve got reasons! HAHAHA!

AH! BIO SPA! sheesh, i didnt finish doing it! roar! i thought i can fail it, but Mr tang who marked the first ten, including ME ;D, he said that everybody will definately PASS! *relieved man*

CONNIE came today! +++ WITH FERERO ROCHER! POWER LA! (: really happy to see her again!XDXD loooong timeee...mymymy. and yeh, we chatted outside the bandroom, with mr chan and mr tang...haha for the first time, jr band was FUN!:P but yes! our junior is improving alott....reallyy proud of them.

hell yes, percussion, more like..1/3 percussion, were practising our section competition piece...HAHA! but aaarh, POOR veronica, she gotta go ESPLANADE all by herself, just to get scores...poor girl! but aah, we decided to play RAN KAN KAN for the comp!XD hahhaha...fun sia!

and readers, COME COME and JOIN US for AN XMAS concert, 1st dec at CHIJ TOA PAYOH SEC SCH HALL, tickets sold at $12. time has not been decided yet. :P really happy to have your support!XD (fyi, its a fund-raising concert!)

pissed-off

2007-10-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

school was kinda boring today! i mean..its like..all the talks and everything..NO TEACHERS-thats the good part :P
we sort of "started" on differentiation today! wooo me and veron managed to get some of the ideas! reallly is something!XD hahaha

and then laughing and talking with hui geok and germaine and crystal..whaa...voice almost gone seeh! HAHHAHA!

and then yes, veron intro me this game...the NEW version of the game..about the random sentences thing1 HAHA! DARN FUNNY!!lOL!

band was..fine. just dont have the mood today. cos aaarhh...i dont know..i feel soooo..heavy? its like..the mud flood begin again in indon..and aaarh..every single day, people died..non-stop and the mud flows wider and wider. a chance for it to strike home is soooo BIG and it can happen anytime. aaarh...and my friends think that i`ve change a little these days. getting more..stern and sometimes...frustrated although most of the time i..laughed.haha okay, i really dont know cos i dont feel the change..i mean..i cant possibly judge myself. and i dont know, i just feel that its my TURN to fight for what i want instead of giving in to people all the time like some stupid, dumb ass. gullible?! sheesh
and hell no if ppl gonna take advantage of me all the time..that just sucks, dont you think so? and anyway..i dont want to be known as the "STUPID ASS" even though im anot the coolest person on earth! and i know some ppl are just...like..dont friend people that much cos they`re UNCOOL and i think its just childish! i think i shall organize an UNCOOL campaign with me friends and we probably can earn big bucks from that!
HAHA!.

aaah, whatever, life sucked that much huh...

hello CLARKE QUAY

2007-10-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED + BLESSED FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY SHALYN!

Band was okay...KINNY CAME!XDXDXD whaa miss her like many many. hmm..okay, me and chu ying gotta run with the sec ones. ITS OK! fit man!

and then i rushed to west coast for english. hmmm...it was fun!(: haha and then i went to work for the FIRST day. uhuh...delivered 8 tanks today and yet, i can feel the fatigues on my back and legs and hands and everwhere. uhuh..labour, what dyou expect! the tank was HUGE! okay, i made new friends today. cosmas and nicole. uhuh, both are SIXTEEN! youngest here...cosmas and me gotta carry the tanks to houses and flats...okay, fun and creepy. haha
and it was RAINING! sheeesh... how lucky.

cant go to jayni`s church!;_; have never been there for so long. sighs.
OH HELL YES I MISS HOLLAND VEE!

and then all of us labourers took a break in CLARKE QUAY! and yeh, my family came to fetch me! ;P haha and then i started to do my shots and all... fun fun fun. but i only get to take pics when its like..DARK at night...after work. now i cant even walk, shit. so $80 earned today! whooohooo $$$ and fels probably gained 5 kg of muscles..;P kidding.

I NEED A POUCH- SCREEN PROTECTOR- AND MOD STUFF for my PSP! SHEEESH....and all thanks to FREDA, joel lawrence is the FIRST in my fav.photographer list! POWER SHOTS!XD

woolabaaha

2007-10-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

school was good today! science centre was...well okay, not bad. its just..the queueing in macs part that sucked. man, it was crowded! hahha...yeh, duh, i GOT my food!XD fries and flurry, best lunch man.

aha, job attachment was...okay...at first i thought its gonna be FUN! cos i chose commercial stuff..but then, they moved me to CIP! okay, kinda sad, but i dont have to do ANY CIP HOURS next year, which rocks many many! XD so fels is no longer sad about it, but yeah, i got a job in St theresa home...hopefully its FUN man!XD I shall introduce those oldies to THE WORLD OF ROCK! HAHAHAH!!man, cant imagine them singing along to my type of songs!:P hahhaha

Me and crystal and Germaine kept on laughing cos i dont know why, but everytime i stepped in to class, i rmbr that MOCCA GUY, "hey im selling my house..."LOL! and then i`ll laugh to meself. man, it seems soooo retarded! SHEEESH! i think i shall stop making fun of those people! lol! HAHAHAHAH!

ANYWAY, fels decided to TAKE THE CHALLENGE!!!XD ME gonna work as an oil tank deliverer for 14 DAYS ONLY! XD yeah man, try it! this is life! must get the taste of it in every situation! aha im gonna start next week. luckily im not gonna drive the car!XD i just have to carry the damn tank and send it to houses...which is kinda cool...HOUSES...hahahaha. $80 per day! weehee $$$ here i come!XD this is LABOUR man. FELS IS DOING LABOUR. how cool can that be. ok

talking about "situation", i watched ETF new vid! HAHAHAHAH! DARN funny! OHMG!!! ronnie! LOL!! max <3

FOUND MY WALLET!!!

2007-10-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

XDXDXD YES! FOUND my wallet! i called SBS transit sevice and yeah, they found it, the wallet with a singfest ticket covernf my ez-link card1XDXDXD power man! PRAISE THE LORD!!! FREAKING HAPPY LA!!

yeah, i walked around clarke quay this evening...man, it was soooo beautiful. i wished i brought my camera! shit la! but whoaa...it was sooo coool, those bars and "innovative" modern restaurant! the price is reasonable too!XD so next time, i`ll bring my friends there! wheehee!XD

teeho! today`s band prac was good, not so bad! our junior is improving!XD
and yeah, talking to veron about the FUNNY COMMERCIALS! HAHA! laugh like crazy i tell you! funny funyy, okay, i shall prepare myself for tmrw`s result man! shit la...hols over...;O

evil hits me

2007-10-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Germaine and hui geok went to my house this morning. okay, we watched movies....gigollo wannabe, detective connan, my boss my hero...it was more like...oguri shun fandom! HAHA! funneh! but well, it was raining and so they could stay BIT longer..:p haha hopefully they enjoyed it man!

aha, after celebration, me and my fam went to city hall. it was cool. everything went well...and then HELL YEA,

FELS GOT HERSELF A NEW SLIM&LITE PSP!XDXDXD

i was just..happy, and then we ate the korean mixed rice! man, it was really HEAVENLY!

and guess what when we were about to go home?! I LOST MY WALLET!
DAMN I LOST MY WALLET! this is bullshit man!
My freakking wallet...my first time and it hit me hard..im losing my mind.
i am in desperate need of money, and taadaa this is what i got?! bullshit man.
My ez-link card, my singfest dearest ticket that i kept, my FAKE american express credit card, my ATM CARD that took centuries to be ready, FREE CASH CARD form hp printer, FREE MOVIE TICKET....$5 bucks worth of paper money, MY CCA COMM member badge, my precious coins...., jayni`s precious key chain, germaine`s locker key...SHIT SHIT SHIT!this is full fo shit yo! i feel really shitty now, but somehow, no shit is coming out! could my day get any worse...could i get any richer?

im desperate to find a job now. drums tutoring is NOT enough!
what i feel like doing right now, is to pay my parents back. they`ve provided me with pocket money all these while, and then i lost em all...the cost for renewing ez-link and atm card...its like..a lot..man, this is bullshit! and and i felt really bad for using my money to buy PSP! at least i used my $$$ to buy PSP! if not, i think im just gonna die... i feel so sucky and shitty now...
at first, was so excited and all about my new PSP...and now, im as dead as a corpse.

boredom

2007-10-14T10:45:00.000+08:00

haha k im real bored, waiting for guests...*sighs.

PARAMORE NEW VID!XD LOVE IT!
man, i love her.many credits to fueled by ramen

gee,this ad, i think its retarded XD hahhahha
man, i love this soo much that i actually bother to search it on youtube..;P

*random*this one, a bit the gross..hahhahha

all credits to youtube for making my day..sheesh.

XD

2007-10-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

today was good. kinny freda and jayni cam over in the morning for photoshoot. hmm...freda looks pretty!XD sorry fred, thanks a lot for the help! really really appreciate it! XD oh yeh, thanks to you AGAIN, my work is done! ready! i`ll credit you! promise!(: aha and kinny looked like a celeb! power!(: haha nice scarf! jayni is just BLACK as usual! only this time, cooler, cos my pants HAHAHAH!kidding* then we went jamming, and we saw Mr Armstrong on our way. XD cool cool.

Jamming was okay...not that bad! XD yeah, we wasted lots lots of time. we really need SONGLIST next time! i mean....seriously! if not, everybody willl be like.." NEXT SONG? ANYTHING..." ha! so yeah, but nevermind! at least we get to eat kfc cos the rendang stall closed!;( aha but we know teh place already. all thanks to holas!(: oh btw, power bass!XD

After exams, many many ppl ask me to play cs, but somehow...i told them to play next week! cos cos cos im a NOOB like...REAL NOOB right now! i needa practise really! practise like SHIT! Grrrr...i didnt touch the game for like.....5 weeks? and suddnely my SPECIAL eyes just...gone.;/ sheesh. how cool. i tried to play the ims, and i got giddy already, cant imagine cs man! and i needa practise my shooting, cos when you get giddy,you cant shoot, you`ll die die die... whats this man! i need my "power" back. haha.

My photography skills is improving...hmm(: hehe i wanna be those photographer in charge of gigs! xD then i can meet those bands FACE TO FACE! hahaha how wonderful can that be *thinking...wondering*

okay, chatting time. haha...;P

FREEEEEEEEddooooommm......

2007-10-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

FELS IS NOT A NERD ANYMORE!!!XD

Yes! this feeling!! is just....G.R.E.A.T!!! XDXDXD
i feel so happy so high that i can fly!!! wheeehehheeee
wow! for the past five weeks, i`ve been through hell! and now im like..FREE!! wow!! speechless! (: HAHAHA!! yes veron, I CAN SMEEL IT! FREEDOM!!XD

oh well, the papers are hard but who cares! have fun while i can! i miss my dvd player, my movies, my mp3, my deary bed and sleep, my CS!!!, my skate, my drumstick, my camera, my art canvas, my everything!! HAHAHA! ;D

i cant wait to attend art class today! soon!(: YAY! i miss my friends!! and yeah, all of my friends cos i didnt talk to them much for the past...4 to 5 weeks?! i really needa plan man! this is seriously gonna be fun!

alright! here is how it goes so far:
TOMORROW: company momma walk2( im sucha good girl)
FRIDAY: RENDANG DAY! jamming! XDXDXD man, i miss my drummys.
SATURDAY: skate! oh yeah skate!
SUNDAY: trying to sneak into cinemas ( RESIDENT EVIL: EXTINCTION yo!)

thats for the week....hahaah probably im gonna spend the rest of my time, playing CS, i needa train seriously! cos im real noob-ass right now! i didnt touch CS for the last 5 weeks and it sucks! i gotta be ready for the MASS CS DAY too! HAHAHA! excited excited!

my WISH LIST:
1. RESIDENT EVIL EXTINCTION
2. CS
3. skating
4. jamming
5. tee`s for a new life ahead
6. photography
7. i needa find models to carry photoshot session! grr
for those who`re interested--- the theme is " AFFAIR"
so i need it to be RED and BLACK and white kinda picture...whatever
8. I NEED ICE CREAM!
9. update blogs and webs
10. deviant art photos
11. shit i needa pee!

haha...byebye

BYEBYE

2007-09-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

ME ON HIATUS!
gonna be back after the awful misery`s over!(:

BOO

2007-09-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

I feel a lot better today. well, yesterday, after passing nathan`s cd to jayni, i fell real sick i dont know why...i was trembling. this stupid painful shit just...real torture! i collapsed on the freakking bus. uhuh this lady was helping me up and offered me a water. okay...everybody stared at me like shit. the bus driver was terrified. man, this kinda thing real suck. its sooo...okay embarrassing and you know, that feeling when you`d rather be invisible then going through all these things. shit.yes, fels was home safely, surprisingly. i ran back, so yeah, tip number one: run for your life!

FELS GOTTA NEW SKATE FELS GOTTA NEW SKATE XD

today its me sis` turn! before i left the house to meet kinny, there she goes again. so i gotta clean up the damn room. lucky im not late!(: heh

studying with kinny today was fun!XD WHAA national library is damn big!XD
and there are so many photoshop guide books and i cant resist not to borrow em! but even if i do, when the hell am i able to read?! hah.

yes browsing at HMV before that! HOMG! lotsa cd i wanna buy but they`re EX!
sheesh...nvm kinny, when we`re FILTHY RICH...(:

and we were soooo amused when we passed by LASELLE.SIA! sexy shit!;P

okok...gotta mug right now...its the

NERD TIME EVRYONE!XD

boredom...

2007-09-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

hey ho. im back from a short "hiatus"
im at the mount elizabeth hospital right now with my grandma, helping her for her check up.(sucks yo ;P)

anyway, first thing in the morning, A-MATH lesson! okay, was damn tiring but fun! okay...maybe im a real geek? but oh wells, who cares....

my report card was...B.A.D. mhmm..nevermind, at least i got another chance (: Go FOR IT!XD

im supposed to be with kin and fred right now!!! STUDY GROUP?! BUT see, cos im sucha nice granddaughter...(: im such an angelic creature after all! hehehe... GRANDMA!!! YOU BETTER BUY ME CHOCOLATE IN RETURN! HMPH!

okay, i gotta rush to jayni`s church later at 6 and COME BACK again to the hospital! all of this for RHCP disc...gotta return it to nathan! anyway..thanks for the cd nathan...but WHY JAYNI PASS IT TO ME SOOOOOO LATE! grrrr...
i dont even have the chance to listen to it...;( nevermind...

aha...tuition at west coast was not bad! my mom dont like the area though...but well, it was real nice and cosy inside! esp with JENNIFER! thanks for the company and ride!(: HAHAHA! real fun!
and yes, ms pat was damn happy today!(:

YESTERDAY

SHOPPING WITH KINNY!(: *groceries, FYI*
fun man! haha but oh well, very tempting! oh yeah, i tried to fast today and it was a great success so far!XDXDXD

and then guess who i saw?!
ALVIN KHOO! HAHAH! small small bishan! sheeesh...
i saw FELICIA FOO too but she didnt see me, nevermind!(:

haha okok, i gotta rush to adam now...

a "never ENDING" holidays...

2007-09-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

HOLLA! back after the "LONG LONG" holidays! i know i`ve not been blogging for soo damn long..oh well, i cant be bothered after all...

alot of things happened this week...let me summarise!(: HAHA
* outing with freda
*finishing homework day
*study geog and bio ONLY so far...
*jamming (more like..cam whoring session
*art lesson (fun as usual)
*watch the simpsons and happy feet (lamos!)
*companying friends shopping and i got 3 G.A.P shirts at the end of the day in return XD
*meeting freda to return dslr camera and trying out jumper
*skateboarding

thats pretty much it...

today was all good, meeting fred at clarke quay...haha! and we went to long john after that...i OWED HER 1.20!!! *remember~
and then went home to celebrate granny`s 74th bday! haha live healthily ever after allright! and then yes, skateboarding at 8 pm with cass and keith. i fell onto the pool! dang it! HAHA! so the pool side is not a good place for skating after all...*DUH* well, we`re short of space..you know...

uhh...here`s some shots taken when we`re bored during jamming last thur...HAHA! sheesh *we`re damn hot yo!*

ah yes, we did some jumping!;P
thats all folks!(: nightos!

AROUND THE CITY IN 5 hours!(:

2007-09-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

DIANAH`s party was a BLAST! FREAKING AWESOME!XDXDXD
thanks for inviting yo! and ZOMG! really! thanks a lot for the "souvenirs", which more like...gifts?! whaa couldnt thank u enough! seriously...THANK YOUSSS!!
fels is happy..ehehehehehehe

TODAY WAS JUST...tiring but ENJOYABLE! all thanks to FRED the FREDA!XDD THANKS ALOT for the company! REALLY! damn fun! we took a lot of picture! oh well, surprisingly...cos my batt was super low..but we managed to take 29 pictures! how cool is that HAHA! we walked around esplanade...and then to boat quay and then to clarke quay...aha we saw levan! sheesh.
and then we went to clarke quay! WEE! we walked around the central shopping mall! haha super fun! and then....this riverpoint shopping mall or smtg...wow1 the lift is just...heavenly! HAHA! after a long walk...like about...3 hours? we planned to chill out and rest at coffee bean! and we bought SMALL pure.choc ice blended. and it was REALLy small like...SMALL! haha sheesh..and it tasted DISGUSTING! we shall stick to belgian choc. next time fred!XD Oh and wow! novena church today was DAMN FULL!!! WHAA! many many people! its like....until the overhead bridge and the road?! fels shocked!
really really thank you FREDA!XD i have a good time today! we shall do this more often! HEHEHE!

here`s the link to some pics! these are just samples! copyrighted by freda and fels! (mostly by freda!)im too lazy to resize the photo, so yes the links.

sample ONE

sample TWO

sample THREE

oh and THANK YOU for THE PARAMORE CD! thanks to alicia, matt, benjamin, russell and tj cornelius! and please stop talking about how great UK is. ya`ll are making me jealous! GRR! good luck for tmrw`s gig..again..without me. im damn sad man! haha...(: peace from singapore!

and so...i`ve noticed!(: freda loves architexture! <3

F.L.U

2007-08-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

YES I GOT FLU! I was like..dandy happy fine in the morning, but then after recess a i started to sneeze and sneeze non-stop! i could hardly breathe. does that mean i got high nose pressure? cos the "mucus" deposit in the walls of the blood vessels to my nose is SO MUCH that it decrease the lumen size, and thus i could harly breathe..? oh my! is mucus = fats!? i can die of suffocation! eeek...sheesh...im talking crap.

so people around me, im very sorry, esp VERONICA who seats next to me! poor girl! im sorry...its damn gross! even i felt the grossness! haha i feel real bad! sheesh! sorry ronner! oh well, but i couldnt help it. i wont be able to breathe if i didnt do so.

hah and then i went home and sleeeep!XD I LOVE MY BED! i feel better now though...(: so fels can go to sch tmrw and laugh at TEACHERS! HAHAHA! sheesh

no cs, no animes, no movies, no skating and no life after today. exam preparation shit. WHY isit called examination by the way?! i feel like killing the person who invent the word "examination" right now.

JAYNI the wong

2007-08-29T19:24:00.000+08:00

JAYNI the WONG had her birthday on the 28th of aug!!!
oh my, real sorry for the late post cos well, chem ca today and i was super tired..

blessed fifteen birthday jayni! you`re FIFTEEN!! FIFTEEN! be a colourful girl!XD

Chem CA was hard..not SO hard but hard. hmm...5 more weeks to final year exam! grrr *stressed*

dance today was..not bad! HAH! me and germaine are indeed make a good couple!XDXDXD and oh my, fels is dancing?! MAMBO?! WHOOHOO! how cool is that..aha but im a total noob! so...yeah. (i know SOMEONE wanna learn it *LAUGH OUt LOUD*)

aha went to holland vee today after art sketching. and zoomgg! guess who i saw?! RAYMOND SYE! and ROAr he`s form ACS INT?! OMG! i dont even know?! wow fels! and and and he is like....my best childhood friend! and we met in SINGAPORE?! WHA! i tell you....sheeesh... sometimes, weird things just appeared....and when they do, you feel like fainting...! roar...anyway, nice to meet you again my friend! HAHA! and hell yeah i can ask him for my art survey! DEFINATELY! God`s on MY SIDE! MUACHAHAHAHAHAH!*high high*

Kyle and jerome`s tennis rackets are SEXY! very nice! i like.
oh..and i still wonder who you are... sheesh

and DIANNAh`s birthday party is coming up! *EXCITED*
next destination...*drum rollls*--- SENTOSA!tadaaaa....

KINNY the darling

2007-08-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINNY DARLING! blessed sixteen birthday!XD

school was fine. good grade for bio XD way to go fels! hehe bad grade for chem! hehehe lol.

chem remidial was not bad!(: nice nice! haha ate sweets NON STOP! im gonna get obese soon. ;P *EEEEk*

FELS BROKE HER SUPER THICK DRUMSTICK!
and FELS BROKE HER SKATE!!! i tried to do 360 flip but FAILED, and the damn skate cracked...oh man... i needa new skate...i needa new games...i need psp, i need freedom, i need holidays....i need food, i need to jam, i need double pedals..LOTSA LOTSA LOOTSA THINGS! *SCREAM*

sheeeeeshh.....

JACK the TUTU

2007-08-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

sheesh. today was somehow good, somehow bad.
indo-mie for breakfast XDXDXD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE TUTU FAITh CHENG CRASHERINA! wooo long long name1 (: blessed sixteen birthday..oh man..old old old...tsk tsk tsk tsk...

and then met jayni and danyeow to "chill out". ehm... its kinda boring...i spoilt everything. sorry about that. cos im real annoyed.

sometimes you cant overcome your emotions that you would find it helpful to spit it to someone you trust. so, now you find it mean when im being OPEN and giving a " dont give a shit" kinda attitude?! hah, when im too nice, you think im TOO nice. when im not being nice, you think im SO MEAN! sheesh. well, these few days, i didnt feel bad at all scolding people, insulting them..and all...maybe its part of growing up? hell no if you`re gonna take advantage of my "kindness". i think thats stupid too...at least i started to say NO to most things nowadays... but im not gonna let em bother me and change me into someone im not, which is suck. yes, im pissed at A FEW people right now. sheesh, talking to me when they need something and give the cold shoulder when they dont need anything?!

now i know why people dislike being with ya`ll
i`ve tried to accept ya`ll for who you all are
but it turns out that ya`ll take it for granted
go to hell...

evrybody`s gonna love today

2007-08-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

A-math lesson was FUN today! surprisingly FUN! im fully awake throughout the whole lesson. thats like... miracle!

and then chill out with germaine, peiying and hui geok at town! WHAA!SUPER FUN! HAHAHA!! and we ate yoshi! sadly, no students meal!*KRIES* and yeah...hui geok never stop talking about ahem ahem..cough cough! *kidding la!(:

and then met up with ken, danyeow, rufus and gerald to buy jayni`s stuff...GENN CHEATED ME! She didnt even tell me until i asked...*fels is damn sad!* haha kidding...its allright! (: and yes, of course, people STARE! ij girl hanging out at TOPMAN with guys?! ha, so fully expected! Is Ij girl really THAT PRETTY that you like to stare at us?! DOH! if i can change people`s mind... cant we hang out with friend comfortably as you people do? tsk... tsk tskkk....

and then JAYNI`s bday celebration! XD it was simple and great, accompanied with undefined- love from all of us. WE LOVE JAYNI! blessed advanced birthday. she looks happy. thats good!(: and she wore BLACK AND WHITE again..expected..haha! LOLNESS!

hmm...preparation was not bad... and hah! until now, i cant stop laughing whenever i see keyboard..as in computer keyboards...and even when i`m eating...if i remember this vid, i just cant stop laughing like shit..all thanks to KEN! hahahahaha lol

all credits for this video to "Agen0". (:

PROMENADE THEATRE

2007-08-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

ZOMG! PROMENADE WAS..... BRAVO!

im gonna write in YELLOW today cos i just ate banana! okay stupid but yeah..boredom can kill. hmm...yesterday was real fun!

i went to veronica`s house and stayed there till like..the promenade..and Valerie helped us to perm our hair...i looked DISGUSTING! veron looked SUPER HOT! im not sweet talking here, im stating the fact!XD yes i dont know y, my hair was just...ewww. haha and then we went to J8, with verons dad and mom and bro! oh and we met brandon and his friend too, lunch at food court. ahem and guess who i saw...ALVIN KHOO AND ELBON! WHAA! small small world! bishan anyway! hahahaha. yeah and yes! veron`s mom bought me a bracelet! i felt real bad but i really really appreciate it! i owe you, veron!XD THANKYOUS SOOO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! sorry to trouble you and your family on that DAY! HAHAHA!XD it was fun though! and i showed her the photoshop vid! haha damn cool!

WE WERE EARLY for promenade! ahem! and yeah make up...the lady, who did the make up for me, abit..scary...but she`s pretty!haha her nails are super LONG and REDDDE! oh luckily the make up was not SOOO THICK! PHEW! i looked less scary than my imagination. hah! yeah and then i stayed back to watch the promenade. VERON LEFT ME! *KRIES! hahaha but its okay, maybe she`s tired! (: AND THE WHOLE THING WAS SUPERB! PRO LUH!! whaaa...fels shocked! and whoaa super la! speechless! and i passed by this group of girls and guys, and one of them was like.." IT WAS F****** AWESOME". then my heart went " WHEEE" HAHAHAH!! of cos! duh! CHIJ man! what do you expect?! we`re FAR FROm CHEAP and SLUTS! you can never imagine how gifted and EXPENSIVE and talented and high we are! dont think of us that lowly allright!(: and please DONT STARE at any CHIJ-ans.cos we`re just like any other human beings... well, thanks if you think we`re special!XD

and thank yous agnes for the ride home!XD hehehe sorry to trouble you and your mom and your granny too allright!(:

ok, off to geog PROJECT!
ROAR! projects and homeworkSSS and TESTSSS really spoil my LIFE!
oh and i still wondeing who you are.

so long my blog!

2007-08-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

YOOHOO!! FELS BACK YO! ORANGE FEEVEER!XD

yes, i havent been blogging for a SHORt time. haha. and yes too, tomorrows PROMENADE! WHEEHEE*JUMP for JOY* this means that ITS GONNA be OVER SOON! HELL YEAH!XD this rocks!

the BIG NEWS for the day...."FELS DID NOT GO To SCH TODAY!" POWER! HAHAH!! cos cos we`re allowed to skip sch on wed and thur...so, take the advantage man! :P and plus, ppl said sch was so slack and boring..beeh! so perfect timing fels!(:

yes holland vee for tuition! SADLY, Ms Pat`s gonna move to WEST COAST?! KRIES!* one hour journey on the bus...and yeah, cant hang out with keisha and gang anymore! yes, can but SELDOM! EEEK! sad sad fels! nevermind...

oh and photoshop is just so COOL! wow. suze showed all of us some tricks...like, changing eye colour, modifying blurr picture into an 8 megapixels photo shot, changing hair colours, and alter pepole`s body to make it looks WAY WAY WAY skinnier! its like..O.O OMG! even the rib bones can appear?! how could she! a real pro! Zhizing gonna love this topic! *hint hint*

until now, im still wondering...the name the name the name....shit! im gonna figure it out ONE FINE DAY! after all, fels like mysteries!(:

PS: Crey, HOW COULD YOU ALTER MY PHOTO UNTIL THAT EXTREME?! im shocked frustrated and scared and i think you`ve become a "dangerous" person. gasps* dont ever ever touch my photos ever again! CRAZY GIRL! ;P

HEHEHHUHUHAHAHOHO

2007-08-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

First day of school was not that bad... not as boring as i`ve expected BUT! still, i felt sleepy, howeverrr, THIS TIME, I DIDNT SLEEP IN CLASS! yaaay! fels such a good student! HEHEEHEHEHE! okay rubbish...

me and veronica are gonna join the sec ones to see the preview of promenade! and ZOMG! its 18th soon! means its GONNA BE OVERRR!! wheeheee...*evilness* oh and congrats veronicaXD

and you know what.... I RODE THE NOKIA 156 BUS!

okay, i know its a bit WOLS! in fact, VERY WOLS! but i dont care. fels enjoyed it cos its her FIRST TIME! seriously, its damn nice luh! its just that...there are only a few bells to stop and they`re quite far apart! rah! but it was nice!(: HHEHEHE!! going home with veronica was fun!XD

yes, i needa study like now... im getting lazier and lazier...just not in the mood....motivation please...

i just cant wait for the end of FYE! whaa then i can have GIGS, CS, OUTINGS, MOVIES....WHEEHEEEE! go for it! but before studying, people needa rest dont they?! ;P hehehheh off to nap! <3

LOL!

2007-08-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

RAAAH!! SCH tomorrow! *puke*

i miss my friends though! anyway..today was tiring...running here and there, jellyhearts and all for ruf ruf..happy birthday!(:

My toe is still a pain in my ass!

AND YEAH! MOVIE WITH JENNIFER TODAY!!XDXDXD HArry POTTER and the order of the phoenix!XD oh and yeah disturbia!XD hahahaha so fun! XD POPCORN IS NICE!

OH! AND ZOMG! okay, its evilness but...sry cant help it! me and me sis sat on the bus in front of this...guy...sleeping with his mouth open...and his face`s just LOOKED RETARDED! HAHA! i just couldnt help laughing my heart out...baaaah! its like..everyone on the bus was looking at me, wondering why i laughed so much...haha so i pretended to show me sis my phone, hoping ppl to think that i received a funny msg and thus i laughed! okay lameness....
still laughing here...luckily im not THAT evil to take picture of it and POST it...whaa thats the ULTIMATE! *im such an angelic creature ;B*

yesterday was just....crazy. Sheila wanted to buy undies so i followed her..to some undies boutique. okay, honestly, they`re cute but gross! ;P haha and she got herself a bikini-duh for hot people... and okay, dumbness...when i walked out of the store, i didnt realise that a g-string stuck, hanging on my hair...until the shopkeeper told me about it..;P *BUSTED* ukdsvhileigl;QAQQq!!!!!! LOSER LOSER LOSER!

okok, sleep sleep ciaoooo!XD

SINGFEST!

2007-08-09T21:14:00.001+08:00

HOMG! im gonna write in RED!! cos today`s a special day!(: *not national day hoh*!;P

i cant believe that i WENt for SINGFEST!! ROAR!!!!!
all thanks to YEOW for making today possible!(: REALLY THANK YOU! i dont know what to say anymore....HAH! ;D *fels is super happy!

BUT!! BUT!BUT!BUT!BUT!

I MISSED AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i always dream of meeting them, seeing them FACE TO FACE! my dream`s almost come true today (thanks to yeow) BUT! i got the stupid DRAMA COMPETITION!!RAAAAH!! Y must it be today?! ;_; *fels feel like dying like..now*

its like...WHAAAA!!ROAR! shit luh! but anyway... a7 doesnt worth ten bucks after all huh?! i want THE REV`s DRUMSTICK SHIT! i wanna see synyster gates?! WTH!! roaaaar.... thanks to shiq studio for spoiling my whole damn day.

i moshed today though, and whaa it was SUPEr violent! mhmm and so i fell on the ground, three PPL ON TOP OF ME!!! and whaaa...i broke my toe nail! i just found it out at home, the whole converse shoe was like..red! whaa bleed so much! no wonder its pain!;P haha anyway, i managed to watch... the great spy experiment?, one buck short, crowned king, cobra starship...yeah....better than nothing!(thanks again YEOW!)(:

art competition?! HMM not bad! the first two hours i was grumbling and babbling about singfest, complaining and all...surprisingly, they apologised! its allright ppl, im just being nuts!;P haha
anyway, honestly, my binded chest was damn paain okay! it was such a torture! dont ever ask me to be a boy or having the boy role in any plays! cos its PAIN! and im a girrrl,...so i think ya`ll should`ve use a REAL BOY! HAHAH! but surprisingly, i looked like aboy...not that bad...haha ;P *EGO! yes picture will be up soon yea, patience is virtue. but but isit dangerous to upload pics? i mean, ppl on earth can just crop ur face and paste it to some....picture?body? raah! kk, shut up fels! HAHA! YES photo will be uploaded!(:
dont bother about other class ppl! WE WILL WIN! CONFIDENCE! i know they were all damn good but we`re good too! thats y we`re in this studio right?! HAHAH! we`re all gonna be winners in the end anyway.!whats the big deal? its just LCD tivo! the fact that we`re HERE in this world, prove that we`re winners indeed(:.. so cheer up mates...(*aussie accenT) HAHAHAHA!! immitating bree and george was FUN! ;P LOL!LOL!

and i made new friend today she`s PAULINE!(oops sorry if i spell it wrongly haha ) another A7 fans!XDXDXD YEAH MAN! she`s from america! WHOOHOO! oh, and also, grace intro a guy to me...and oh man i forgot his name! BAHAHAHAHA!!hello i`ve got monkey arms!;P

and yeah, here i am, siting in front of the screen with a swollen hurting heart...AND TOE! ;_; but today was real good. tomorrow will be better! i`ll just dream about getting the rev`s sticks and hug him tight tight!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! ;P

haha

2007-08-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

today was fine, went home with veronica!XD and then sleeep! but oh shit there`s chem test tmrw! lucky got no night rehearsal! but im gonna come for it tmrw, bonding with perc yo! HAHAH!!XD

btw btw,i`ve always wanted to post this! she`s HOT! *gasps*!

enjoy. i know you like it, darryl! dont kiss the screen! personal hygene please!;P

sing fest here i come

2007-08-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE PEENKIFIED ZEBRA!
gerald sim

Drama rehearsal was just....fun but troublesome! My friends were forced to "doll me up", made me looked like some shitty ass bimbo...to put it simply, i looked disgusting! whaa srsly! i bet the judges gonna scream when they see me...save the trouble please?! and hellow, im ON STAGE! you expect people to see you wearing thick thick eyeliner and mascarra? whaaa....cannot make it luh! DAMN FAR! i even left my converse shoes on my class. *ehbvfqklhenc RYU!!!!!!~!!! * inhale.....exhale...

and then i rushed like crazi to meet jayni in bishan, but well, turned out that im too early..haha stupidity! yeah then we went to national library and chill. and then food court...which she refered to as "a nice place to hang out at". HAHA! we bought ice lemon tea and she "stole" 6 straws! and the women kept on starring...at me, who faced her...whaa...too much! its like as if she got a "crushed on me"! EGONESS!!;P

and we met SHANNEN!!XDXDXD she`s peenkeefied! evyrbody was! HAHAHAH!! LOL!

and then yeah. yeow gerald and rufus came...and hell yeah, they like the JELLYHEARTS!HAHAH!NICE RIGHT?! i know i know! fels got GOOD TASTE!:XDXDXD hahahaha and oh man, GERALD is PEENKIFIED! ;P

and fels is super angry cos SOMEONE cracked HER dearest BLEACH GAME! he claimed that HIS BROTHER cut it! screw you man! *crack knuckles!* roar...

and you know what...

FELS IS GOING TO SING FEST!!! SING FEST DAMMIT!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

memeko

2007-08-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

today was...wooo tiring but fun!
luckily i didnt come late for band! phew fels. the problems at home just got more and more difficult to handle....sigh, but band cheered me up!(:
Merry widow is DAMN nice la!

i ran all the way to Hertfort road to collect my jellyhearts! whaaa 3 taxis sia! they dont effing know where the hell is that! well well, so much for singaporeans! baaaah! i spent effing $18 okay! for taxi fare alone! I CAN GET A CD OKAY! SCREW YOU!chill....

and GREAT! I forgot to bring my script AND danyeow`s stuff! i really really feel BAD! man...forgetful woman! sheesh. and then i ran all the way to cine to meet them up! they didnt watch simpsons in the end, cos tickets were selling fast! BAHAHA! good thing, you saved money ppl!xD so we went to chill at BK and walk around orchard road, buying present for ehm ehm. see, we`re so nice i know!;P

they left and yeah, left with me alone, wondering around raffles, orchard and novena to find STRAWBERRY HELLO PANDAS! BAH! sooo difficult to find it! and yea, after 2 whole hours i found the store and buy lotsa PEENK stuff for ehm ehm!XD

sadly, i couldnt go to church today! baah...drama rehearsal! its okay, there`s still next weeksss...ehehehe
drama class was hilarious and crazii as usual! and i fell on my BUTT, trying to do 360 degrees flip on my skateboard! *false hope la fels* and yet they make it COMPULSORY for me to be able to do that! *practise make perfect huh?* OH! and the kissing scene for joy and mark! HOMG! HAHAHAHAHA!! have fun man! XDXDXD we will SURE WIN! HAHAHAHAH!!LOL!!LOL!! grossness! but are you sure the soft tape will work?! haha good luck man!
oh...and whaa..i dont look like a boy at ALL! its like....far far far away from a boy. my voice! BLEAHS!...

LOUIS to LOUISA!!hahahha
louis "transformed" into a girl today! bHAHAHAH!!ZOMG! RETARDED PPL! just for LCD?! nice boobies tho! but its VERY FAKE! HAHAHAH!oMG!! too much too much! you made me laugh till my face turned damn red! and my tummy damn pain okay! HAHAH!!lOL!! CRAZZZIIII!!

dinner with max keisha and gang was fun! wei nam kee!nice chicken!XDXDXD HAHAHA
and FINALLY! i finished making roses!XD whaa hand pain sia! 5 roses! not bad heh...;P

shique theatre

2007-08-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

today was okay...school was fine cos its a FRIDAY!
BUT!
first thing in the morning, me and veron have to try on the leotard and leggings! they`re ULTIMATELY GROSS! no offense but yea, its like the first time after many many centuries that im gonna wear em again. the first first time i wore its....not ballet- I NEVER JOIN BALLET! NEVER- swimsuit!duh! i used to love swimming last time...but not so now...cos the costume is just GROSS! its so tight and maybe doesnt suit for people like me...i dont have the body u see, and i got nothing to show!(: so i usually wear shorts and tees to swim and now, IM FORCED TO WEAR LEOTARD?!!! AND LEGGINGS?! they`re so tight that STOCKINGS are more like it okay...and Mr armstrong wants me to order size S? but idc, im ordering size L! it will be such a miracle if they allow me to step down! i really really detest tight stuff! and now, i have to wear the ULTRA TIGHT! man...what is this la....luckyly, we`ll be covered with some cloths...so its not...so bad but its still IS VERY BAD cos u can feel the tightness...u know...uncomfortable..tsk tsk tsk. and make up?! HOMG! i bet im gonna look like some ghosts, ready to hunt the guest of honour! ADVICE NUMBER ONE: "run for your life"

Ms PAt`s lesson was good today! tiger scratched me! *meow* cos i ate hello panda! BAHAHAHA! LOL!! cat cant eat panda. lol
and then i went around holland villlage, wondering around and breathing in the FRESH air! release stress luh...haha
then as usual, shouting my problems off at holland vee..theres this place on the 13th floor....very calm and peaceful, and you can see the beautiful sunset....its just real cool. probably people who heard me think im crazzi...i dont care..

AH YES! i got a new skateboard! (: and i needa practise! 8dont be a pig fels! BUCK UP* cos one of our play scenes requires me to slide of and twist and turn with my skateboard...tssk...im bad at jumping though.. what if i fall?!;P

soccer match is coming soon too! we`re gonna win PPL! have faith!XD winners gonna get one month supply of red bull! GO FOR IT YO!!!

and lastly, Just for our very dearest friend 'Adrian Setia Winosuedarjo', may you live with joyous smile up there and we all will never ever forget you. all those memories will be kept in our hearts. we will always remember you our special friends forever, the funny and caring man, the man who always dream to be a skinny, tall guy but never had the chance to see himself that way, the man who`s humble and the man who indulged me into sweet stuff... every sweet wrappers that i touch will remind me of you. thanks to you im gonna have diabetes soon! i love sweets like whoaa....haha! we`ll miss you.

and please ignore about me willing to die, cos that will be the greatest sin i`ll ever make. and plus, there are many other food that i havent EVEN TRIED YET! so, fels cant leave the world in peace before she eats all the food in the world!XDDD yum yum.
sometimes, a smile can heal evrything.;)

FUGLY DAY

2007-08-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

fugly day fugly life fugly times. for one moment, i thought that i`d love to die to run away. but for another, i think...it will be cool if i just stay and face it. but its just...horrible. im tired of all this stuff....yes, school is one small thing, my life is another. hmm..my friends used to tell me that these are challenges to face in life. jayni told me that its part of God`s plan. challenges? plans? im just wondering... why all the plans are just...so frustrating and long. what does it got to do with my friends? i thought his plans are all about me, not about others...like...taking my friends away does not only affect me, but their families too. seriously, what does he want me to be? isit because of me? or what...why he has to make me feel so small...

My home was just...chaotic. gramps fighting like little kids and its bothering me. i dont feel like studying either. i dont know what to do cos if i asked them to stop fighting or smtg, they`ll just...swore back at me. so whatever....and yeah, i decided not to go home after A-math tutoring with camelia, i planned to join jayni and shannen and monica in the promenade rehearsal, thinking that i can study better and have fun...you know...bond with them. but oh too bad, i just dont feel like being high and being a joker at that moment cos of the news last night. really bothering me... and yeah, the crash cymbals dropped and idk why, i just whined about it being bent. i bet she feel like slapping me or smtg....but i know she`s irritated. and yeah..paying fine...of course, but that will mean that its all my fault and i`ll live with guilt and heavy hearts. I`ll pay for it no matter what. fuck fels just spoilt the whole damn day....cos before i came and "spoilt it", three of them were just laughing and being happy, made me realize how good the feelings are to show a sincere smile with happy hearts. but then, cos of me, those smile just gone..and thats y i left early. so, today was not the "happy fels"day after all....

last night was just...the ultimate. i was told that my ex-classmate in indon was killed due to the mud-flood in surabaya. reya called at 1 plus am to tell me about it. another left. so three people, entered my life and left me just like that. i cant sleep the rest of the morning and i just dont have the mood to go to school....

and its just really hurting upon knowing that people are taking advantage of me. i cherished them soo much, happy to know that these people feel my "existence"... but it turns out that they used me...just like a tool, when they`re being ignored, they`ll come to me and being so close to me, as if we are GREAT FRIENDS! just because i never have a crush, doesnt mean that i dont have feelings towards evrybody. its real hurting to know... so if im useless, they`ll just gonna throw me away... if i can be more unfeeling...fuck fuck fuck emotions.

im sorry but i cant resist for not using the word and...i dont know who to turn to right now, where is GOD when disaster struck? wheres my sister who usually doesnt give a shit about my life? where are my parents who supposed to accompany me and provide me with things i need? i just dont want to bother my friends... cos i know they are tired enough with school issues and their OWN life.... and i dont know what else is he gonna take away from me. my friends? my families? my money? my life?

and my friends..they are good people...why you have to take them away form this world? and why cant i just live simply...happily .

all i can do is to lock myself up and feeling helpless...i still believe that He will be there for me, but where is He now?
i shall just die of happiness...

screw promenade!

2007-07-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

AAAARRGGH!!! screw promenade rehearsals la! 7 pm to 10 pm everyday? are u crazzzi??!! and and FOREST NYMPHS with LEOTARDS ON? with MAKE UP ON?! DAMMIT! NO way! fels cant accept this! sorry but NO! i`d love to help, but not THIS WAY! THIS IS CHILD ABUSE! REPORT REPORT! *breathe....
dammit...and many tests are coming!?! hellow, can please give us a break?! we`re humans! humans needa sleep! humans need laughter! humans need LIFE! okay..shut up fels...;c

school was SUPEr DUPER tiring! slept in class as USUAL! it wasnt intentional! too bad...cos of homeworks and tests! haha so not our fault theorically...
English was fun... watch movie! HAHA!! nice movie though!

and thanks to MARYANN and VERONICA, i can make ROSES ALREDY! not bad...but still forgetting the steps here and there! HAHA! i got a short term memory!

and then Jr prac! it was...not bad...and jayni and i went to fork and spoon! HAHA! damn FUN! we were reflecting about what we rmbred when we see or hear stuff....yea.. its really funny, subconcsious mind is. HAHAH!! when i look at lemons....jayni`s face will popped out in my mind that kinda thing...! tssk...hahaha damn funny hoh! LOL!

I met TIFF on my way home! whaaa...chio bu la! hahaha...all my friends are like...mature and pretty, and they know how to control their appetite. i really feel very...so..."outcasted" when i go out with these ppl! haha...its like....hm...hard to say..hard hard to say. HAHAH! its just.....YEAH! haha..cant say it! badbad english fels!

anyway! CANT WAIT FOR CS DAY! haha...play with ken and the others WHo wanna join us! HAHAHAH!!YAY!! CS for the whole day! real looking forward to it! HAHAHA!!

okok, off to homework!! see, im soooo dilligent! ;P
bahahahaha....

a lot to say

2007-07-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

LEMME UPDATE! XD

28/07/07

SLATHE ON TAPESTRY
whaa! they rocked la! sadly, drummer injured his wrist..so was replaced by another good drummer. haha! overall, it was GOOD! XD and all thanks to kinny and jayni for helping me took pics! hahha...my apocalypse was nice but cant hear jeriel`s solo! i was like...*ljkdhflqvhlqwhweu!!!!!!!* k, relax.

29/07/07

INTERIM ON TAPESTRY
haha! it was fine!(: but i screwed up like shit! sorry frens! luckily we managed to cover up our mistakes, you know, made it less obvious! BAHAHA! but overall, it was cool, veek damn hot la, harithh cool la, danyeow damn pro la! HAhAH! im like the noob! i feel really ....small. ;P okay, stop being humble FELS! some ppl hate HUMBLE PPL! okay! HAHAHA!;P but humble is good! k, random! im talking crap!;P INTERIM ROCK!!! HAHAHA!!
and and good thing was that, annabelle, natasha and noraishah CAME!! HAHAHAH!OMG! i was soooo HAPPY to see them again! great feeling.! all of them so chio now seh!!! *wink wink (:

30/07/07, which is TODAY...real tiring day.
A-math test was just....a killer. heck!
SS test postponed to thur!
Biology was fun! Mr tang, THANKS FOR THE RAISINS!!!;D
English was replaced with chemistry as usual! baah! ;_;
and then B.A.N.D! whaa..promenade schedule was just CRAZZZIII!! how to do well like that! tsssk.... i`ll just die of boredom and stress... i need life! a thing called LIFE!

And then went home with Agnes and paula today! HAHAHA! and we buy auntie drinks! HAHA! the chocolate smoothies damn SHIOK LA!!! HAHAHAHA! NICE! i want! hahhaha

ART CLASS WAS DAMN FUNNY!!! and not to forget, all credits to INTERIM, SLATHE, JAYNI, KINNY, MAX, LESTER, KEISHA, DYS and all editors!!! I got a freakking A+! FOR THE FIRST TIME!! OH MAN!! feel so high now!! muachahahaha! LOL!!lOL! okok, breathe! relax....30 mins of class but its very FUN! and we decided not to do hana kimi drama anymore! cos its soooo copyrighted! so we change scenes! im still given the lead role! ;/... but of all genders, Y male! tsssk...biased ppl! crazzi ppl! full of crap la! and i want to cut hair! but but gotta save up!;/ ....
good thing, interim posters and slathe will be pasted on the "funky black wall" in our funky black and white class!(: YAYNESS! i shall go make the posters now! HEHEHE! MOST of the girls in my class are crazy over ehm ehm when i presented all the pictures! HAHAHA!LOLNESS! acting as if they`ve never seen guys in their life! retarded ppl! HAHAHA!LOL! scandalous britt! LOL!LOL! HAHAH!!!
so fels must save up for: hair cut and PHS carnival! total...$20! wokie dokie! go for it! although i only have like...$0.05 in my wallet right now....sad sad life fels...

raisins

2007-07-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

FELS SWEATS AGAIN TODAY! baaaah!! morning run was..."lonely" cos i gotta rush to do homework! NOT COPYING ALRIGHT! HAHAHA!!;P

school was fine today! sadly, i cant go for promenade rehearsal today cos i gtg holland for tuition! haha and yeah..i doze off on my way home today! so i spent effing $15 by taxi to go home from that UNKNOWN place! *GASPS!! 15 bucks?! i can buy a tee allright!* shoots. bad bad day!

Germaine found her wallet!(: PRAISE THE LORD! YAYNESS! wallets are scary.... hmmm...yeah..very!

PE was not bad...weather damn hot sia!! whaaa....but so sad Ms K leaving! (i dont know how to spell her name! ;P)

and I have ordered jelly-hearts for my dearest percists! YEAH! i`ll try to bring on sat alright!(:

Oh and not to forget, TODAY`s MEHMOODRINA`s BIRTHDAY! blessed bday my friend!(:

and yeah...it willl be great to see ya`ll THERE! wear your biggest smile! dont frown!*wink wink* AHHAH!

OOH! and guess what?!! FELS GOT A NEW HOODIE!YAYNESS! its written " university of ILLINOIS"! YEAH! hahaha thanks papa! and he bought me ARSENAL JERSEY! HMM!cant wait to see em! my papa become so nice all of a sudden! HAHAHA!!!! LOL!LOL!!XD
and i can wear the jersey for this sunday`s soccer prac! SMART right! HAHAHAH!!!

having "dinner" with jordin after tution today was fun! we`re having fun like shit until my oma called, asked me to go home!

YAYNESS!I`ve finished my blog html alredy! hopefully Ms suzie will acept it! lol pray hard fels! pray!

one out one in. another friend had just been asked for a date. she`s so happy, smiling all over her face! HAHA! LOL! congrats but be careful allright!(:
PS: is the feeling of starting a relationship that good? i wonder..cos im still learning what "love" is. ahah, i dont even bother to learn about it... LOVE as in LOVE! do people really mean it sometimes?! as in couples, not friends! hmm i know wont get it.! nvm... cos i never EXPERINECED it before.i wonder if young couples really mean it when they say " i love you"...it seems so easy for them to say it..yeah..haha SHUT UP FELS! ok. sad life fels! BUT ITS OKAY! as the president of single people rocks team, IM PROUD to be THIS WAY! (:

RAISINS!!! WHOOHOO! my oma bought one whole packet! fels shocked! for the first time she`s willing to spend her money on my sweets! HAHAHA! LOL! okk i shall mug now! haha...dont forget ppl! *point at the poster up there*

DAY WITHOUT SWEAT MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!

2007-07-24T19:45:00.000+08:00

I DIDNT SWEAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY TODAY! COOL RIGHT!!HAHA! i know i know! for the first time!(:

school was tiring. geog CA was just...i dont know. hopefuly i`ll manage to get at least a C6. Chem was fine too. Result was satisfying!(:

E-math was fine...not bad, history was just...SUPERB! BORING!!!!...;P sorry but really, my eyes were just too heavy that it kept on closing. sorry ms koh, i really cant help it!;P really tired! English was looong and fine, its just that, i was so sleepy during the last periods of sch. dont know y...;/

and then JR prac! It was just fine. Chu ying and I are definately trying hard to get used to our position in the band! GOOD LUCK TO US!(:
Perc. juniors NEED A LOTTT OF PRACTISES!!! ;X

i went to KFC with jayni for "dinner" after band. sadly, i only read kinny`s msg when i reached home alredy! i could`ve gone home with her! sorry kinny, terribly sorry!

a-math hoemwork was fine. haha, but the word A-mATh makes me think of veronica, my math bestie! HAHAHA!! OH MAN!! its funny, the way your sub-conscious reaction worked sometimes! HAHAHA!!LOL!! veron and i are like..the math geeks in class?! HAHAhA!!!LOL!!(:

anyway, i got new models too! mike and phine agree to be my model! COOL OR WHAT!!WHOOHOO! GO FELS!

borong, long, cold, tiring day but yet another problem! My friend wants to kill herself cos she just broke up with her boyfriend! THIS IS ULTRA STUPID! giving up your life for an asshole?! UNBELIEVABLE! dont be a coward and face the reality man! you`ve chose this path of your life journey and youhave to finish it! you have to be mentally prepared with the consequences in the first place! okay shut up fels, but RULE NUMBER ONE: GO HOME AND LOVE URSELF!DONT DIE!
god be with her.

okok, i shall relieve my stress, PLAY CS!!WHOOHOOO!! HEHEHEHEHE!!
PS: Im gonna beat Jonathan keisha and GANG! HAHAHA! bring it on! ;P

honoured and reinassance blah blah

2007-07-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday`s hnours day was fine. but you know...before the air-cond existed, we all feel hot and super duper hot. now, when air-conds already been set up, most of us complained about the ultra coldness...whaaa..human never satisfied! HAHAHA!!LOL! ok, so i went up the stage to receive price during honours day. hmm...first for malay. UNEXPECTED and COOL! people think im a jap though...cos of my name WRITTEN BIG BIG in the slide! baaah...and this "JAP" girl did well for MALAY! whaa.a.damn cool sia..but fyi, im not a jap. im indon. hmmm isit?!(jayni`s fav.phrase ;P)

Diannah bought us some raspberry and chocolate cake.....ULTRA NICE LA!!!!

thanks a lot DIANNAH!!HAHA!! HOWEVER!!!
when jayni and I were on our way to my house, whaaa...that box of beautiful nice cake became a gross, disgusting battle field of life and death! HAHAHA!!OMG! we opened it in the bus stop and were like....o.O!!!! OH NO! wasted wasted wasted! JAYNI!!TOO MUCH SIA! baah! haha so eventually, she ate it herself...dont know if she REALLy eats it..but it was left on her fridge. Veronica thinks it was DISGUSTING TOO!!hi-5! anyway...we watched harry potter year FOUR in my house...damn long sia...i watched it like many many times....for the sake of jayni, i watched it again yesterday!(: OH and she fell in love with my cheap cheap nice nice black black SHIRT! ahaha...i bought it for $5 ONLY! thats a real GOOD DEAL!!(:

SJI concert was just LONG! i think it was the longest concert I`ve ever been! when three of us arrived at the waiting area, every angle, every sides, every place, JUST BOYS! rarely saw any girl there! until FINALLY! we met our classmates and friends! we met steph liau, melissa, dayna, beatrice and nicolette and benedict, alyssa and her friends, surprisingly my sis and her friends and MR TANG AND HIS WIFE! they were there too! cooool!! HAHAHA!! okay...the alumni was the best! the rest i think...it was just fine!(: well done and thanks to jayni`s friend with initial H for the seat. Mr tang and his wife was like..one row away behind us. yeah...HAAHA! the percussion ensemble was funny. the school CHEER was just...AMUSING! hahaha...
and so we went home, jayni`s father dropped us at bishan. and then yeah we went home! On our way home, VERONICA and I were imitating jayni`s new phrase and accent! "ISIT? MMM" hahaha! we`re getting it! bahaha ;P
ISIT!??!! MMM!

gagaga

2007-07-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

sleeep...i need sleep!! seriously!! *okay, stop whining. hmm...
UPCOMING TESTS ARE: GEOG, E-MATH, A-MATH, HISTORY, SS, and BIO!
HURRY SHOOT ME NOW! breathe in...breathe out...
this morning was damn bad...i felt really sick and drowsy like as if you`ve got a landsickness.whatever it is called. i barfed a little, the water that i`d recently drank just came out..yeah...what is it now?! im not gonna go for check ups anymore! waste my time, waste my money, waste my energy.

Bio was fun today...the quizz!HAHA!! Anne Veron and me were sooo...retarded doing the quizz...we`re like rushing like crazzzi...hopefully we`ll get a prize from MR tang! *wink wink!HAHA!! and its anne`s bday! happy blessed birthday! funniest classchair ever.(:

so i walked home with kinny today! HAHA! my darling! miss her like crazy! hmm..we`re talking about schoool, life and BAND! bah...okay, shut up fels. hmm...we didnt buy auntie drinks today cos kinny decided to fast today! haha... i tried to fast for 5 hours today and i succeded!;B and for the last 5 hours, i was drooling over food pictures and stuff....soooo tempting! imagine the taste...heavenly....HEHEHEHE!!LOL! food lovers..tsk!

AND ZOMG!! I WAS CHOOSEN AS THE LEAD ROLE IN THE UPCOMING SHIQ STUDIO`s DRAMA competition!

okay fels, you really really really need to breathe this time! im not the only lead role, there will be 4 other lead roles. but why me?! and i got the role of a high school boy. feel like MAKI sia!! hahahaha...zomg. imagine me as a boy?! i`ll either look cute or FUGLY! baah! pray fels! Jadon will be the gay guy! OMG! poor thing! he has to wear tight stuff and all that! HAHA!!no matter what, STUDIO 5 the BW MUST WIN!!! the winner will get 2 free tickets to art museums, phantom of the opera play script, free movie tickets and 1 big big LCD TIVO IN CLASS!!how cool is that!!! GO FIGHT ROAR!!!!<333>
this is so hana kimi homg! HAHA

okok, gtg learn my script really well!<3>

like hell

2007-07-17T20:32:00.000+08:00

I NEED AIR! FRESH FRESH AIR! *breathe*...okay, my house was just..chaotic just now. sorry my friends, if i sounded angry or pissed or..vulgar just now...cos i really dont know what to do. for one moment, the house was just..seemed as a disaster, not a safe place to stay. maybe `ill just have to lock myself up for the moment until the noises begin to subside.
My mama visited evelyn today, ans well, good news for the day, she has been saved from danger. thank god she`s still be able to live to the fullest once more and hopefully, she wont take it for granted this time. No longer in coma condition or critical ones. but she`s still in her deep sleep...the wound has already healed, but perhaps it may take some time for THE HEART to heal.
praise the lord.
school?! it was fine...just that im really really tired and sick of all...of the prblms that i recently faced. maybe i`ll just have to take it as a challenge. CA`s are coming to town, and tests as well. teachers, OR EVEN THE SCHOOL, wants us to DO WELL
for the exams...BUT! i have no idea why they indulged us in many activities after school....like..PROMENADE, HONOURS DAY....and what else coming up?! i know its really important to attend to the rehearsals...but PROMENADE?! i just wasted 3 hours of my life, being an audience today. BUT IT WAS REAL COOOOOL AND AWESOME !the singing was just GREAT! and the freakking bus that i rode on broke down in the middle of the damn road. so i reached home at like...730?! OKAY, maybe i shall not whine and complain bout this...i know there are people who are soo busy in school activities that they reach home EVEN LATER than me. really poor thing! but please...we need a rest and our teachers understand too! esp my form teacher, she`s so understanding and caring that she wants to set up a matt or bed for us to sleep on when we`re sleepy. we feel sleepy or even SLEEP during classes, sometimes` not because we hate the sub, or the lesson`s boring...but we`re just TIRED! and then we havent collect our SJI tickest yet, which will due this saturday?!!! and we planned to take it on friday but there is rehearsal for honours day?!!! and i really dont know what to do...cos the when the rehearsal ends, it will be too late to go holland village to colllect tickets alredy! and jayni`s friend is just...HARD to keep in contact with! really cant take it anymore! we have to study for the upcoming tests and we have to do our homework in order to improve..but too bad, cos of time restrain.. sometimes we`ll resolve to copying homework in the mrng. we just cant help it sometimes... now we dont even have enough sleep...what about O levels?! i think we wont be able to sleep for the whole day...cos i know the Olvl year will be an even tougher and STRESSFUL year and "a torture". i really dont wish to whine about this things but...i dont know where else, who else to share with when my grandies are quarelling and sista in school. so...yeah...i need to chill. chill fels. god still loves me no mater what.
so SHUT UP AND STOP COMPLAINING! BAAH!! okay...breathe.... i`ll definately find the solution!!! <3>
and oohlala, im getting fiercer in the mirror now! WAY TO GO!!hAHAHAHAH!! ;P oh yes, laughtter is the best medicine!

bad bad bad neighbour

2007-07-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

BAMM! thats how the news struck my mind. Evlyn went to hospital today...another friend. Came from a broken family, and schizophrenic brother...now has found the perfect place to stay called home. her future had fallen apart, but her dreams to meet the safest place had been received with happy heart. damaging her inner beauty with drugs and then stab herself with a knife...stupid stupid thing to do. DRUGS CAN KILL DAMMIT! get well soon.(:

school was not as tiring as it used to be. hmm..fels getiing energetic now!! WHOOHOO!haha... and amath result was not bad <3>

FOOD FEST!

2007-07-15T19:36:00.000+08:00

*YAWWN! tomorrow`s school! BOOHOO!* why weekends have to past so fast?!
today was fine! its a sunday anyway! woke up at 8 though...i think because m used to wake up super early every day for chores...hmmm...and then went jamming from 11 to about 12. SO FUN! (: we learnt new song today! in total,
jamming was just great!(: and then
FOOD FEST!!!
haha! although we only buy MOS BURGER and ice cream and famous amos, it was just...FUN! HAH!! i think shopping is more like it! xD clothes...haha...
Its just..whoa! i mean...our planned food fest was actually not a real FOOD FEST! Juts for a fun to call it! HOWEVER, shockingly, there is a REAL FOOD FEST AT TAKA!WHOAA!! telepathy telepathy! HAHAHA!! man, damn cool! we`re kinda of MIND READERS! LOL!LOL! hahaha...
then...walked around orchard road, wandering around with joy, keisha, marco and denis. OMG! POOR LITTLE BRoTHER!!HAHA *smack shasha! LOL!!LOL!! dont be so violent la! gay people! HAHA!
my mood on my way home was just...high...i dont know why i felt sooo hyper...not crazzii..just happy i guess...haha. and then the old man siting in front of me stared at me like as if im an idiot. tssk shooo la! i know im very pretty! ;P;P;P! HAHAH!!BIG BIG EGONESS FELS!!!BAD FELSIES! HAHAHA!! stare stare and stare! bad for heaalth! wait till you get sore eye and then i`ll laugh my head of! okay relax. hmmm and then my opa bought a huge huge TUB of haagendaz! I LIKE!! HAHAHA!<3>
okok, off to games! dont worry, games first then homework! its like...a priority...(:

joker

2007-07-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

HOT HOT HOT day sia! its not even Jin`s bday! bah. school was just fine...GOOD actually! cos for the FIRST TIME, Ms chong thinks that our CLASS
DID BETTER for a math test then 3/2! WHOOHOO! way to go 3/4! HAHAHA!! finally! the rest of the day was just fine.

Veronica eleanor kerlene and janice were being retarded during recess time! HAHAHA!omg! using the "no drugs" thingy as earrings! RETARDED !!HAHA!! LOL! damn funny! haha..and chemistry was very very UNSUAL!! and COOOOOL!!haha! our graph not bad heh!(:

and then HOLLAN vee! again! i bought 2 subway cookies macadamian and choco chips! WHOOHO!shiok la! *HEAVENLY*.

Art lesson today was fun! Finally, suze accepted my BLOODY- LONg RESERACH and SKETCH!! man! it was real torture- refering to my prep. I feel like jumping for joy when she accepted! wooo....378 pages of research! HAHA! and yea. i found my models! that is..slathe...bleahs..that is if i can come to watch..if not...i needa find another model..UNLESS, they wanna help! haha. and i havent effing finish my blogskin yet! not even a single alphabet in my html codes! ROAR! Cie`s one IS real NICE!! omg! cant take it anymore! baaah! they`re pro ppl okayy./.im just a hopeless noob in class....

and today, cos we have to paint our class walls and sort of draw on it.... my face was stained with the black paints! my forehead and my cheeks.... and worse..I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT! BAAAH!! and im very very sad sad cos britt and max...who practically went home with me, didnt bother to tell me about it! So i walked around orchard road with that "BLACK FACE"!!!! no wonder people starred at me! i thought they think im "PRETTy" or smtg... so i gave them back that kind of "HMPh look you know....". OMG! im such a

LOSER!!

this is what FRIENDS ARE FOR HUH! :X yes i looked like a clown.

evening was bad day theorically. an old ladywanna seat next to me on the bus...so i moved in..but she complained for the "HOT SEAT!"! hellowww....im trying to be nice and give you the aisle seat so that you wont feel hot with the sun MAAM! dammn!

and im SOOO IRRITATED! i dont care actually but sometimes..it just makes me wonder. An Ij girl wearing her Ij uniforms..walking along hollan road, orchard road, thomson road... and then somewhere in the middle of the BLOODY ROAD, i heard some school girls talking about me, saying " eh, act sexy only la, low belt short penafore!slut". i was like...whattheEFFFF?! i dont wanna say what DAMN school are they from... my belt was not as low anyway...at least its above my damn ass right?! wth la! look at themselves, ultra low socks that i can see shits in their bloody feet and MINI skirt...tucked out...tssk! wannt ppl to think that they didnt wear socks isit?! hellow....it gave us the impression of smelly feet! and at least i wore SHORT inside... BOO!
Wear our uniforms and u`ll understand! we have different comfort zones...GET IT?! baaah!
*gasps*ok, go play games. byebye

;D

2007-07-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

eeek.
B4 for BIO! SHUCKS! nvm fels, GANBATTE all the way! (:
hmmm..and i was CAUGHT sleeping okay! and the whole class starred at me..Mr tang also! ROAR!! *hide hide*. BAAAH!! tiring day today!

me and veron decided to do something DIFFERENT today! haha...we took a shower after the morning run! smart right!!! HAHA! then we will feel clean and fresh during lesson. but well, once i reached the class( which is on the 4th floor) i sweat like crazzii..so no point fels! ;/ bleahs...

english was damn fun! it always does...except for essay writing and comprehension. well, we got a debate today! i know DEBATE is famous for its "BORINGNESS and you know.... HEAVY...". HOWEVERRR, today`s one was real fun and exciting! haha! the topic was : "TEACHER SHOULD WEAR UNIFORMS".
haha! and me - propo group! cool la! HAHA! the group with higher number of points will win (including the rebutals and all). Our group was soo winning okay..until the last minutes Ms shanti started to side the other group..and then the bell rang..roar. *its okay vienna* i know vienna was soooo willing to say her MANY MANY POINTS! we will definately win! HAHAHA!! OMG! super funny. ;D

SS was different today too... we went down to the parade square to practise for monday`s pledge. chinese pledge! HAHA! but luckily, the band girls dont have to stand in front of THE WHOLE SCHOOL and say. but maybe we will..not sure yet!;P

just finished keying in junior band attendance and sent to mr tang! HAHA!! YAY! i`ve finished my JOB! ;B
Im getting lazier and lazier now..BABI BABI BABI!!! man... games are irresistable. tsk. ;x

BOOHOO

2007-07-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

man, today was a real boring day. not only me, others were sleepy during history class! HAHAHA!! awesome! anyway...sadly, veronica couldnt join the jr band practises as she has to usher for choir concert tonight! all the best to them (:. and jayni was absent. i dont know what the hell happen to dianah shannen andmonica! they didnt come! and me alone, guiding the percs. its not their fault that they dont really know how to play yet and..count....roar! okay, so Mr yeo sort of like..tested the percs...and whaaa..what a nice timing! he callled me the " BLUR SENIOR"! man man man....sad! heart pain! i mean...i have to run here and there...to the mallets and the drums..ROAR!! IF OTHER PERCS HAD COME AND SAVED MY LIFE! unfortunately, NONE! sad sad sad fels. ROAR!! I DONT CARE!!THY HAVE TO TEACH THE JUNIORS!!! and anyway..Mr yeo said that i had learnt something that the rest of the percs dont know for coming to this prac. weelll, i had no choice but to come..cos im the new sec 1 ic..TSSK!! Oh and mr tang rocks la, he gave me the details for the band competiton thing thing...HAHA!! AWESOME!!! XD

thats how my day went today...and BOOHOO!!TMRW theres

!A MATH TEST!

instead of assembly! mommy mommy i want air con!!! roar! and then i got FREE subway cookies! choco chip and macadamian! SHIOK SIA!!HUEHEHEHE!! ;P *food lover*

weekends!!!

2007-07-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

YAYNESS!! school is over!! ...for the week (: still, praise the lord man! anyway..today was just great,....my malay teacher is not in school so i slept throughout the whole malay period! hmm..vewownica also!!! all of us- sleepy! HAHAHA!! oh well, but veron doesnt look so healthy, GET WELL SOON OKAY!;D will pray for u!(: hmmm and then i went to holland vee-engish tuition. then i met my sis` frens (: OH! and i went to provence bakery! XDXDXD yummy.
AND GUESS WHAT!! im shockeedd!! ALICIA IS LIKE...in spore! WHOOHOO!! i saw her at hollan V, and then we jammed together! JUST BOTH OF US! vocal and drums!(: we played misery business by paramore and we made a new SONG! can perform during dhurch la! cos its acooustic and its about those kids that are suffering in hard times. ;) she will be staying for another 3 weeks, so i shall bring her to church this sunday! I MUST! HEHEHE XD if max, ben, russ and ced`re here! it will be the ULTIMATE! Oh and PPL, catch devil sick of sin concert at Seattle hard rock cafe...it maybe channelled on tv, im still not so sure about it. will keep ya`ll updated! but..i cant join em cos its way too far. so Luke will be taking my place AGAIN! BUT IM STILL PROUD OF MY BAND!XD reach out for victory guys! HEHEHE!!
and well,

LIYUAN

called me and my phone bill is like...$1.50 now.....previously it was $5.98. ROAR!! okay, so congratulations for your new boyfriend. really GLAD to hear that. so 3 ppl have already talk to me about BOYFRIEND this month. but i wonder why me. cos they`re are not even close to me. am i just someone to lay over for one minute and then the next, im ignorant. they didnt effing bother to talk to me in msn... and suddenly, out of nowhere, they just smsed me and wanted me to call. i really dont know their plans. not being suspicious but i feel weird about this... i feel like im being used or smtg. hopefullly not. and it really does feel good to know that they wanna share it with me. but they should know that im not into this kinda of thing ...so... why me? but this is good. i can be a future 24 hours-councillor...haha...
okay okay, off to simpsons now!!;D

no sleep tonight

2007-07-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

SHOOT ME MAMA!

a math homwrks( 5 graphs- 15 mins each), geography script for tmrw`s discussion, SS SBQ hoemwork, chem homework and BLOODY chem TEST tmrw! dammit! can teachers like...discuss among themselves after school or smtg to give us effecient amount of homework and let us have a rest and peace at home?! i mean..when they are not aware about this thing, all our works clashes and in the end, we will resolve to copying in class the next morning and end up sleeping during lessons cos we stayed up late. but nvm, i know others also suffer from this pressure...so i just have to deal with it.*KRIES*;_;
and again, teachers, forgive me if i overslept during your lessons! ;( i really didnt mean to. no offence, but its dry and boring!;P eekk*caught* but i know i have to pay attention! so, im gonna force myself to drink coffee from now onwards! YES COFFEE!!! OHOH! can u believe it, fels drinking coffee! *cos I hated coffee all these while, except frapucchiinos*. HMMM...
oh, and its Jin`s and massu`s bday today! no wonder today was really HOT like hell, and FOOD DAY!!YAY!!! cos it massu`s day! :P
OH!! and i enjoyed ASSEMBLY so much today! FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!! its like...*HEAVENLY*
beautiful beautiful aircond!!! WHAA!the hall looks new and cool now! next time i`ll chiong for assembly! EHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE!!! xD
SO MANY THINGS SO LITLE TIME! ROAAAR!!
God help me....;}

grapes ;B

2007-07-03T18:52:00.000+08:00

chem test is POSTPONED

to like..thursday i think! YAYNESS!!mrs tay rocks la!HOHOHO! today`s school was fine! i didnt go for jr. prac cos i gotta fetch my momma to the airport! hmm airport was very still and quiet today! seems like little people travel around today.HAHA and yeah..playing with my gramps was real fun allright! i sat on the trolley and he pushed me around...but well, accident happened. hmm...you know, theres a thing called SLOPE and yeah, he accidentally released the trolley. Poor me, i was sliding down the damn slope and smashed onto a huge huge pillar! "MAMMY it hurts!". but it was fun!;P
and then went home BY TAXI xD. i dont know y i love taxis, but i love bus more. its like...my OWN BIG CAR you know!! *wink wink*
and of course, homework now! sighs! no life no life! tsssk.... and just finished conferencing with friends. whaaa...another OLD topic=== "FATS". this really makes me hate the word FATS so much! i wonder....is it that bad to be

FATSO????

and i realized...there are people in this world who can enjoy eating lotsa pretty foods without getting fat, there are also ppl who starve themselves to be skinny ass *STUPID*, and there are also pppl who didnt give an effing care about FATS and just eat all kinds of food and duh, ENJOY LIFe! we only get to live ONCE! and we have to makesure that THIS ONE CHANCE OF LIVING is happy and enjoyable! for me, without food, life sucks! when i eat... IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON PLANET EARTH!(: *but no chilli or cheese please..;P

celebration

2007-07-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

IM SO SAD I CANT GO FOR PLAYED OUT!!!! DAAMMIT! but nvm, my soul was there!(: i bet it was nice and fun luh, with elizah and Dharshini somemore!!! TSSSK!!! y everything have to clashed together! roar! im very sorry derek, cant support you, but i know you`ll definately do well! LOL! future actor seh!
anyway, church celebration today was great too. HAHA!!sal and deanna- GO FIGHT ROAR! HAHAHA!! sexy costume seh! almost half of the "population" were wearing eyeliner... nice la. i didnt wear but forced to wear DRESHH! LOL! I look like ammamama. wha,,too much luh! and then we played black jack and it was DAMN FUN LA! WHAA!!hahaha...LOL!! I won $15 xDDD WAY TO GO FELS! then i can go for SJI concert alredy! how cool is that! whoohoo! i just gotta save another $10 to pay danyeow! hehee... and then there was a cool but lame wrestling show between jadon and farrel. AHAHA!!damn cool la!!! JADON PRO LUH! see, DONT look down on SMALl ppl! small people rocks la! HAHA!
oh and just now, at the food court, whaa!! too much sia! this cleaner lady....
lady: kill me.
me: huh?
lady:kill me!
me: * just stand there in shock*
and then she pushed me and i hit the trays. HMM!! how am i spose to KNOW tat she`s saying *EXCUSEME!!! LOL!!!bloody hell! nvm fels, FORGIVE!
yeah..and i think thats all bout today! (:

YouthFUL

2007-06-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Youth day celebration!!! xD the mass was real good, only the heat! and then i was in charge of the backstage *backstage crew damn fun yo* with roslyn, clarise, alyssa, beatrice, melissas. real fun. well, i was in charge of the curtain. Cath.high went to our school and performed for us. chinese orchestra and wushu. WHAA!! that gucheng soloist damn pro sia! shiok. hmm..and then the wushu, cool la! like the one in the movies! *EHEHEHE lame lame*. HAHA!! it was great. and then of course. followed by our sch cheerleaders, WHAAA!!!that one was ULTIMATE! *aiya, ssport our sch luh!! *
and of course, recess time which is = JOURNEYS END time! hmm...it was freakking fun though. the crowd was AWESOME! xDDD shiok sia! basketcase, face down, reinventing, cute without the E, and now that you`re near. I screwed up for bass la! i suck man! xC and i got damn blisters la! SHIT!
hmm..and then i went to holland vee for eng tuition! HEHEHE!!! fun! Ms pat was damn happy just now.. she said i made her day...ooo not bad sia!LOL!! HEHEHE!!! xD and then STRABUCKS!!! whaaa!! their mocha frappucino!! SHIOK SIA!!! cant take it anymore! i want somemore!!! but damn ex luh! ROAR!!everything thats nice, the price`s uglayye!
and then i learned to sew today! whaaa!!! got poked sia! im dumb and hopeless... art was real fun! suzzanne brought us to ikea, to buy stuff at $2500 budgetm and to get idea from their sample rooms. hmm.... and i`ve created my ROOM! my dream ROOM!! HEHEHE!! but its just a sketch drawing still. so yea..and im so excited for the next lesson! its about painting photography and photo drawings...;)*skkrrreeaam*! whoohoo! shiok la! and max, my BANANA is nicer than yours allright! *wink wink*

telepathy

2007-06-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

cough cough* today`s school was not bad :. not that boring cos we had PE!! ;D unfortunately its about height and weight, well, as always,i didnt grow. instead i shrank by like..1.5. hmm but heck la! there are still other things to worry about (:. hmm..and then i went jamming to jayni`s after school, prepare for tmrw`s performance. and i felt really bad, cos jayni was querried by Mr yeo for the reason why the junior dont know about MINIM, crochet ETC! ROAR! we taught them theory alright! so must fels be harsh?! i dont want to be! i`ll feel bad! i`ll get a nightmare! this is ME! so what shuldaido?! then the only way out is to be disciplin and yet calm and firm. hmmm....maybe that can suit me better. ;/ and wha..im the sec 1 ic?! i have to show example to these ppl! But all thanks to veron, she made notes for the juniors, HAND WRITTEN NOTES! If they didnt bother to effing touch it and learn it, im gonna kick their ass! ROAR!

and and and....OMG! there MAY NOT be summerslam WWe tour on spore anymore cos of the tragedy! RAAAH!!!y must that happen man! bad timing. May god be with his soul in heaven. im like..one of his great fans, and to my rolemodel, "RIP" is all i can say.he`ll always be my fav. wrestler ;)

and okay, breathe in! breathe out! i`d just rejected their invitation of joining the aud... you know what its all about. and wha...feel a little heavy now. cos i had just threw away my chance. its okay, i still have a long way to go. stay strong (: but i felt that i have made the RIGHT choice either! so yeah... life goes on then...

school reopens

2007-06-26T19:11:00.001+08:00

BAAAAH!!! i was rotting with homework yesterday, so no time to post! ;P hehe well, yesterday was fun, meeting all your friends back again. miss them like whaaa!! HHA!! and yeah, i am the new sec.1 IC! ehm...i`ll do my best though...since i`ve been selected to be..hehe..hope the sec ones are easy to handle! GANBATTE fels!! *_*"!
Yesterday was good, but today`s BETTER! NO LESSON!!WHOOHOO!!how cool is that! retreat for the whole day ayye! shiok! it made me realize how wonderful the gift of SIGHT can be! (: i felt really lucky to be able to experience all these things. band today was just fine. my first time taking attendance, it was quite creepy though, every single eye was on ME and i staggered alot. ehm...stage fright hoh?! LOL! and then i left early for checkups! yeah...it went well though! i`ve fully recovered! YEAH MAN! happy like crazi! HAHA!!!
OH! today, i received a good news! some music studio and record from indonesia gave me an email. okay, it is all about drumming recordings. it means any drums, snare, toms, drum set, timpany drums..all types of drums! and they think that i am suitable to join the audition at the end of this year to do the drums cover for some bands! i was like...WHOA!! this is my chance to be successful, i mean... this is like...dreams come true. I`ve always wished to be a different drummer someday. and by given this chance to join the audition, maybe i have the chance to meet my goal!(:(:(: YAYNESS!! whoohoo...can be famous sia..but i`d rather be infamous, just live a normal life.;D and duh, the payment is SO REASONABLE! so y not take it?! should i?! hopefully my parents support though. their support will be really meaningful! i didnt know how the hell they got my email, but well...small world..i bet it was my old school mate. HOHOHO! *guessing alright!* ;B
chemistry test soon! sobs sobs sobs! what a torture...;___; sucks sia!

day of new inspiration

2007-06-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today was great! BBQ in school with all the band members and PERCS!!DUH!! But sadly, i left early cos it was my dad`s bday too! yea..too abd that the time clashed! ROAR! at least i tried the sausages and satay and chick wings! NICE SIA!! IBU KINNY! *wink wink! HEHE!! She`s the cook for the day! ^^ and then some pics! of course!(: SADLY, I DIDNT GET TO EAT THE MANGO CAKE!!!! *KRIES*;__;

Anyway, on my way home after dinner today, i found my new inspiration. Well, there was this man, handicapped, without right arm and without legs. He sells some prayers and those tags with beautifully written notes on it. Unfortunately, no one purchased it. My desire to buy was real GREAT! i mean...i`d really love to HELP! but you know, im broke dead now... so i decided to wish him luck by walking towards him and said little prayer. and then i saw a bible in his hand. He grabbed it tight. He read it and glanced at the skies, he did this repeatedly. And i was soo amazed by this thing..youknow, as if he was begging for help from God. The first thing that hit me was that....WOAW! This guy is awesome. i mean...looking at his condition and situation, and yet his faith never fades away. Some people may make fun of it. But he, the way i see it, was way cooler and GREATER than those emo people who`d gave up on their lives and slitting their wrist all the time, hoping to seek attention. This guy made me realize how wonderful it can be if you get stronger and stronger each day. lesson for the day that is. (: This guy needs GOD! PRAISE THE LORD! ;D

And then i saw this freaky cat! WHOOHOO!! eyes like motorlights, BATCAT! LOL!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

PERCS, get your BBQ pics from me alright! ;)

rot rot and rot, what else?

2007-06-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

ROAAAAR!!! 2 more days to freakking SCHOOL! baah! but i miss my friends though, its just...the lesson part..yeah..haha. Anyway, yesterday`s jamming was awesome. the people persent: vick, grace, kinny, freda, jayni and me. preparation for school youth day celeb. (: hopefully, it will be successful. we can do it! oh, i learnt this aint a scene alry! we can play that ppl! *wink!
today was boring overall, as usual. i accompanied my mom to mango today, super sale! WHAA!!too much man! its SUPER CROWDED! *suffocated ;_;*
and there was this CHIOBU *eyes shining* took off her shirt in front of me! i was like woaw! sports bra luckily! PHEW! cos there were like...XTRA LONG QUEUE for the fitting room so, i can understand, despos! LOL!and yeah..again, i got a tip from momma. this time, a shirt! hmm..nice la nice la. for the rest of the day, i sat infront of the comp, playing sims 2 (business). hehe...amusing la! some parts!(:
oh, ppl, get the jamming pics from me alright! ;D

faithful or unfaithful?

2007-06-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

Today`s church was inspiring. i had a really "heavy" talk with father.
well, its all about having a strong faith and follow ur will. hmm...he told me that we live on because we have the strong faith and believe to live strongly. and those people who`d try to kill themselves, had lost the spirit of living and decided to break the realtionship with god. okay..i dont really get it at first...but i told him about me going to my friend`s church and being able to feel god`s presence. It was very thoughtful of her (jayni (:) to invite me for service. I raised up my hand when the pastor asked those who wanted to receive God in their life and asked to be healed. and the moment i stepped out from that place, i felt this strong sense of security... and you know, that feeling after you`ve accompplished smtg that can change your life forever. Father said that i should follow my heart and my decision to be successful, cos the one who controls my life story is always me alone. It is my choice whether i want a happy ending or the opp. It is not wrong to have the will to learn about other religions as long as you still believe in your relatonship with God. and then he showed me video of the mission trip 2005, the indonesian orpahanges (:. i loVE that video! haha! i hope that wont be my first and last mission trip in my life. After looking at those kids, smiling, dancing happily, singing...and all that...i think...im not that bad after all, for being able to change many lives forever through my testimony and my presence. and OMG! val! you know, that picture, when oki kissed you on the nose, YES!!that one! it is in the video! OMG!!! haha!! WHAA!!too much! and the picture when i ACCIDENTALLY pulled devon`s PANTS?!!! WHAAA!!!! too much man! lets bash up the EDITOR!!ROAR!! HAHAHA...

and then...i cant join jayni and friends after movie, cos i gotta company my mom shopping and play games with my friends. well...sighs.
companying momma shopping was not that bad, you get a tip! yeah...like me, she bought me some dvd`s..cos there is 50% discount! LOL! and i got a new bracellet too! nice la nice la! haha...
and then i played with josh and gang...shiok sia! CS and we went to arcade, play time crisis 4! WHAAA!!shiok sia! hahaha....im waiting for my $10 okay! WHOOHOO!.

and of course, NEW BANNER! HAHAHA!!! cos in think my blog looks pale sia..so i just finished making the new one. TAADAA!! haha...alright, so high now cos im DL soldier front! SF!! EEEK!! HAHAHAHA!! HIGH man!! but dl damn slow eh! TSSK !!TSSSK!!*impatient!!!! haha..;P